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Hi david bumping up for your attention.

Hi David,

Read on some thread that you were not well few weeks back.
How are you doing now?

Let me know if you will have some time to take up my case again. its been 4mts and i am adjusted to surrounding but internal issues have popped up.

thanks

Bumping for your attention david

Hi David,

hoping you will catch this your morning.

First thing first, how are you doing, are you completely fine. I will be sending your reiki healing for DK-Brisbane, homeopath. I hope ur the only one that fits the bill, otherwise the other guy will get more healthy. In that case let me know ur area/locality in Brisbane. You can msg me on FB. In case u forgot my real name I will post this to ur msgbox on fb.

Situational change
I came back to india and initially I hesitated a lot to put out my resume and actively search a job. The hesitation is coz of anxiety/ inner weakness that one should not get exposed / feeling that I dont know much / lack of confidence. And if my parents or someone pushes me towards I get angry/irritated and shout back.

I got saved partly form the whole process as I joined my uncles company and after 2mts I realized that the company is in sever losses and serious management issues. There is no option for but to leave and search on my own.

Now first thing that I did after leaving it last week was to start some prayer and sadhana for gods.

Now I again feel the huge anxiety, pressure and lack of courage/confidence. Its like am trying to protect my vulnerability. I also tend to think/plan in terms of future. Its all future thinking. I like to dream of extraordinary success. My mind thinks in terms of visuals.

Concentration, comprehension, speech are all confused. I cant read a single article in paper. If u force me to read first I will feel tired in mind, second I wont be able to follow the line of reasoning. Thirdly I will get conscious and confidence will get shaken.

I tend to put off the things that needs to be done. I image them in my mind and its feels too much work and tiredness in mind/body. I am also a lot apprehensive about future/ new places. Today I went to business center of city and looking at huge buildings I felt small and weak. As if I am not worthy, secretly I want to work there.
Also coming to india I find it quite hot and humid and I tend to sweat a lot. I dotn know if that’s the reason but I feel completely exhausted in mind/body/soul. Also the shortness of breath and pressure on chest for breathing. I lie down and sleep a lot. Morning I am never fresh and get up gloomy, exhausted and weak.
Physically I have silky hair, sunken eyes, dark circles, 6’2, lean body, no biceps, good paunch.

Yesterday I was feeling all the above acutely took Vanadium met 1m. I could feel that the hopelessness, pressure on chest were taken care of. Inner weakness, restlessness were also taken care of. But a lot remains in terms of attitude needed to get the job.

let me know ur questions.

think you missed my post, let em know

I think you again missed my this thread..

2 days after i took van met 1m, the hopelessness and excessive sense of inner weakness is not there.
but i am completely drained in my mind, body soul for any work. its like full exhaustion and dotn care attitude.

Hi Davis, think ur timing are mismatching, let me know what time you access the forum so will bump up the tread accordingly.

read my responses above.