David/Evocationer

Dear David,
This is Yogiram, the woman.

My case is as follows:

I have chest pain, high BP, eye problem, gall stones. But I am always active. I manage my problems thru prayer and affirmation and self hypnosis. I never sit and cry. I am always active. I work Full time and I take care of my son’s school activities, bills, groceries, cook, clean. Whenever I have chest pain, I go to the zoo or park. I am not scared of anything. I dont like to lie down and fuss. I used to go to zoo or park whenever I had chest pain because I would rather die in a zoo than fussing over and die.I was never like this.

Till I was 22, I was scared of even a small cut. I would cry and say that I would die. After fever, I could not get up till I was 7th or 8th grade. I could not eat at all. I used to be hungry but could not eat. Till I was in 7h grade, I used to think that I would die if I swallowed pills. Even now, I cannot stand any new smell or food. I would throw up immediately. I used to throw up every week till I was 22.

Till 12th grade, I was in first 5 ranks. I was very good. But in the 1st semester in Engg, I slept, the night before Physics Exam. I did not study. I freaked out. Had I been calmer, I could have remembered. I failed in the Physics exam. But since I freaked out, I forgot everything. I lost all my self-confidence. Everybody was looking down upon me. I really suffered the 5 years in Engineering. I hated it. I used to have exam fever. During the study holidays, I could not eat at all. I used to drink little bit ovaltine. I used to throw up throughout the study holidays and during exam time. That was purely psychological.

But during the final year, I was ok, because, I took Dabur Chavan Pras for the first four years. I was alright after my Engineering. I put on weight and I could eat well.

I have been running a marathon for the past 13 years. I am doing only for my son.

I have had dizziness and I have been to work with dizziness, chest pain. My point is if a person wants to work, he would find a way.

I am a fighter and I take all the stress. I saw the other day, this coach, he has been taking dialysis for the last 10 years and coaching. If a man or woman wants to work, they will. I have lots of biz ideas. But I cannot take time off because I lost most of the money. I made good $$$.
I lost most of it.

I have had mostly bad luck in my life.

MY LIFE IS MISERABLE. IF I HAVE A CHANCE TO ESCAPE OUT OF THIS WORLD, I WOULD. THERE IS NO WAY OUT. I DONT WANT TO LEAVE MY SON.

I am not going to do anything.
But I am bitter.

I am intelligent.
My husband and I have had only bad luck.

Before marriage I liked one guy, it did not work. I cried for him for 5 years.

Before that, i liked someone else. I cried for 6 years.

Also, I do love my husband. But we are not lucky for each other.

Lots of young guys come up to me and say that they want to have fun. That is why I tell people that I love my husband. I don’t want to buy trouble. I don’t want that kind of fun. I don’t believe in it. If I am in love with someone, I would marry. I don’t believe in going out and doing things.
I don’t date. I want to meet and if they like me, I want to marry. No dating.
I want good things for my husband. I would rather, he marry somebody else and make $$$.

The only reason I am alive is because I do affirmations.

I can go on and on. My life is hell.

Homeopathic Questionnaire: Adult
Name: _Female______________ Today's Date: Sept.17, 2014

Marital/Relationship Status: __Married__ Date of Birth: Nov.13, 1960

Height: 5 ft 1 inch Weight: __153__pounds


PLEASE USE A SEPARATE SHEET TO ANSWER THE FOLLOWING QUESTIONS:
What is your chief complaint (CC)?
I have chest pain on both the left side and right side of the breast. Initially it was purely anxiety. I have a very high stressful life. The past 13 years, my life has been extremely stressful. The only reason, I am alive is because I am very strong minded and very positive minded. My goal is to save my son. I have gone to work with chest pain. I have had chest pain since 2001. I have done the Stress test of the Heart many times and they told me that nothing was wrong. But when I did the Doppler test, they found a pinhole in my upper chamber. I was born with this pinhole.
The second thing is that my heart wall is little bit thicker than it should be. The range of thickness is 0.6 to 1.1. My thickness is 1.4. It is not much. But I am worried because my second sister died of cardiac arrest. She had very thick heart wall. She died at the age of 62 in her sleep. Both my parents lived more than 85. My father had very high BP throughout his life. I have also gallbladder stones.
Whenever I have anger, fear or anxiety, my chest hurts. I have lot of anxiety. When I stop my thought process about anger, fear or anxiety, then my chest pain stops.
One of my co-workers betrayed me. He talked vulgar to me. The anger went round and round in my mind and when the thoughts went round and round, my chest hurt. Once I stopped the thought process, the chest pain disappeared.

I am extremely active. I do work full time, cook, take my son to parks, get together. I get up at 6am. I make my son’s breakfast lunch and get him ready to school drop him in school. I come back and get ready to work and leave for work at 8:30. I return back from work at 6pm. I cook and make sure my son has done the home work. Sometimes I take him out to Restaurants to eat. On weekends I take my son to parks and parties. I cook, clean, do groceries. I never sit around. I am always extremely active. With extreme dizziness, I have gone to work.

I meditate in my mind, that I will never ever have chest pain, never ever have cardiac arrest, never ever have high BP. I am alive for my son. My goal is to save my son. That is why I work and be active all the time. My life revolves around my son.
On Jul.13, 2011, I saw flashes of light moving in my left eye.
I was very stressed for 20 days at work. My boss was torturing me.
(My boss tortured me from May.2011 to May 2012).
Also 4 days before, I had made pancake with maida and urad (lentil) flour. Then I left it outside. Then after 3 days, I put it inside the fridge and after 2 days I made pancake. I did this because I was under lots of stress. I was not thinking. Immeditely after that, I had flashes of light in the left eye.
The flour had fermented.
I took 2 doses of lachesis 30. But whenever I was under stress, I had flashes of light. It was on for a long time. Then it stopped. Then again, when I resigned the job, I had lights again.
I do see lights whenever I am stressed.
It is still there. The last 3 months, it is there.

After I took the Indian pancake, I started having hives also.

Mostly when I eat Indian food or any English medicine like Advil, I would have hives. Few of them, 5 to 6.
2. When did this problem begin? What happened in you life around that time? What do
you think caused it? Extremely stressful life. I have had chest pain since 2001. Then it stopped. Again it started.
3. What aggravates the CC? (Certain types of foods or weather, movement, light, noise,
heat/cold or anything else that you can think of. Please be specific.) Stress makes it worse. Anger, fear and anxiety make it worse.
4. At what time of the day or night is CC the worst? Specify an hour if you can.
5. What symptoms can you identify that accompany the CC? anger, fear and anxiety.
GENERAL QUESTIONS
6. Questions about the weather and environment: you only need to answer those, which
apply to you.
a. In which season does the weather bother you the most? I don’t like cold, I like it hot.
b. How do you react to cold, hot, dry, wet or windy weather? Please mention any
and all types of weather that affect you, and how. I don’t like windy or cold weather.
c. How does a change of weather affect you?
d. How do you feel in bright sunlight? I love bright sunlight. I don’t like dark rooms, rooms without windows
e. Do you have any special reactions before, during or after a storm? Please
specify. I am very scared of the storm and I pray. When I see storms in movies or TV, I get very scared. Now it is better. For a very long time, I was very scared.
f. How do you react to drafts of air? (e.g. open window, having a fan on you) Do
you sleep with the window open even when it’s cold out? I don’t like drafts of air on me. I don’t like fan on me. I turn the fan away from me so that the room is cooler and the drafts of air are not on me. I don’t keep the window open when it is cold.
g. How do you react to sudden changes in temperature (e.g. going from a cold
environment to a hot room or vice versa)? Cold to hot, I like. Not from hot to cold.
h. What about warmth in general, warmth of the bed, of the room, of the heater
or stove? I love warmth
i. How do you feel at the seashore, or on high mountains? I love high mountains and I love the seashore. I love to watch the waves. In fact, when I go to the beach, I sit in the shallow water and I love the waves hitting on me. I can sit for 4 hours even. I love walking on the beach. But I am very scared of the sea, Big river and Big lakes, I mean, deep water. I panic. I don’t like going to the deep water.
7. What position do you dislike the most: sitting, standing, lying? standing
8. Do you perspire a great deal? If so, when and where on the body? (Feet, head, armpits,
etc.) No. medium or less.
9. What time of day tends to be a down time for you? Very early mornings 4am/5am.
MENTAL/EMOTIONAL
10. What do you worry about? How do you deal with worries? I have been under lots of stress the past 13 years. I worry a lot, worry about Financial stability, how I am going to take care of my son, his health, studies. I have worked the last 28 years. Everything is on me. My husband has been sick and I do everything. I work a lot. My managers have always been mean to me. I have no relaxation at home or at work. I do self-hypnosis. I also do lot of prayer. If I need something, I repeat it in my mind before I sleep. If I have pain in my head, then I meditate that I will never ever have pain in my head ten times before I sleep. That is how I cope up. I keep the God’s pictures next to me. I do puja. I try to take the God’s books when I go for medical exams and stuff like that. I call and ask my friends to pray for me.

I am not very political. I am not a diplomat. I am extremely good in my work. Big directors are intimidated by me. They plan and sabotage me. I have lost jobs 10 times. But I get jobs immediately because I am very good. I get job offers from all over the USA. I am very aggressive. I speak truth. I am very honest.
11. Do you tend to be neater and more fastidious than those around you, or more casual? I am not very neat. I try to be. But, by nature I am not.
12. Do you cry easily? In what situations? Yes. I am very emotional. If I see movies that are sad and if I see children suffering, I cry easily. When my son was 1 month old, they made a wrong diagnosis. Immediately I started to cry. The docs did not like it. Again when he was sick at 5, there was another wrong diagnosis. I cried when I took him for tests. He was sick when he was 8. But he is ok. My life revolves around my son.
13. When you are upset, do you tend to tell a lot of people or keep it to yourself? I tell a lot of people. I cannot keep it inside. I try to think a lot and say why me. I try to think too much that it hurts.
14. On what occasions do you feel despair? I am a very positive person when it comes to jobs and stuff like that. But my personal life has not been good. I feel very depressed. I have no one to love me. I am very depressed about that.
15. In what circumstances do you feel jealous? I am a very gregarious, loving person. I love lots of fun. I love to laugh. But since my husband fell sick, I did not have fun. When I first started to work, I use to joke around a lot. Everyone used to love me. But later on my life became very difficult. When I see people having fun or when my relatives are financially stable, I feel jealous. I am much more intelligent than most people, but I have not had good luck. I want good luck for my son, husband and myself. I see lots of people that have no qualification but have lots of luck and have settled down. My husband and I have no luck. My husband has been trying for job since 2010 and no luck. I am extremely angry and sad and down. I am very intelligent but have no luck for business also.
16. When and on what occasions do you feel frightened or anxious? Any fears (darkness,
being alone, in crowds, altitude, flying, elevators, etc.)? I am very scared of very high altitude. I get scared of flying. I am very scared of deep water. I love to be in the shallow water. I love 4 feet swimming pools. I am scared of being alone. I don’t like darkness. I cannot drive downhill on a mountain or hill. I get very nervous. I can drive up the hill not downhill.
17. What are the greatest grief’s that you have gone through in your life? How did you
react? My husband was sick. I did not handle well. When my son was very sick, I used to worry. I prayed a lot. I prayed a lot for my husband. The question “ Why me? Never stops. I have brought it to control. I used to talk to astrologers a lot. I have reduced. I was too much into astrology. I was obsessed with it. I am very superstitious. I am obsessed with that because I have been very unlucky. I was in love in 1990. It did not work. I cried for 5 years. I married my husband in 1995.
18. What are the greatest joys you have had in your life? My son and the day I got married. When my son is healthy, I am very happy. Now he is ok. He had anxiety. My life revolves around my son. My joy is my son. When I see him laugh and have fun, I am very happy. When I take him to different places and he is happy, I feel very happy and content.
My son was born on Nov.6, 2001. I was flying among the stars. I felt as though the hospital was a palace. Everything looked new and beautiful.
The world looked new.
19. In what situations do you feel the blues, depressed, sad, pessimistic? I am never pessimistic. I am very positive. But when it comes to my personal life I am very pessimistic. I have never ever had anyone love me. I am very sad about that.
20. What bothers you most in other people? How, if at all, do you express it? pessimism. My husand knows that pessimism scares me and so he will say pessimistic things to scare me. I have spent years in fear because of pessimistic talk. I just got over it. From 2005 to 2013, I spent years in fear of negative talk.
21. Do you have a lack of self-confidence or a poor sense of self worth? No I am over-confident. I am very positive minded.
22. Do you have any recurring dreams? What is the theme? I used to get exam dream a lot.
23. What would you need to feel happy? Love and financial stability.
24. What do you do for work? Ideally, what would you like to do? I write software. I am very intelligent. People sabotage me a lot because I am extremely good at my work. I intimidate others. I love to be a talk show host or do social work, help poor. But I cannot make money doing that. I love to help the poorest of the poor. I have lots of great ideas.
25. If you had an unexpected week’s vacation from work and $l,000, what would you do? I would take that and go for a vacation to the beach, when my son gets vacation.
26. How do other people view you? Very aggressive, very positive minded, very strong. I intimidate people.
27. What would you like to change most about yourself? I am not very political. I am not diplomatic. I don’t understand politics. I would like to learn that or have that incorporated in me. I trust people very easily and get hurt. I am very honest.
FOOD
28. How do you feel before, during and after meals? How do you feel if you go without a
meal? I like to eat. I use food as comfort. I feel very weak if I go without food.
29. What would you most like to eat (if you did not have to consider calories, fat, anything
you’ve read about the right way to eat)? I like salty foods, medium spicy. I don’t like sweets.
30. What foods do you dislike and refuse to eat? What foods do you react badly to, and in
what way? I don’t like sweets, meat, mushroom. I have never ever touched meat in my life. I don’t like slimy foods. I am allergic to fermented food. Fermented maida, urad.
31. How much do you drink in a day? Include sodas, juice, coffee, tea, milk and alcoholic
beverages as well as water. How thirsty do you tend to get? Water 5 cups. Tea 2 cups. Milk half cup.
SLEEP
32. What hours do you sleep? Do you tend to wake up at a particular time? Why? What
makes you restless or sleepy? I sleep between 11and 6:10am. I wake up in the middle of the night for restroom. Sometimes, worry keeps me awake. I put myself back to sleep by mediatation, repeating I will sleep. Many days I don’t sleep. The last 6 months, I have not had good sleep. Whenever I lose jo, I cannot sleep. When my osses torture me, I cannot sleep. Also I think oif Kevin and cry.
33. Do you do anything during sleep? (Speak, laugh, shriek, toss about, grind your teeth,
snore) I snore
34. How do you feel in the morning? Ok. If I did not get enough sleep, I gag.
WOMEN
35. Number of pregnancies, number of children, number of miscarriages, number of
abortions? 2 pregnancies. One full term vaginal birth, I have a son. He is 12 years old.
One baby had no heart beat right from the beginning. They had to take it out.

36. At what age did your menses begin? If you have gone through menopause, at what age?
13 or 14
37. How frequently do the (or did they) come? Every month. Now it stopped. It has een 2 years.
38. What about their duration, abundance, color, time of day when flow is greatest; any
odor or clots? 2nd day was very bad. Severe stomach pain and cramps. I could not even walk. My eyes looked as though I was dying. 3 days duration. Very strong smell.
39. How do you (did you) feel before, during and after menses? Just before starting I had pain in my legs and pain in my stomach. During, I had severe stomach cramps. I never felt good during. After it was done, I felt good.
HEALTH HISTORY
40. What medications are you taking at present? Stelazine 1 mg.
41. How frequently do you get colds or flu? Not frequent
42. Have you had any childhood illness twice, or in very severe form, or after puberty? I had chicken pox in a severe form when I was 28. That was the FIRST TIME. I did not have any marks after the chicken pox.
43. Have you had vaccinations since the standard childhood ones? Have you ever had an
adverse or unusual reaction to a vaccination? NO
44. Have you had any surgery? What and when? NO
45. Have you had at any time (mention year): What therapy was given?
a. Warts: where? When? How treated? I have a wart in my Right hand, tall finger.
b. Cysts: where? When? How treated? I had cysts in ovary. It disappeared. I also had cysts in uterus, I think. It disappeared on its onw.
c. Polyps: where? When? How treated?
d. Tumors: where? When? How treated? NO
46. Do you tend to have any discharges (nasal, vaginal, etc.)? Please describe color,
consistency. Vaginal white
47. Sensitivity:
a. Do you tend to need a smaller dose of medications than most other people? low/medium
b. Do you tend to need less anesthesia than others, or have a hard time coming
out of it? I don’t know
c. Do you tend to react to vitamins and herbs and/or need hypoallergenic
vitamins? YES
d. Are you sensitive to paint fumes, exhaust, dry cleaning fluid, fragrances, etc.? Sometimes I don’t feel good.
48. Family History: Mention diseases, causes and ages of deaths of father, mother, sisters,
brothers and grandparents on both sides.

My father had High BP.

My sister died of heart disease at the age of 62. Her heart wall was very thick.
Cardiac arrest.

My maternal grand ma had schizophrenia.

My 3rd sister had schizophrenia.
49. Construct a time line: Mention from birth on to the present day, all important events
(emotional and physical traumas, heartbreaks, divorces, work-related events, diseases or
traumas you mother had while pregnant with you, family stress, death in the family or of
friends, disappointments, etc.) Mention the symptoms experienced at those moments or
which you can date to those traumas. Please try to write at least one page outlining
major events of your life.

I am the 9th child. 2 of them died when they were very young. My mother never wanted me, a 9th child, that is a girl, when I was born. But she treated me well with love. My mother had a very stressful life because of lots of children. She ran the family. My father never understood politics. He donated all his money to charity. My mother had to fight with him for money. When I was small, my father never gave the salary to my mom and she had to fight. Even before I was born, the same story. My father never knew to manage money. MY MOTHER WAS UNDER GREAT STRESS.


I was Very weak, could not eat but was very hungry from 5th grade

Threw up a lot, almost every week.

Had also had diarrhea a lot.

HAD FEVER TILL 7TH GRADE A LOT. I COULD NOT GET UP AFTER FEVER.

9th grade had TB in the left leg. Cured by medicine.

13 or 14 menses

I did not know to eat.

50. What else would you like to tell me about yourself or your condition?
Whenever I laugh, sneeze or cough, I leak urine. This is not all the time but many times.
Till I was in 10th grade, I used to sleep on my stomach, crouched on top of a pillow. My legs and hands were crouched.
I have arthritis. Whenever I have stress, I have high BP. I snore. I don’t have very much sleep. I am very sad that I don’t have anyone to love me.
I used to pray a lot.
Then in 2010, I converted to Christianity.
Now I pray to all Gods.
From 1996 to 2013, I used to pray a lot.
Too much.
I have just come to the conclusion that I am not going to pray too much. I still pray. I chant mantras and pray.
I lost about 16 jobs (either resigned or let go because peopel did not like me because I used to be very aggressive) between 2005 and 2013. I was very scared because I had to put the food on the table.
Everything is on me. 8 years, I got jobs, lost job.
I was under tremendous stress. I cannot eat while I have no job. I could not sleep.
My husband would just say that I would get job and I should not worry.
He always takes life easy. That makes me mad.
I used to meditate that I would get jobs and also study. I am in IT. I have to study.
After 12 years, I got a good boss.
The only reason I am alive is because I do affirmations and self-hypnosis.
I started self-hypnosis when I was in 9th grade.
I say, I will never ever get side effects of stelazine.
I also say that I will never ever get schizo symptoms.
I had schizo symptoms in 1994.
Since then, I never had any symptom.
I did not go for any heart surgery or major check up because if something happens to me, who will take care of my son.
I also repeat that I will get job if I have no job. I also say that I will never ever be blind.
I read the verses from the Bible where Jesus heals the blind.
I also read the verses where he ressurrected Lazarus and the little girl.
I also do lots of Hindu prayer.
Between 2004 and 2010, I was obsessed with astrology.
I still consult astrologers.
Now I am doing more positive thinking and less prayer.
I am not saying that my husband is alright.
But I also have lots of diseases.
If I sit and say that I have hole in the heart and my heart wall is thick and I dont want to get up, who is going to put the food on the table.
I work long hours.
I am in IT.
I am under lot of stress at work. I come home and work.
Now I am handling it better since last 2 months.
I took Lachesis 200c twice.
Since then my urine leakage has reduced.
Also my hives have disappeared.
I have been mbating since 1983.
I still do.
Couple of days back, my husband had bad symptoms and he woke me up.

Once woken up, I cannot sleep. I had chest pain and I was meditating that I will not get cardiac arrest.
If I dont sleep I cannot work.
I have never had time to take care of myself.
My work is stressful.
I never take time off.
I have been taking arnica 6c and Aconite 30c for a long time.
Once I climbed 4 flights of stairs and I had chest pain.
Fortunately I had arnica 6c.
After that, my chest pain disappeared.
My arthritis disappeared after Brynia alba 30c.
I am short, big belly, beautiful.
I am very scared of snakes and storms.
I am deadly scared of snaked.
I get the creeps.
I have extreme fear if I see them on tv.
When I stand, my feet dont totally touch the ground.
not flat.
My son was bullied since 2nd grade on and off. I have been stressed about that.
I have not had proper sleep in a long time.
ut the last 2 months, I am thinking more positive.
I also say that my gall stones have melted.
I AM VERY SUPERSTITIOUS.