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The one remedy that i feel i badly need is Calc Phos.
I took it in jan11 and realised it helped me a hell lot in terms of mental comprehension. It surprisingly also took care of the exhaustion of my mind, body, soul.
In a way i do feel exhausted in my mind, body, soul after Van Met. Also i have been feeling real cold and chilly even in slight AC.
I took it in jan11 and realised it helped me a hell lot in terms of mental comprehension. It surprisingly also took care of the exhaustion of my mind, body, soul.
In a way i do feel exhausted in my mind, body, soul after Van Met. Also i have been feeling real cold and chilly even in slight AC.
Spark12 last decade
Calc Phos
Thankyou a lot David, I can tell from experience not a single homeopath is as flexible as you. Not only you allowed incurrent remedy but also accepted my request for Calc Phos. Most homeopath will back fit some theory or go for wait and watch. Thankyou thankyou. You are daily in my prayers for your health, happiness.
I took Calc phos 30c, since I was so frustrated and I didnt have 30ml bottle. I just took one pill in mouth and dissolved in extra saliva. Dotn know if thats counted as wet dose
1. Slept nicely or few hrs, When I got up felt really rejuvenated. Its as if I was dehydrated/weak in body and mind and I was completely hydrated/strong n body mind later. The mind was focused and comprehension improved VASTLY. Earlier I reported that I feel as if my eyes are sunken and dry form inside, now I felt relief, moisturized and energized.
2. I usually waste time in small irreverent things, but yesterday I out of my own choice went to college and Finished a chapter. (A big feat, last time I studied was mar10 for 4days) Not only comprehension was excellent but also walked 30min to go to college. Yes but after reading that 30 page chapter my mind did get a bit exhausted.
3. While reading I could see another trait of mine clearly that I tend to read fast in a impatient way, mental impatient does lead to fall in comprehension. Besides mental quickness and impatience. I also tend to make grander/Big plan and project it in future. *** Like I thought I can finish 20 chapters in 4 days (Very high pace) then I can go for other really good/better books and finish them on the same pace. Then I went and checked out the better books and felt that I can raise my level very high if I read those and probably get a high pay job in India (If I go back) ***
A normal person read slowly with better comprehension 1 book in 10 days and ths is normal. I will be impatient and Overenthusiastic and try to finish 1 book in 3days and add more stuff and finally I am with very low comprehension and exhausted. This pattern was there in 07 when I finished 5 books in 20days and led to low comprehension, low confidence, and failure in one major certification.
Keywords here Impatient and Overenthusiasm, biting more than chew.
4. After coming back from college (30min) walk I again after some time decided to go for a walk (again 30min). I felt refreshed and was not tired. Earlier even the thought of doing something used to tire me but now I was energized after these all walks. (Total 90min of walking this is equivalent of weekly walking before and that too after dragging myself mentally)
5. I also got some thing else in terms of Assurance that it might/will work out in future and life is not tough or heading towards disaster. As far as I remember I always have a sense of it might not work out in future, What will happen next, Worried and all. Aslo there was a sense of contentment with life in general, mostly I carry a sense of discontentment and resentment. I am not sure if I am able to convey this very correctly or not but for these reason I used to associate myself with the traits of bach flowers (Gorse-hope, Genetian-optimism, Willow-resentment, olive - Exhaustion).
Thankyou a lot David, I can tell from experience not a single homeopath is as flexible as you. Not only you allowed incurrent remedy but also accepted my request for Calc Phos. Most homeopath will back fit some theory or go for wait and watch. Thankyou thankyou. You are daily in my prayers for your health, happiness.
I took Calc phos 30c, since I was so frustrated and I didnt have 30ml bottle. I just took one pill in mouth and dissolved in extra saliva. Dotn know if thats counted as wet dose
1. Slept nicely or few hrs, When I got up felt really rejuvenated. Its as if I was dehydrated/weak in body and mind and I was completely hydrated/strong n body mind later. The mind was focused and comprehension improved VASTLY. Earlier I reported that I feel as if my eyes are sunken and dry form inside, now I felt relief, moisturized and energized.
2. I usually waste time in small irreverent things, but yesterday I out of my own choice went to college and Finished a chapter. (A big feat, last time I studied was mar10 for 4days) Not only comprehension was excellent but also walked 30min to go to college. Yes but after reading that 30 page chapter my mind did get a bit exhausted.
3. While reading I could see another trait of mine clearly that I tend to read fast in a impatient way, mental impatient does lead to fall in comprehension. Besides mental quickness and impatience. I also tend to make grander/Big plan and project it in future. *** Like I thought I can finish 20 chapters in 4 days (Very high pace) then I can go for other really good/better books and finish them on the same pace. Then I went and checked out the better books and felt that I can raise my level very high if I read those and probably get a high pay job in India (If I go back) ***
A normal person read slowly with better comprehension 1 book in 10 days and ths is normal. I will be impatient and Overenthusiastic and try to finish 1 book in 3days and add more stuff and finally I am with very low comprehension and exhausted. This pattern was there in 07 when I finished 5 books in 20days and led to low comprehension, low confidence, and failure in one major certification.
Keywords here Impatient and Overenthusiasm, biting more than chew.
4. After coming back from college (30min) walk I again after some time decided to go for a walk (again 30min). I felt refreshed and was not tired. Earlier even the thought of doing something used to tire me but now I was energized after these all walks. (Total 90min of walking this is equivalent of weekly walking before and that too after dragging myself mentally)
5. I also got some thing else in terms of Assurance that it might/will work out in future and life is not tough or heading towards disaster. As far as I remember I always have a sense of it might not work out in future, What will happen next, Worried and all. Aslo there was a sense of contentment with life in general, mostly I carry a sense of discontentment and resentment. I am not sure if I am able to convey this very correctly or not but for these reason I used to associate myself with the traits of bach flowers (Gorse-hope, Genetian-optimism, Willow-resentment, olive - Exhaustion).
Spark12 last decade
Calc-phos actually suited your symptoms, that is why I thought it was worth doing. It was actually a very astute choice on your part.
What we want to see of course is a stable change, rather than something temporary, so now we watch and wait. Repeat if you feel a relapse, but otherwise try and observe the length of time the change maitains itself.
What we want to see of course is a stable change, rather than something temporary, so now we watch and wait. Repeat if you feel a relapse, but otherwise try and observe the length of time the change maitains itself.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
Hi David,
First day excellent results noted above
Second day Lazyiness, Grand plans, Not doing anything
Third day Studies some more, Mind freezes after some time, Lazyness, Future thinking, Talking to myself
1. I had taken Calc phos 30c 1 pill straight in mouth and dissolved it in lot of saliva, is this considered as wet dose? Next time when I relapse I am planning for 200c, can I take dose like this, what are the downside of taking it this way?
2. After reading for some time the mind freezes/exhausts and takes 1hr to get back to good comprehension. Will this comprehension increase (Mind exhaustion decrease) with time?
3. Can I take ayurvedic supplements/medicines according to my body/dosha types. Will it interfere with homeopathy in any way? Some supplements are for energy, gas, memory.
4. Thirdly I have Calcphos200 from india. I think its 200X as mostly I have seen X potency beign givien in Indian shops. Should I order C potency?
5. Also I have Calcphos 1M from india. Is there a possibility that it can be 1MX and not 1MC? (Since x scale is widely used in india I think they migh be successing 1:10 ratio 1,000 times to make this 1M).
6. Which is a better way to see oneself symptoms currently seen or kind of attitude I think I need to develop?
thanks and regards
First day excellent results noted above
Second day Lazyiness, Grand plans, Not doing anything
Third day Studies some more, Mind freezes after some time, Lazyness, Future thinking, Talking to myself
1. I had taken Calc phos 30c 1 pill straight in mouth and dissolved it in lot of saliva, is this considered as wet dose? Next time when I relapse I am planning for 200c, can I take dose like this, what are the downside of taking it this way?
2. After reading for some time the mind freezes/exhausts and takes 1hr to get back to good comprehension. Will this comprehension increase (Mind exhaustion decrease) with time?
3. Can I take ayurvedic supplements/medicines according to my body/dosha types. Will it interfere with homeopathy in any way? Some supplements are for energy, gas, memory.
4. Thirdly I have Calcphos200 from india. I think its 200X as mostly I have seen X potency beign givien in Indian shops. Should I order C potency?
5. Also I have Calcphos 1M from india. Is there a possibility that it can be 1MX and not 1MC? (Since x scale is widely used in india I think they migh be successing 1:10 ratio 1,000 times to make this 1M).
6. Which is a better way to see oneself symptoms currently seen or kind of attitude I think I need to develop?
thanks and regards
Spark12 last decade
apart from above general questions
you said 'What we want to see of course is a stable change, rather than something temporary, so now we watch and wait. Repeat if you feel a relapse, but otherwise try and observe the length of time the change maitains itself.'
what is stable and non stable change. I thought one will definitely relapse till the potency finally overpowers the disturbance in vital energy potency.
Do you mean if Calc Phos is not the correct similium it will not be effective after few doses.
you said 'What we want to see of course is a stable change, rather than something temporary, so now we watch and wait. Repeat if you feel a relapse, but otherwise try and observe the length of time the change maitains itself.'
what is stable and non stable change. I thought one will definitely relapse till the potency finally overpowers the disturbance in vital energy potency.
Do you mean if Calc Phos is not the correct similium it will not be effective after few doses.
Spark12 last decade
Stable means it doesn't relapse. Unstable means it requires constant redosing.
Relapse only happens when the potency and dosage has not been optimized, or there are external influences creating the problem (with the correct remedy that is, incorrect remedies relapse constantly).
If it is not moving you further towards cure, you will relapse instead of reaching a point that is overall better than before taking it.
Relapse only happens when the potency and dosage has not been optimized, or there are external influences creating the problem (with the correct remedy that is, incorrect remedies relapse constantly).
If it is not moving you further towards cure, you will relapse instead of reaching a point that is overall better than before taking it.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
hey David,
1. I had taken Calc phos 30c 1 pill straight in mouth and dissolved it in lot of saliva, is this considered as wet dose? Next time when I relapse I am planning for 30c/200c, can I take dose like this, what are the downside of taking it this way?
2. After reading for some time the mind freezes/exhausts and takes 1hr to get back to good comprehension. Will this comprehension increase (Mind exhaustion decrease) with time?
3. Can I take ayurvedic supplements/medicines according to my body/dosha types. Will it interfere with homeopathy in any way? Some supplements are for energy, gas, memory.
4. Thirdly I have Calcphos200 from india. I think its 200X as mostly I have seen X potency beign givien in Indian shops. Should I order C potency?
5. Also I have Calcphos 1M from india. Is there a possibility that it can be 1MX and not 1MC? (Since x scale is widely used in india I think they migh be successing 1:10 ratio 1,000 times to make this 1M).
6. Which is a better way to see oneself symptoms currently seen or kind of attitude I think I need to develop?
thanks and regards
1. I had taken Calc phos 30c 1 pill straight in mouth and dissolved it in lot of saliva, is this considered as wet dose? Next time when I relapse I am planning for 30c/200c, can I take dose like this, what are the downside of taking it this way?
2. After reading for some time the mind freezes/exhausts and takes 1hr to get back to good comprehension. Will this comprehension increase (Mind exhaustion decrease) with time?
3. Can I take ayurvedic supplements/medicines according to my body/dosha types. Will it interfere with homeopathy in any way? Some supplements are for energy, gas, memory.
4. Thirdly I have Calcphos200 from india. I think its 200X as mostly I have seen X potency beign givien in Indian shops. Should I order C potency?
5. Also I have Calcphos 1M from india. Is there a possibility that it can be 1MX and not 1MC? (Since x scale is widely used in india I think they migh be successing 1:10 ratio 1,000 times to make this 1M).
6. Which is a better way to see oneself symptoms currently seen or kind of attitude I think I need to develop?
thanks and regards
Spark12 last decade
1. No that is a dry dose. A wet dose is actually the wrong term for it - the correct term is 'Split dose' meaning the dose is divided into the water and only part taken. In taking the whole pill into the mouth you have taken one full dose, you have not split it.
2. If the remedy is right yes.
3. No, ayurvedic medicine is too powerful and can be highly suppressive. If you need it, the homoeopathy is failing you. The two philosphies do not mix well, nor do the medicines.
4. Wait to see if 30c does enough good to move to 200c.
5. I have no idea - 1M should be 1M in the centesimal scale but you would have to confirm that with the manufacturer.
6. I don't really understand that question. Better for whom?
2. If the remedy is right yes.
3. No, ayurvedic medicine is too powerful and can be highly suppressive. If you need it, the homoeopathy is failing you. The two philosphies do not mix well, nor do the medicines.
4. Wait to see if 30c does enough good to move to 200c.
5. I have no idea - 1M should be 1M in the centesimal scale but you would have to confirm that with the manufacturer.
6. I don't really understand that question. Better for whom?
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
1. What are the down side of dry dose?
2. How do i make a split dose next time with 30C as i have taken dry dose first?
3. Seems you are well aware of ayurvedic philosophy and remedies also, Seems you are very highly passionate for healing. i appreciate and respect that.
4. Which is the best indicator to find out next remedy for me - symptoms currently seen or kind of attitude I think I need to develop/falling short of?
2. How do i make a split dose next time with 30C as i have taken dry dose first?
3. Seems you are well aware of ayurvedic philosophy and remedies also, Seems you are very highly passionate for healing. i appreciate and respect that.
4. Which is the best indicator to find out next remedy for me - symptoms currently seen or kind of attitude I think I need to develop/falling short of?
Spark12 last decade
1. Dry dose (unsplit dose) cannot be altered, which means after you have taken it once, it is less effective and cannot match the increasing resistance of the disease. This is the worst thing about it. The correct remedy is often abandoned by prescribers who do not split the dose because it appears to run out of steam, and they assume it is the wrong remedy.
Dry dose is also more aggravating, and cannot be adjusted to adapt to the individual patient's reaction.
2. I gave you the instructions for split dose when you took Vanadium, pretty sure you were doing it correctly for that remedy.
Firstly, you need to create a separate dosing bottle. Get a bottle with a dropper, 15-30mls in size, and fill it with a mixture of water and alcohol (5 parts to 1 part). Dissolve 2-4 granules into this mixture. Your doses will be made from this bottle.
Hit the bottle firmly against the palm of your hand, or another elastic surface like a book. It should be a firm hit not a tap. 2 hits is enough to begin with, and should not be increased unless it is clear that it is needed. The water in this bottle will 'remember' the number of times you have hit it, so that subsequent doses will be stronger (necessary to overcoming the resistance of your disease).
Place 1 drop into an amount of water - I may start with anything from 1/4-1 full cup (62ml-250ml) depending on the sensitivity of the patient. Stir thoroughly and take 1 teaspoon into the mouth. Throw the rest of the cup away.
This is one dose. Repeat doses would be started from the 2 hits on the bottle.
Each step of this process can be adjusted to reduced aggravation or to increase the effect of the medicine. In order to be able to do this, it is important to measure each step (count the hits, the drops, measure the water etc).
3. Ayurvedic medicine has some good stuff in it, but a great deal of allopathy too, and this never mixes well with homoeopathy.
4. Attitude is part of the state, the symptoms are part of the state - the state leads you to the remedy. The state can be seen in the disease primarily, but also in the dreams, the behaviour, the gestures, the words, the pace at which a patient speaks, the hobbies and interests - where the clues are for any patient's remedy is not the same for all patients. You just have to look everywhere until the peculiar things stand out.
[message edited by brisbanehomoeopath on Tue, 09 Aug 2011 05:41:31 BST]
Dry dose is also more aggravating, and cannot be adjusted to adapt to the individual patient's reaction.
2. I gave you the instructions for split dose when you took Vanadium, pretty sure you were doing it correctly for that remedy.
Firstly, you need to create a separate dosing bottle. Get a bottle with a dropper, 15-30mls in size, and fill it with a mixture of water and alcohol (5 parts to 1 part). Dissolve 2-4 granules into this mixture. Your doses will be made from this bottle.
Hit the bottle firmly against the palm of your hand, or another elastic surface like a book. It should be a firm hit not a tap. 2 hits is enough to begin with, and should not be increased unless it is clear that it is needed. The water in this bottle will 'remember' the number of times you have hit it, so that subsequent doses will be stronger (necessary to overcoming the resistance of your disease).
Place 1 drop into an amount of water - I may start with anything from 1/4-1 full cup (62ml-250ml) depending on the sensitivity of the patient. Stir thoroughly and take 1 teaspoon into the mouth. Throw the rest of the cup away.
This is one dose. Repeat doses would be started from the 2 hits on the bottle.
Each step of this process can be adjusted to reduced aggravation or to increase the effect of the medicine. In order to be able to do this, it is important to measure each step (count the hits, the drops, measure the water etc).
3. Ayurvedic medicine has some good stuff in it, but a great deal of allopathy too, and this never mixes well with homoeopathy.
4. Attitude is part of the state, the symptoms are part of the state - the state leads you to the remedy. The state can be seen in the disease primarily, but also in the dreams, the behaviour, the gestures, the words, the pace at which a patient speaks, the hobbies and interests - where the clues are for any patient's remedy is not the same for all patients. You just have to look everywhere until the peculiar things stand out.
[message edited by brisbanehomoeopath on Tue, 09 Aug 2011 05:41:31 BST]
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
Thanks for explaining the background.
Split dose i know how to make, my question is -
1. Since i have taken the First dose of CalcPhos 30c as a dry dose, can i take next dose as split dose? Should i put 2 succession in it?
2. What is the significance of adding brandy in the bottle?
3. Do i need to put it if i am storing the bottles in fridge?
Split dose i know how to make, my question is -
1. Since i have taken the First dose of CalcPhos 30c as a dry dose, can i take next dose as split dose? Should i put 2 succession in it?
2. What is the significance of adding brandy in the bottle?
3. Do i need to put it if i am storing the bottles in fridge?
Spark12 last decade
Thanks for explaining the background.
Split dose i know how to make, my question is -
1. Since i have taken the First dose of CalcPhos 30c as a dry dose, can i take next dose as split dose? Should i put 2 succession in it?
2. What is the significance of adding brandy in the bottle?
3. Do i need to put it if i am storing the bottles in fridge?
4. Today is the 5th day running for the first dose and in last 2 days i am again attaracted towards porn and excessive masturbation (2/3times a day), Discontent part is again slightly coming in my behaviour. I am thinking about 200c.
Split dose i know how to make, my question is -
1. Since i have taken the First dose of CalcPhos 30c as a dry dose, can i take next dose as split dose? Should i put 2 succession in it?
2. What is the significance of adding brandy in the bottle?
3. Do i need to put it if i am storing the bottles in fridge?
4. Today is the 5th day running for the first dose and in last 2 days i am again attaracted towards porn and excessive masturbation (2/3times a day), Discontent part is again slightly coming in my behaviour. I am thinking about 200c.
Spark12 last decade
Yes it is appropriate to go to split dose for your subsequent doses.
Alcohol preserves the imprint of the subtance in the water. Without alcohol, the water will tend to either revert to its original state, or it will take on the imprint of some other external influence.
Cold does not preserve remedies. In fact there are plent of odours and chemicals in fridges that can imprint water.
Don't move up to 200c until you have exhausted 30c. Repeat using split dose until it is clear the 30c has finished its work.
Alcohol preserves the imprint of the subtance in the water. Without alcohol, the water will tend to either revert to its original state, or it will take on the imprint of some other external influence.
Cold does not preserve remedies. In fact there are plent of odours and chemicals in fridges that can imprint water.
Don't move up to 200c until you have exhausted 30c. Repeat using split dose until it is clear the 30c has finished its work.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
Glad i asked you the importance of alcohol, i thought it was only for preservation and infact i didnt even put it in the van met 1m bottle since i didnt have any. will put asap.
Will make the bottle for 30c and take the split dose.
Do i need to wait for full relapse?
Will make the bottle for 30c and take the split dose.
Do i need to wait for full relapse?
Spark12 last decade
CalcPhos 30c (split dose)
Wed afternoon (5 days after first dose)
Succ 2,
Drops 1,
Spoon -3
-The feeling of uneasy discontentment is gone.
- Energises comprehension
- They dry eye feels lubricated from inside.
- Slept peacefully, Head slightly hurting, Will decrease to 2 spoons next dose.
- Collected and calm mind, Focussed mind
- Good comprehension
Hey David, I have lot of old dropper bottles which were used to make homeopathic dilution, can I boil them for 10min and reuse for next time.
Wed afternoon (5 days after first dose)
Succ 2,
Drops 1,
Spoon -3
-The feeling of uneasy discontentment is gone.
- Energises comprehension
- They dry eye feels lubricated from inside.
- Slept peacefully, Head slightly hurting, Will decrease to 2 spoons next dose.
- Collected and calm mind, Focussed mind
- Good comprehension
Hey David, I have lot of old dropper bottles which were used to make homeopathic dilution, can I boil them for 10min and reuse for next time.
Spark12 last decade
That could be the reason the Vanadium stopped working. There is no telling how long exactly water holds the imprint on its own, possibly only a week. I don't believe it vanishes all at once, but slowly fades becoming weaker and weaker.
You will need to remake the Vanadium, not just add alcohol. Empty it out, boil the bottle, flush the dropper with boiling water, and remake it using 2 new pillules. If you take a new dose of it, you will have to hit the bottle the same number of times in total you have, +2 more.
You can sterilise your old bottles that same way.
You will need to remake the Vanadium, not just add alcohol. Empty it out, boil the bottle, flush the dropper with boiling water, and remake it using 2 new pillules. If you take a new dose of it, you will have to hit the bottle the same number of times in total you have, +2 more.
You can sterilise your old bottles that same way.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
Will make the Van Met bottle again.
But i am sure it worked as the energy levels went down fast after Van met. I suspect it might have touched some miasm level which caused energy level down.
But i am sure it worked as the energy levels went down fast after Van met. I suspect it might have touched some miasm level which caused energy level down.
Spark12 last decade
It is important to be sure of the quality of your medicine, or these are the kinds of doubts that come up.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
understood. Lets see where this Calc Phos leads me.
I appreciate your selfless service a lot David. You are in my prayers daily. Thankyou
I appreciate your selfless service a lot David. You are in my prayers daily. Thankyou
Spark12 last decade
Spark12 last decade
bumping up the thread
- is there a good site where i can read about calcPhos esp in the mind n behaviour symptoms.
- is there a good site where i can read about calcPhos esp in the mind n behaviour symptoms.
Spark12 last decade
I don't really use websites for my materia medica references so I am not sure where you could go. If I am away from my reference material I just google the remedy.
I would suggest though it is better not to read up on a remedy you are taking, because it will change the way you report your symptoms.
I would suggest though it is better not to read up on a remedy you are taking, because it will change the way you report your symptoms.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
Hi David,
Thought I have felt the good effects of Calcp, I am far from being in position of cur/ ability to solve problem in my life. I thought a lot about it and did a mock questioning session to myself.
# What is the main things you felt after calc phos?
Energy, comprehension, better memory
Deep sleep, Happy mornings, Diet has increased,
Less inclination for masturbation, when the CalcP completes its effect then this increases and energy falls fast and discontentment comes.
Less self critical,
Sense of discontentment is gone, also a sense of some sort of future disaster is gone, some sort of inner patience I can see now.
# What is ur objective? And why?
The objective is to simply get a job and start somewhere and build a career. Coz I am 29 and for one reason or another I have not started a job.
# What is holding you back, what is the feeling?
Its a mix of apprehension, lack confidence,
Its hard for me to go and ask for things I want. I prefer to keep my emotions/feelings to myself lest some else finds out. But at the same time I am highly perceptive of others feeling/emotions.
Otherwise also I generally shy away and withdraws away from arguments, confrontations.
Lacks assertiveness, Confidence, Courage, gets disappointed easily.
Aversion from work, I think I am made for big things
Much emphasis on self, whats wrong with me, Since college days I am taking homeopathy/bach flower to build myself up from inside. Mental preoccupation, non practical
Feels weak and less confident from inside. Always look upto the confident bold people. Secretly wants to be decisive like them. Timid, Shy, Apprehensive and fearful.
# Characteristics for your nature?
Easily understands other behaviours, emotions, motivation
Speaks fast, Habit of cutting others sentences in between, changes topics fast, gets bored fast
Highly sexually, lascivious, had strong sexual images since childhood (infact I think I made a BDSM movies in my head with characters and all in childhood only).
Spiritual, Prays a lot, meditation, can go deep in consciousness, Attracted towards mystical, occult
High Ego
Strong fears and apprehension, apprehension/nausea before travelling/exams.
Mental preoccupation, thinks in terms of images,
# What is your basic core feeling?
I sense a inner weakness that I try hide from others, justify to myself, try to run from scenarios where I might get judged. Self conscious and High Aversion from work. High sexuality, images get stuck in my mind.
Thought I have felt the good effects of Calcp, I am far from being in position of cur/ ability to solve problem in my life. I thought a lot about it and did a mock questioning session to myself.
# What is the main things you felt after calc phos?
Energy, comprehension, better memory
Deep sleep, Happy mornings, Diet has increased,
Less inclination for masturbation, when the CalcP completes its effect then this increases and energy falls fast and discontentment comes.
Less self critical,
Sense of discontentment is gone, also a sense of some sort of future disaster is gone, some sort of inner patience I can see now.
# What is ur objective? And why?
The objective is to simply get a job and start somewhere and build a career. Coz I am 29 and for one reason or another I have not started a job.
# What is holding you back, what is the feeling?
Its a mix of apprehension, lack confidence,
Its hard for me to go and ask for things I want. I prefer to keep my emotions/feelings to myself lest some else finds out. But at the same time I am highly perceptive of others feeling/emotions.
Otherwise also I generally shy away and withdraws away from arguments, confrontations.
Lacks assertiveness, Confidence, Courage, gets disappointed easily.
Aversion from work, I think I am made for big things
Much emphasis on self, whats wrong with me, Since college days I am taking homeopathy/bach flower to build myself up from inside. Mental preoccupation, non practical
Feels weak and less confident from inside. Always look upto the confident bold people. Secretly wants to be decisive like them. Timid, Shy, Apprehensive and fearful.
# Characteristics for your nature?
Easily understands other behaviours, emotions, motivation
Speaks fast, Habit of cutting others sentences in between, changes topics fast, gets bored fast
Highly sexually, lascivious, had strong sexual images since childhood (infact I think I made a BDSM movies in my head with characters and all in childhood only).
Spiritual, Prays a lot, meditation, can go deep in consciousness, Attracted towards mystical, occult
High Ego
Strong fears and apprehension, apprehension/nausea before travelling/exams.
Mental preoccupation, thinks in terms of images,
# What is your basic core feeling?
I sense a inner weakness that I try hide from others, justify to myself, try to run from scenarios where I might get judged. Self conscious and High Aversion from work. High sexuality, images get stuck in my mind.
Spark12 last decade
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