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''Why on earth you keep asking me back is beyond me''
Why? Because I want you to guide me but on the other hand I have a problem if the treatment doesnt go into the direction I consider correct. I am sorry, its not on purpose I dont know what to do about it.
I would not want help from anyone else on here and will never ask for it. And I think I dont need to explain why? to not sound disrespectful.
Anyway I will stop to not annoy you. And probably take the anacardium unless you have some advice on what I should do for me. I always tried as best as I could to be reasonable and am suprised by being called the worst patient to date.
Why does noone care about me seriously though? How can one be ok to just let me go and not care what happens to me. I could not do such thing to someone. Not even to my father or whoever I talk bad about usually
Why? Because I want you to guide me but on the other hand I have a problem if the treatment doesnt go into the direction I consider correct. I am sorry, its not on purpose I dont know what to do about it.
I would not want help from anyone else on here and will never ask for it. And I think I dont need to explain why? to not sound disrespectful.
Anyway I will stop to not annoy you. And probably take the anacardium unless you have some advice on what I should do for me. I always tried as best as I could to be reasonable and am suprised by being called the worst patient to date.
Why does noone care about me seriously though? How can one be ok to just let me go and not care what happens to me. I could not do such thing to someone. Not even to my father or whoever I talk bad about usually
vitamin.X last decade
Ok. I went out again and was in doubt whether to redose lycopodium or not. But once I heard some children up the street playing... I stopped and turned around quick. Am still avoiding such situations. And what I see if I would have to walk past those children is the restriction of unable to move, of how tense I will be while walking past them. I dont want to feel that way. It is to horrible.
I have been thinking all the time whether lycopodium works somewhat because it is a plant and deals with sensitivity or because it might be my similimum. And my feelings were it is the former. But then I feared I might just want to see it that way to justify taking anacardium. Althought looking back at my life. When I went to highschool with my high anxiety in this new country. I have been as anxious at the end of the year as I was on the first day. I didnt get any better and so I must assume lycopodium is therefore out of question. Who would of improve after being exposed and getting used to the same situation.
I will take anacardium and am pretty confident about it. Will see what will happen and report.
I have been thinking all the time whether lycopodium works somewhat because it is a plant and deals with sensitivity or because it might be my similimum. And my feelings were it is the former. But then I feared I might just want to see it that way to justify taking anacardium. Althought looking back at my life. When I went to highschool with my high anxiety in this new country. I have been as anxious at the end of the year as I was on the first day. I didnt get any better and so I must assume lycopodium is therefore out of question. Who would of improve after being exposed and getting used to the same situation.
I will take anacardium and am pretty confident about it. Will see what will happen and report.
vitamin.X last decade
What about the amelioration while eating or after eating anacardium has? (Cant remember) Is this a strong indication for it?
I still remember the day back in the last year of highschool when I once and only once called a girl in my class by her name and that was because I was at KFC eating in the lunch break. So I was pretty much full. Does anacardium have amelioration after eating or just while eating? There was nothing to it calling the girl sitting next to me by her name, no big deal, and she even commented on it that it was the first time I called her by her name.
Or yesterday I walked on a narrow pathway next to a lake while it was getting dark. And out of the trees a guy with a knife walked across my path and cut a branch. I was a bit worried, I looked at him and we greeted each other. I was trying to not look afraid at any cost. And while I walked past him and loosed sight of him I was afraid of getting attacked from behind so I was inclined to run but I did not allow myself, so I kept walking. I dont know under what symptom to fit this. This is my sort of non-reaction always which could be staphysgaria, or one could call it restriction of movement also as I am never able to react or make a move out of the ordinary so running away from the guy was impossible. I could not do it, no matter how afraid I would be. How could one interpret the desire to run on one hand but on the other hand also the desire to keep walking normally and do nothing? As 2 conflicting wills?
I had my dog with me by the way, to not appear like a tough guy lol. But still when I lost eye contact he could of attack me or my dog from behind. He was like 3 times bigger than me.
In homeopathy things can always be interpreted in many different ways. But staphysgaria I assume is out of question for me. Anacardium more likely. I hope it will work. Unless I got the wrong picture of anacardium.
I still remember the day back in the last year of highschool when I once and only once called a girl in my class by her name and that was because I was at KFC eating in the lunch break. So I was pretty much full. Does anacardium have amelioration after eating or just while eating? There was nothing to it calling the girl sitting next to me by her name, no big deal, and she even commented on it that it was the first time I called her by her name.
Or yesterday I walked on a narrow pathway next to a lake while it was getting dark. And out of the trees a guy with a knife walked across my path and cut a branch. I was a bit worried, I looked at him and we greeted each other. I was trying to not look afraid at any cost. And while I walked past him and loosed sight of him I was afraid of getting attacked from behind so I was inclined to run but I did not allow myself, so I kept walking. I dont know under what symptom to fit this. This is my sort of non-reaction always which could be staphysgaria, or one could call it restriction of movement also as I am never able to react or make a move out of the ordinary so running away from the guy was impossible. I could not do it, no matter how afraid I would be. How could one interpret the desire to run on one hand but on the other hand also the desire to keep walking normally and do nothing? As 2 conflicting wills?
I had my dog with me by the way, to not appear like a tough guy lol. But still when I lost eye contact he could of attack me or my dog from behind. He was like 3 times bigger than me.
In homeopathy things can always be interpreted in many different ways. But staphysgaria I assume is out of question for me. Anacardium more likely. I hope it will work. Unless I got the wrong picture of anacardium.
vitamin.X last decade
Well I just dont know what to do. Later in the evening I walked past that narrow pathway along the lake while it was getting dark again and of course the moment I sensed I was afraid of walking on it again in case someone will be there again I had to do it and walk the long narrow pathway beside the lake.
I am confused. I watched again a music tv program with some good looking people in it and I felt the loss. I had to look into the window reflection to sort of see if I still got it, but I noticed that I dont.
Ah I just dont know. I hope going away from lycopodium will not be a mistake.
[message edited by vitamin.X on Mon, 17 Oct 2011 14:10:07 BST]
I am confused. I watched again a music tv program with some good looking people in it and I felt the loss. I had to look into the window reflection to sort of see if I still got it, but I noticed that I dont.
Ah I just dont know. I hope going away from lycopodium will not be a mistake.
[message edited by vitamin.X on Mon, 17 Oct 2011 14:10:07 BST]
vitamin.X last decade
DAVID. Does the following sound like a specific remedy?
When I think of something bad like for example in the past that I might be lycopodium or that I might be forced back to society by my parents... I feel this 'sick' feeling in my stomach. which makes something rise up to my throat, there it stays and it feel uncomfortable as if something in my throat and I need to swallow, (throat feels blocked (something stuck?)... but most often I start yawning violently then and this sensation of something being stuck in throat leaves by the yawning. Than again the cycle repeats itself... Sick feeling in stomach, something rises up to throat, and I need to expel it by yawning. THroat feels fine than, but sick feeling returns in stomach and process repeats again.
I am yawning again like crazy every 10 seconds or so and also get wet eyes from the yawning.
Is this lycopodium or not?
[message edited by vitamin.X on Mon, 17 Oct 2011 14:41:38 BST]
When I think of something bad like for example in the past that I might be lycopodium or that I might be forced back to society by my parents... I feel this 'sick' feeling in my stomach. which makes something rise up to my throat, there it stays and it feel uncomfortable as if something in my throat and I need to swallow, (throat feels blocked (something stuck?)... but most often I start yawning violently then and this sensation of something being stuck in throat leaves by the yawning. Than again the cycle repeats itself... Sick feeling in stomach, something rises up to throat, and I need to expel it by yawning. THroat feels fine than, but sick feeling returns in stomach and process repeats again.
I am yawning again like crazy every 10 seconds or so and also get wet eyes from the yawning.
Is this lycopodium or not?
[message edited by vitamin.X on Mon, 17 Oct 2011 14:41:38 BST]
vitamin.X last decade
After swinging back and forth I took the anacardium. Lycopodium didnt do enough. I wasnt looking for an education as on platina. My BDD isnt in a cured state. Rather palliation if that at all. I dont care that much about my nose but I definately didnt come out on the other side and think I am good looking again. Didnt happen. I dont want to go back to platina out of fear that nothing will move forward again once the bad feeling go away. I dont think lycopodium would take me anywhere because the tension, restriction is the number 1 issue with me. So time for anacardium. By logic it should work. and remove my issue. I cannot think of another remedy than anacardium for this specific problem of mine.
Lets see, I am excited. It took me to walk outside without a jumper on to remember how bad this restriction, tension problem is and that it is what I fear when getting close to people
Lets see, I am excited. It took me to walk outside without a jumper on to remember how bad this restriction, tension problem is and that it is what I fear when getting close to people
vitamin.X last decade
hmm I took the anacardium. I went out. Once an old man walked past me and my dog almost jumped on him so I had to hold her back. My movements were much better and the old man talked to me a bit. This had me thinking whether lycopodium is the reason for it or whether it is placebo. So I was like I should have done this and that rather than take anacardium. Later outside my home I talked with my brother and one of his friends was with him. I noticed when I felt like the friend was looking at me how my pounding anxiety came and it is impossible to talk or perform in such situation. THis had me reproach myself further and once it has gotten to much my defence mechanism kicked in again. Where I got above myself and dont want to listen to my crap anymore. Lol it can also work in me. There is one remedy I can be certain of and that is platina. That type of defense mechanism is specific to platina isnt it? It comes down always when I am being attacked to much or something. Be it gambling, criticism or whatever
vitamin.X last decade
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