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I see.
Gratitude to you for your time and knowledge.
Daniellie
Kindly let me know if there are more queries I can hopefully answer.
Speaking of my hair, if it is of any consequence, I have been greying more rapidly in the past 1.5 years. Hairs are white though, not grey. Hence, the colour. :) I started to see very few ones at an early age of 22, although they were barely noticeable. Hair is also quite thin, though plentiful in number.

Sameer,

last time we spoke about this I was not completely forthcoming, but if I am honest with myself, I admit that there is surely an aversion to bathing. I have been determined to get past this, cause I am not like it all of the time, I just seem to go through periods where I am. This and the fact that I have some embarrassment regarding it is why I was not forthcoming. It definitely coincides with high levels of anxiety and withdrawing from everyone.
As mentioned earlier, I am also not as orderly as I would like to be.

Sameer....I recall that I took three doses within a brief time and I do not recall much else including how long we waited to move to something else. I remember that it made my hair smell funky. It was such a long time ago.

Yeah, I've noticed Carc, Sulph, Caust, Silicea share aversion or dread of bathing.

I wonder does it matter, Sameer, if after I in fact, have a hot shower, I most often feel a WHOLE lot better and not so constricted by worries?
Using a body brush as well energizes me. When I get into the habit of doing this each day, I do feel much more energetic.

Yes, these are all applicable.
Plus, do not tolerate really cold weather well.
Scoliosis.
Stretch Marks.
Knees and calves stiff.
Cannot sleep before 2:30 am.

Thanks.
Hope you have some satisfying down time, Sameer. Happiest New Year to you! Cheers.

In the meantime, Sameer (just let me know after you get back), would you recommend a tissue salt as I am feeling physically worn/run down and stressed out? Calc Phos?

Alright. Thank you kindly Sameer. :)
I know I have probably been eating too much chocolate over the holidays to mix it up with homeopathic anyway! I know, I know.....not good!

Daniellie

Hello Sameer....just bumping this thread up to see what you may be thinking about my case.
;)

The past few weeks have been eventful emotionally as I have been having family issues and there was a death in my family before the holidays.

Well, like my usual reaction to these family things, I keep things inside and seldom discuss them. I feel some spiritual emptiness and regret that I didn't get to spend time with my deceased grandmother.
I am also feeling much repressed anger about some other issues. I am avoiding talking to people about the events. I would rather take off somewhere and be distracted from it all.


Thanks.

It is affecting me fairly strongly and has been for awhile. It's a mix of anger and hurt and being trapped by my emotions.
Also Sameer, not sure if this may be important, but the sweating on the back of the neck that I begin to experience after/while Calc Carb, I am still experiencing. I am having acne along jawline as well.
A friend suggested a Bach remedy maybe. I've used this one time, without any effect at all. What do you think?

Hello Sameer....I really think you are right that this stubborn layer maybe blocking any cure.
I will think about this some more.

Okay, so, Sameer, thanks for listening firstly and for your continued patience with my case. Much gratitude.
So, as you can perhaps tell, this is difficult for me to describe. I have went into earlier, but I guess I did not expose the entire picture.
So, when I left home at the age of 17, I went to university and was feeling hopeful and had many great people in my life. Finances were usually very tough, but I did manage and was good with my money. I started to have frequent panic attacks however after about 6 months or so. Was referred by a school counselor and started to see a psychologist who specialized in anxiety. Things didn't go all that well with him (we covered too much surface stuff and I could only so far with it), and I referred myself to someone who specialized more with school related issues, i.e. an educational psychologist. This could help me more with managing anxiety, panic and coping with time management issues. At this time, I was seeing her, plus a psychiatrist and was also taking meds for depression. I took these for about 8 months. It helped me a lot. The lot of professionals then as well as a few years later felt that I had post traumatic stress disorder from the years of emotional abuse, manipulation etc, plus physical abuse from my mother. At this point, though, we had a decent relationship and I forgave her without as much as any acknowledgement for what she had done, let alone an apology. My siblings still labeled me the 'bad child'. I always hated that cause they never saw what was happening. They just saw that I was crying a lot. They didn't see the beatings and being trapped in the basemen etc. beforehand. That really affected me. But, my inclination upon becoming an adult was to understand her and hopefully forgive. Anyway, a lot of these same feelings have some back during/after visiting my home after a long time away a couple of years ago. I learned while I was there that she has been lying about everything about me and my life. She basically, just manipulates everything. Even things that shouldn't matter. I should also add that she is abusive to my father. Anyway, it is just a weird, weird situation, she started playing these sick games again when I was there, being cruel and very much getting off of it. It was obviously sadistic. She only acts this way towards me. I have left the place after what was truly traumatic for me(and I didn't say anything while I was there.....I was silent as I didn't want to 'cause' trouble)and it is so hard to let go of the anger, the deep hurt of being a hated one for just being born etc etc. I truly hate what she does to everyone, how she tried to shaped reality to suit her and the fact that she just loves it. I seriously have some to believe that she is pure evil, the way she plays everything and I am not even a religious person, but nobody could be so deeply wicked. She does not stop either, she is still lying all of the time and trying to make me look like a bad person to everyone. But I have done nothing. Absolutely nothing. I have tried my best to be god to her and even to help her. I hate knowing that she is making up this reality about me and people may be believing those lies. She puts on this 'poor me...fragile' act but she is so wicked.
I do not feel I need to give examples of her deep cruelty..I think you get it. Anyway, visiting home has brought some of these feelings/after effects of trauma to the surface once again.
Sometimes I seriously think that if she died, our whole family would breath a sigh of relief and for that, I feel just terrible. She gets off on torturing people's spirits...can you blame me sometimes?

It makes me so angry and feel helpless to see how she is manipulating everybody. She loves causing trouble between me and my siblings and rather than try to correct all of the lies, sometimes I just let it go cause it is so draining to me. I don't know what to do about it.

Sameer, I have been having an issue off and on for the past 7 years. Lately, it has been more 'on' despite therapeutic exercise. I have pain in my rear left dorsal area and the numbness travels down the front of the arm to my fingers. Sometimes the pain gets pretty bad. When I massage (with a tennis ball) at some points on my left side particularly on the shoulder blade as well as the side of my body under the arm, it relieves the pain for hours. Sometimes relaxation makes it feel better altogether and other times, it just makes it worst. It definitely gets worst when I have these feelings of anger. Also, if I find myself forgetting to eat enough protein.

To be honest, I am not sure if that is dominant over the feeling of having to keep things inside for the sake of other people's feelings/consequences. I feel like I want to explode sometimes.

Yeah, suppressed anger and a lot of heartache. My heart literally feels heavy. There's pressure at the base of my throat.
I do not ask for help from others easily about anything including this matter. It is a bit strange to even discuss...I am sure people would think I was crazy the way I would be describing my mother's actions. It is beyond narcissism. I do talk about it conservatively with my partner but I do not feel like he practices empathy toward me or the subject or even really gets it. He grew up with loving, supportive, although imperfect, parents.