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Sameer, I have and it didn't seem to have much affect. I recall it causing slight odourish breath and hair though.

Do the dreams have any significance at all?
Also, if I have not already mentioned, I was extremely shy as a child. I still do not like to speak up in a crowd...when people are paying attention to me, I can feel my face go red and my ears burn intensely.
Company for a long period of time really exhausts me. I usually need 10 hours or so ro recharge myself. Although, I really enjoy the company.
My head sometimes to heavy to keep up.

Am I being far too detailed here? I am not sure what is worth bringing up and what is just useless info.

Thanks Sameer.

Hmmm, not certain what more I can say about the anxiety. It does seem to worsen as the years go by. I hide more and more inside myself. There is a definite anxiety about certain people and I will go to great lengths to avoid them. I also find going to job interviews painfully terrifying. I once felt so cold and nearly fainted on my way to one and didn't make it. It is worst upon waking in the morning and late at night. It is worst when many 'dates' like for birthdays etc. is coming upon me. I do not like holidays usually. I'd rather go out of town or something. My chest feels boxed in and closed. Heart opening yoga poses seem to not work on me.
No, I do think that I have this ear hotness and burning at other times.
At times, usually before period I have a low-grade fever in the mornings.
During the past year, my chest has started to appear emaciated/boney.
I do not take attention from males comfortably. I feel foolish sometimes when an attractive male talks me up and even awkward. From age 18-23 I would say I was not like this, I was quite 'balanced'. Now when I see a guy who has previously exchanged words perhaps flirted with me in the past, I try to avoid seeing them.

I very much enjoy going for long walks in the city with someone to look at old architecture and people watch.

'No, I do think that I have this ear hotness and burning at other times.'

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oops, I goofed. What I was meaning to say Sameer, is that I have noticed that this does not, in fact, occur at other times. :)
The skin in the bony part of my ears can crack when my immunity is feeling low however. I get soft crust around the hairline behind my ears. I tend to pick at my skin quite a bit. I think I already mentioned how dehydrated my skin usually is.

'There is a definite anxiety about certain people and I will go to great lengths to avoid them. '

Expand more on this ? What kind of people is this ? Does this aversion have a cause ?
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Well, you recall me speaking about my mother and how she distorts reality to play either victim, martyr, saviour etc. and is malicious, adores conflicts and makes long winded efforts to drags others into it with her? Well, it has to do with that. I have to be careful when talking to family members about almost anything and I have tried to avoid her whenever possible.

'It is worst upon waking in the morning and late at night.'

This is the anxiety which is worse on waking in the morning ?

Also, the anxiety is there even when you are not anticipating an event ?
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Yeah, anxiety is often worst at these times. Especially in mornings. In mornings I would take Verbena Officinalis as acute remedy which worked well, but lost it's effect I believe.
Yes, it is coupled with anticipatory anxiety when an event may be coming up. But it often there on it's own.

My wrists and fingers get easily cramped.

When I come out of the shower I ALWAYS sneeze multiple times. Have to blow my nose often after that. Runny mucus keeps coming out.

I feel deprived of connectedness and intimacy. Also of sexual relations. I usually find sex very therapeutic. The world seems more beautiful after loving sex. I am physically so restored. lol. I guess we all feel like that! At times after orgasm, I can sleep for up to five hours and find it difficult to wake up.

I do not like to wear anything tight around my waist.

I'd rather open to closed spaces.

Sameer,

Have not taken Puls before.

Sulphur was 200C (I think)....taking three doses in short time.

Carboneum Sulph was one dosage of 15C, then one dosage of 1M and that's what remedied sciatica by 90% and cleared up skin.

Thank you.

Hi Sameer...

both seem interesting.
For Silica
'The bones, nails, and teeth are often weak and defective. In any condition of defective growth or maintenance of these hardened tissues, Silica can be considered.' does not apply. Although, I do have thoracic scoliosis, my teeth, nails and hair have always seemed quite healthful.
'Sour perspiration.' does not apply either, I do not perspire much.
Overall picture could be applicable however..especially thoughts, self confidence, intellect. And I do strain to expel stool.

With Puls, it does seem that much applies but the basic nature of the patient: tearful, needy, moody, dependent isn't me. Aversion to warm food is the opposite to me too. Saying that, though, when I have to describe my childhood etc. to a counsellor, I usually break down and cry. I feel ashamed. I do not have fixed religious beliefs of anything.
However, the 'no two periods, no two stools alike' description is applicable as are some other descriptions.

Sameer, I am not sure.
Sorry not helping.

Also, Sameer, Sil indicates better hot and humid weather, but I hate humidity...it makes me feel ill.
I do not know how you prescribe these things so precisely..it sounds difficult. ;)
Here, I seem so much like Sil but there are instances which say it isn't me somehow.

Sameer, from those articles you linked me to Phosphorous and Phosphoric Acid looks quite interesting to me especially in the description of personality once being outspoken, happy, even bubbly but not over-excitable to losing this due to trauma, long succession of disappointments, unrequited affections etc. exhausted nerves.

Is this important perhaps?

Firstly, Sameer, my apologies for the multiple posts....I just went with saying what I thought may be of importance.

Much of mental in Sil is true to me.
I do not dread mental exertion however, I like applying myself to something which isn't mundane. Also, I do not have psychic abilities. I would say though that as of late, I have felt insecure.

Do you have any thoughts on what I mentioned about Phos?

Insecure about how I appear to others, if I am overstepping their boundaries, if I say something culturally rude. That type of thing.
I am also a little insecure about my abilities to take care of myself financially in the future.
I feel like what I put out there often is not really me. I have diluted my true self to please others for a while. I feel that no matter what I do, someone is gonna be unsatisfied.
I do have the inner confidence any longer to deter my mother's comments about my looks either. It keepS getting harder. Generally, I do not think it's important, but it is starting to get to me.

I meant, do NOT have the inner confidence.

Yes, these are all true to me.
Also, there is the rough brown/blackheads that I have on my body, similar to keratosis?
I have chemical sensitivities, get sick headache.
Bursitis in feet/growth.
History of abuse.
Skin yeast infection on chest and upper back.
Dry stool.
Joints crack noisily.
Rigid, tense jaw.

Continued appreciation,
Daniellie

Hi Sameer,

If I am around tobacco smoke or near someone for an extended period wearing perfume etc. I get a sickly headache. It really bothers me/intolerant. Same with cleaners, fertilizers that type of thing.

Knees, toes, left hip joint crack. Toes are loud.

Also, get pain in left dorsal region, mostly feels better after eating.

AS well (as described earlier) I have cervical ectopy and gyne describes uterus as fibrous. Bleeding but no other discharge.

Thank you Sameer,
Will do.
I forgot to mention also that I am slow to keep up with the change of seasons. I get acute symptoms, like feverish lips, sleep a very long time, skin looks clammy, difficult to adjust to temperature.

Oh, another thing that I ought to have mentioned but just forgotten about it altogether is that although I have not gained or lost any significant amount of weight (few years ago lost 8 pounds or so which was telling on my already delicate framed body), I have stretch marks. They are white and long, not the shiny ones or anything.

Thanks.