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I would add lachesis which is syphilitic did not make my picking on my face stop. But platina did.
I never act out while outside, even when alone. Never would I throw something in the air out of happiness.
But I am going to hold back. And not think I am platina . There is doubt because of my dreams. They dont match it I would say.
[message edited by starface on Sat, 26 Nov 2011 02:08:27 GMT]
I never act out while outside, even when alone. Never would I throw something in the air out of happiness.
But I am going to hold back. And not think I am platina . There is doubt because of my dreams. They dont match it I would say.
[message edited by starface on Sat, 26 Nov 2011 02:08:27 GMT]
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If I had to make a list on what is better and what isnt there is an issue with it. I saw many of those lists by now and I could not make one like everyone has. If I did that it would be bad for me. My list would have to be different, not the same as everyone elses.
The issue with that is if you look down on a group of people and everyone is standing in a line, if everyone is like everyone it feels like you are nonexistant. If you are like the guy next to you, you dont stand out. It is like you dont exist.
I wonder whether there are more than 1 remedy who would have such symtptom that I know of.
I do have some clear cut symptoms of that remedy I took. The other one is my defense mechanism. Whenever I get offended or critizised to much I get superior and haughty, be it just me loosing money on a bet with people around me knowing it, I expect them to all bother me with their usual talk of I told you so or whatever. I cannot stand that. That is just so low. I cannot have respect for people who feel the need to do such things. To use me as an opportunity to dump their own past issues and failures. I am repulsed by it. Animals! lol. It is just so small, what kind of person does that, noone I can have respect for.
I really dont know whether I am platina or not. There are some ugly things in me that sound maybe animal like. But I dont know. I just know that I really have an issue with being like everyone else, and I can get superior and haughty if attacked or humiliated, it depends whether I respond with fear or anger.
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The issue with that is if you look down on a group of people and everyone is standing in a line, if everyone is like everyone it feels like you are nonexistant. If you are like the guy next to you, you dont stand out. It is like you dont exist.
I wonder whether there are more than 1 remedy who would have such symtptom that I know of.
I do have some clear cut symptoms of that remedy I took. The other one is my defense mechanism. Whenever I get offended or critizised to much I get superior and haughty, be it just me loosing money on a bet with people around me knowing it, I expect them to all bother me with their usual talk of I told you so or whatever. I cannot stand that. That is just so low. I cannot have respect for people who feel the need to do such things. To use me as an opportunity to dump their own past issues and failures. I am repulsed by it. Animals! lol. It is just so small, what kind of person does that, noone I can have respect for.
I really dont know whether I am platina or not. There are some ugly things in me that sound maybe animal like. But I dont know. I just know that I really have an issue with being like everyone else, and I can get superior and haughty if attacked or humiliated, it depends whether I respond with fear or anger.
[message edited by starface on Sat, 26 Nov 2011 03:16:18 GMT]
starface last decade
^^^
But I made a joke out of it now. THat is how my egoisem is like. I dont think I am noble at all. I do care about my image a lot but still not noble. And above where I described the situation when I act superior and haughty after attacked, right here I described more like a joke, it is my approval seeking. Kind of like... look at me how funny I am.
I just thought of saying that so that I dont appear like a joke again, someone that cannot be taken seriously. That I dont look like I am here for fun.
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What I meant to say is there is strong defence when attacked, critizised but also approval seeking in me. And there is egoisem when I feel I lowered myself also. Otherwise I am not egoistic. Or when doing a task or job and it is not going anywhere I might aswell but I still try to be managable always. Overbearing is not something that goes in line with me or so I think lol because I always look out for not being like that
[message edited by starface on Sat, 26 Nov 2011 04:16:50 GMT]
But I made a joke out of it now. THat is how my egoisem is like. I dont think I am noble at all. I do care about my image a lot but still not noble. And above where I described the situation when I act superior and haughty after attacked, right here I described more like a joke, it is my approval seeking. Kind of like... look at me how funny I am.
I just thought of saying that so that I dont appear like a joke again, someone that cannot be taken seriously. That I dont look like I am here for fun.
EDIT:
What I meant to say is there is strong defence when attacked, critizised but also approval seeking in me. And there is egoisem when I feel I lowered myself also. Otherwise I am not egoistic. Or when doing a task or job and it is not going anywhere I might aswell but I still try to be managable always. Overbearing is not something that goes in line with me or so I think lol because I always look out for not being like that
[message edited by starface on Sat, 26 Nov 2011 04:16:50 GMT]
starface last decade
Right now I am feeling all good again. As if I smoked marijuana and have this pleasant tiredness or another way would be to describe as a light orgasm all over body but most notable in stomach area. I want to lie down and just feel my body. I usually dont feel it, it is tense and numb
starface last decade
I havent taken a new remedy and right now still feels like I wont for quite a while. No need for it. I still feel the hurt when I focus inside. I am still open and feeling things. There is no need for it. I am not in a restless state at all. And I dont think I would bother again, bother with taking a different remedy and go on the hunt for new ones. I think there is lots of animal language, or at least I am noticing some, which I dont like at all to be honest. I dont know where it is coming from.
I had some aggravation with my BDD, I sent an email with some pictures. I am ok again. Seems like things aggravate quick and pass.
[message edited by starface on Sat, 26 Nov 2011 08:02:47 GMT]
I had some aggravation with my BDD, I sent an email with some pictures. I am ok again. Seems like things aggravate quick and pass.
[message edited by starface on Sat, 26 Nov 2011 08:02:47 GMT]
starface last decade
Some family members say that I am cursing a lot since 2 days ago. And it is true cause I feel lighter I assume
starface last decade
This remedy is really great. How I am feeling it working nicely in my head, chest and stomach.
I had a bit of BDD yesterday afternoon but it quickly went away and I felt so good in my head pysichally.
I saw yesterday how bad I really had it. I had deep depression, BDD, felt awful pysichally from the effects of anxiety, totally numb, heavy and tense, I couldnt feel anything, when BDD was here also feeling distant from myself and everything, the surrounding.
I have NO ATTACHMENT to remedies. I dropped the platina 1M and took anthropleura soon after it stopped working and I felt restless. This Precedes everything always. I assume the same thing would happen again if Platina 10M would stop working unless this issue gets cured. But right now I am thinking that it is most likely my remedy, or the remedy I need at this stage at least. And think I need to stay with it.
- today my contempt for other people seems to be aggravating. I couldnt stand hearing my mother talk on the phone. Well everything irritates me about her, every behaviour. For her own sake she better not be close to me while I am like that. But unfortunately she isnt mature enough to know that and do what would be right. but responds to me like a child and keeps annoying me.
DREAMS:
I dreamed I was in japan on my countries national sport team. (I dream so often that I am in Japan and I have no idea why. I have no desire to be in japan or any association I know of with it or neither like or dislike - strange). We were driving on a bus and there was a woman who looked like my old teacher from school with us. Once we got off it and walked somewhere there were other teams who were there and they looked at us. ANd I felt so awful aabout us as the team, beacause I thought our clothes didnt look good. THe team clothes so that everyone will be thinking something negative or bad of us.
- I was riding a motorbike. I think I took it/borrowed it from a neighbour without him knowing and I wanted to drive fast but it was slow. Than I wished to give it back quickly before he finds out
I had a bit of BDD yesterday afternoon but it quickly went away and I felt so good in my head pysichally.
I saw yesterday how bad I really had it. I had deep depression, BDD, felt awful pysichally from the effects of anxiety, totally numb, heavy and tense, I couldnt feel anything, when BDD was here also feeling distant from myself and everything, the surrounding.
I have NO ATTACHMENT to remedies. I dropped the platina 1M and took anthropleura soon after it stopped working and I felt restless. This Precedes everything always. I assume the same thing would happen again if Platina 10M would stop working unless this issue gets cured. But right now I am thinking that it is most likely my remedy, or the remedy I need at this stage at least. And think I need to stay with it.
- today my contempt for other people seems to be aggravating. I couldnt stand hearing my mother talk on the phone. Well everything irritates me about her, every behaviour. For her own sake she better not be close to me while I am like that. But unfortunately she isnt mature enough to know that and do what would be right. but responds to me like a child and keeps annoying me.
DREAMS:
I dreamed I was in japan on my countries national sport team. (I dream so often that I am in Japan and I have no idea why. I have no desire to be in japan or any association I know of with it or neither like or dislike - strange). We were driving on a bus and there was a woman who looked like my old teacher from school with us. Once we got off it and walked somewhere there were other teams who were there and they looked at us. ANd I felt so awful aabout us as the team, beacause I thought our clothes didnt look good. THe team clothes so that everyone will be thinking something negative or bad of us.
- I was riding a motorbike. I think I took it/borrowed it from a neighbour without him knowing and I wanted to drive fast but it was slow. Than I wished to give it back quickly before he finds out
starface last decade
- 2 more dreams I remember
My father was talking something how he feels bad for my dog that I never take her out. And I felt so offended as always that I cannot even respond sometimes, but I defended myself this time and said that I take her out every day at least 2 times. And how can he feel bad for my dog and critizise me, I feel so horrible when this happens. As if noone cares about me, or likes me, just fault finding and critizism.
This is the issue with my family, father. I dont get anything emotionaly from them except I get the negative stuff from them,... offended, critizised, told when I did something wrong etc, they try to ridicule when it comes to the topic of girls and so on.
- I was a long way away from hom trying to get home. It would take quite a long time to walk home, so than there was a teacher whol told me what bus I could take and stuff like that
[message edited by starface on Sat, 26 Nov 2011 23:17:43 GMT]
My father was talking something how he feels bad for my dog that I never take her out. And I felt so offended as always that I cannot even respond sometimes, but I defended myself this time and said that I take her out every day at least 2 times. And how can he feel bad for my dog and critizise me, I feel so horrible when this happens. As if noone cares about me, or likes me, just fault finding and critizism.
This is the issue with my family, father. I dont get anything emotionaly from them except I get the negative stuff from them,... offended, critizised, told when I did something wrong etc, they try to ridicule when it comes to the topic of girls and so on.
- I was a long way away from hom trying to get home. It would take quite a long time to walk home, so than there was a teacher whol told me what bus I could take and stuff like that
[message edited by starface on Sat, 26 Nov 2011 23:17:43 GMT]
starface last decade
In the dream where I was driving the motorbike I drove on a street where people play on the street outside their houses because there is almost no traffic there and my usual problem of going past people came up. It is the reason why I dont like walking past people in real life or just have a car pass me by while I walk along the street. It is so uncomfortable, I get tense, and feel horrible of being looked at.
starface last decade
Dreams always show the truth.
Your basic problem has been unaffected.
All the improvements you report are acts of will. As Hahnemann said in the Organon, many disease symptoms, especially those in the mental emotional sphere, can be moderated by an act of will. This was not to be confused with the curative action of a remedy, which is far deeper.
Dreams are one of the first things to change on the simillimum. The issues will stop being reflected in dreams, and they will become ordinary, free of suffering, free of anything out of the ordinary, full instead of daily events with no particular pain or anxiety or fear.
Dreams are one of the reliable ways to assess the action of a remedy, since the patient cannot alter them with an act of will.
Your basic problem has been unaffected.
All the improvements you report are acts of will. As Hahnemann said in the Organon, many disease symptoms, especially those in the mental emotional sphere, can be moderated by an act of will. This was not to be confused with the curative action of a remedy, which is far deeper.
Dreams are one of the first things to change on the simillimum. The issues will stop being reflected in dreams, and they will become ordinary, free of suffering, free of anything out of the ordinary, full instead of daily events with no particular pain or anxiety or fear.
Dreams are one of the reliable ways to assess the action of a remedy, since the patient cannot alter them with an act of will.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
Ok. Good to know. But kind of depressing. A partial similimum than? Because I dont know how I could feel lighter in my head after the aggravation happened. Or that good feeling in my stomach and everywhere. Yea my approval seeking I knew would have not get cured with platina anyway.
And from all this I can take one other thing. I am open to the truth and would never deny something because it is vital that people do not walk away or reject me. It heightens my chances when I am always doing the right thing. Right now there is no egoisem, I am just doing what I think would be best. Other peoples opinion matter a lot to me. Being good with people. I think it is above the problem with my ego. Because I so often think of writing something that might sound bad or egoistic but I decide to not do it than because I fear everyone will turn against me, or dislike me and I will be ignored. Alone.
My opinion is it was a partial similimum than. Because if it werent I would have not stayed with it. Like I said 1M made me go away from it after 2 weeks. The 10M was really deep and made me feel open and feel the hurt in me, that is why no restlessness.
Hmmm
And from all this I can take one other thing. I am open to the truth and would never deny something because it is vital that people do not walk away or reject me. It heightens my chances when I am always doing the right thing. Right now there is no egoisem, I am just doing what I think would be best. Other peoples opinion matter a lot to me. Being good with people. I think it is above the problem with my ego. Because I so often think of writing something that might sound bad or egoistic but I decide to not do it than because I fear everyone will turn against me, or dislike me and I will be ignored. Alone.
My opinion is it was a partial similimum than. Because if it werent I would have not stayed with it. Like I said 1M made me go away from it after 2 weeks. The 10M was really deep and made me feel open and feel the hurt in me, that is why no restlessness.
Hmmm
starface last decade
Yes nothing ever works out for me. I am not stage 10 by a long shot. And I know as long as I have this reality that nothing ever works out for me it will stay that way... I just dont knoow what to do to change this. I guess it means stepping out of my comfort zone into the unknown but I cannot do this. I have no support, not people around me. I cannot do anything on my own, alone... I can do things alone at home but not outside around people. Get out and become independent. I could go and would want to move out my house instantly if I made some friends but alone, no!
starface last decade
I am not reading homeopathy or going to read the organon because I spent many years reading books and have enough of it.
[message edited by starface on Sun, 27 Nov 2011 00:29:56 GMT]
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starface last decade
Yes Platina could be a partial similar. Obviously you can see the Ego and Arrogance of Platina in you. But if it is not getting to the root of your problem, a partial similar will act suppressively, intensifying the pressure of the source to produce symptoms.
Partial similars, if they are going to work and not suppress, must be followed up quickly by other partial similars for the parts of the case being unaffected, with special attention being paid to the levels at which things are not changing or are worsening.
One partial similar, being a one-sided prescription, allows patients to go about their lives with less suffering (for awhile anyway) but actually can work against them in the long run by allowing their disease to continue undermining their health.
It takes even more skill to choose a series of remedies to help the patient. In the end what usually happens, is that the practitioner comes up against the same choice, the same obstacle. Find the remedy that suits the core problem. Sometimes this is easier because the less important issues have been quietened, sometimes it is just as hard because the practitioner still cannot recognize the problem and the remedy to match it.
Continually using the partial similar, without addressing the other uncured symptoms, will have the same result in the end - palliation, suppression, and increased difficulty in finding the right remedy. Hahnemann clearly stated in the Organon that use of partial similars or one-sided prescriptions, actually makes it more difficult to cure patients.
Partial similars, if they are going to work and not suppress, must be followed up quickly by other partial similars for the parts of the case being unaffected, with special attention being paid to the levels at which things are not changing or are worsening.
One partial similar, being a one-sided prescription, allows patients to go about their lives with less suffering (for awhile anyway) but actually can work against them in the long run by allowing their disease to continue undermining their health.
It takes even more skill to choose a series of remedies to help the patient. In the end what usually happens, is that the practitioner comes up against the same choice, the same obstacle. Find the remedy that suits the core problem. Sometimes this is easier because the less important issues have been quietened, sometimes it is just as hard because the practitioner still cannot recognize the problem and the remedy to match it.
Continually using the partial similar, without addressing the other uncured symptoms, will have the same result in the end - palliation, suppression, and increased difficulty in finding the right remedy. Hahnemann clearly stated in the Organon that use of partial similars or one-sided prescriptions, actually makes it more difficult to cure patients.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
I am not reading homeopathy or going to read the organon because I spent many years reading books and have enough of it. It will just keep waisting my time. I want to spend time with people, and have experiences
For some reason I feel lighter now that the platina is dropped. It is like I am away from it and can have a fresh start. Something new, something different. It is like the old was holding me down and I am free of the old and can look forward to the new... that is a weird response isnt it? It is like I am happy I am away from it... Is that the tubercular miasm in essence or not necessarily.
I like to start things, do things, but I feel always limited by them and when I got them away from me again I feel so much better. I hate any tasks or things, I just like to be free and not hold down by any responsibilities or anything that could take my time or block other things I could do. I fight off my fathers tasks, I fight off many things. I just read an introduction to a book called 'the way of the superior man'. Where there was mentioned how masculine polarity is about having a mission and how man always look for freedom and feminine polarity (woman) for abundance of life and love.
Correction it is not like I like to do nothing. As I said I like to start things but at the same time I like to drop them and be free of them aswell. It is the fight for freedom probably lol as that book described. Only that it is a bit excessive or unbalanced
[message edited by starface on Sun, 27 Nov 2011 00:41:16 GMT]
For some reason I feel lighter now that the platina is dropped. It is like I am away from it and can have a fresh start. Something new, something different. It is like the old was holding me down and I am free of the old and can look forward to the new... that is a weird response isnt it? It is like I am happy I am away from it... Is that the tubercular miasm in essence or not necessarily.
I like to start things, do things, but I feel always limited by them and when I got them away from me again I feel so much better. I hate any tasks or things, I just like to be free and not hold down by any responsibilities or anything that could take my time or block other things I could do. I fight off my fathers tasks, I fight off many things. I just read an introduction to a book called 'the way of the superior man'. Where there was mentioned how masculine polarity is about having a mission and how man always look for freedom and feminine polarity (woman) for abundance of life and love.
Correction it is not like I like to do nothing. As I said I like to start things but at the same time I like to drop them and be free of them aswell. It is the fight for freedom probably lol as that book described. Only that it is a bit excessive or unbalanced
[message edited by starface on Sun, 27 Nov 2011 00:41:16 GMT]
starface last decade
Ok good, I am not going to take platina than again. And it is correct it was less effective this time. Last 2 times I took it the ego and issues went away immediately, but this time it felt less like that, so as you said palliation works less whenever repeated. I found out that to be true
Egoistic yes, but arrogant? I am suprised by that, but ok. I hate to think I am arrogant out of the danger it would mean. In real life I would never be arrogant out of fear I am assuming.
THe platina aggravation was scary. I have faint like panic. The fainting feels like I am dieing. Happy that I dont need to repeat this again. The fear of the darkness and being alone was scary aswell. I could not go on a beach with noone there because I would have gotten some unreal images in my mind of monsters, things appearing. WHich would give the thought that I am loosing my mind, following by fainting which is like a claustrophobic response, of being pushed, as if walls pushing against me, and where I am than? If I am loosing my mind, where am I? This thoughts become to much, reality becomes to much than... But in company I was fine, no problem. The moment I got out of it I was worrying again.
Egoistic yes, but arrogant? I am suprised by that, but ok. I hate to think I am arrogant out of the danger it would mean. In real life I would never be arrogant out of fear I am assuming.
THe platina aggravation was scary. I have faint like panic. The fainting feels like I am dieing. Happy that I dont need to repeat this again. The fear of the darkness and being alone was scary aswell. I could not go on a beach with noone there because I would have gotten some unreal images in my mind of monsters, things appearing. WHich would give the thought that I am loosing my mind, following by fainting which is like a claustrophobic response, of being pushed, as if walls pushing against me, and where I am than? If I am loosing my mind, where am I? This thoughts become to much, reality becomes to much than... But in company I was fine, no problem. The moment I got out of it I was worrying again.
starface last decade
I am reading some of your replies on here on this forum. Like the one just in the thread from 'tahbi' and it seems like you have it all together. Respond perfectly which I wished I were like I am guessing... I am feeling a bit of an issue with closeness, intimacy whenever I say such things. My attention seeking, my superficiality is exactly that. A compensation to not feel close, or the hurt which that would bring up as it says in the histrionic PD description. I feel uncomfortable with saying such emotional things, but it is a bit easier since the platina. My egoisem is just a protection.
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starface last decade
The world. Everything outside feels better, lighter. It was really good being outside again. It looks different. It feels very pleasant. But I felt anxious and uncomfortable around people. Anyway seems like it is stable and the world still seems much better looking/feeling despite my anxiety coming up around people. It doesnt affect it which is great.
My pride is not so offended quick either. I had to walk in a tshirt and shorts around so many people outside. I feel like I was like crap but I can make a joke of it. And this 'acting' way I can let a breath out when I get to my door and funnily walk inside. So this means I am less depressed about such things and I can see the bright side of things. I dont take it that seriously anymore.
Platina was good in many way. But still many things unadressed
[message edited by starface on Sun, 27 Nov 2011 01:24:47 GMT]
My pride is not so offended quick either. I had to walk in a tshirt and shorts around so many people outside. I feel like I was like crap but I can make a joke of it. And this 'acting' way I can let a breath out when I get to my door and funnily walk inside. So this means I am less depressed about such things and I can see the bright side of things. I dont take it that seriously anymore.
Platina was good in many way. But still many things unadressed
[message edited by starface on Sun, 27 Nov 2011 01:24:47 GMT]
starface last decade
The world has more color and I can feel better about myself. That is pretty much it.
I am not noble. I was cursing a lot for the past 2 days when my mother and brother were at home and I felt guilty for it.
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there is one situation I want to mention. The issue about my dream with my father offending me by talking bad about me. For example I used to go out a lot with my dog daily. I would say to much. And that was a good thing,right, which noone ever acknowledged. But than for example if I would stop after going out with my dog so often for 2 days in a row just go out maybe once a day... I would hear my father talking bad about me, that I am not going out with my dog much anymore and I would feel so offended by that, that I could do bad things to him. This is how it is like at my home. I hate it. I dont care much about my father or mother in this regard. What I mean is I dont care if they care about me. But the critizism, offence especially from my father is to much for me. When it is from my mother it doesnt matter, but when from my father it is to much. It is like all dogs get unleashed and are going at me when I once dont do something good. But everyone is quiet when I do good for months in a row.
There is no praise, no acknowledgement, nothing like that at my home. But I dont think I would even want it from my family.
Yea sometimes my mother tells me how I am good with computers and I tell her that most people know what I know about computers and than she says that I am always underappreciating myself and I feel offended again. Is just doesnt feel good at all when my mother says something good about me. It feels like she is trying to ridicule me or make me uncomfortable. I like it though when I get comments about my appearance. That is always good. But I hate it when she does that in front of my father.
I am not noble. I was cursing a lot for the past 2 days when my mother and brother were at home and I felt guilty for it.
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there is one situation I want to mention. The issue about my dream with my father offending me by talking bad about me. For example I used to go out a lot with my dog daily. I would say to much. And that was a good thing,right, which noone ever acknowledged. But than for example if I would stop after going out with my dog so often for 2 days in a row just go out maybe once a day... I would hear my father talking bad about me, that I am not going out with my dog much anymore and I would feel so offended by that, that I could do bad things to him. This is how it is like at my home. I hate it. I dont care much about my father or mother in this regard. What I mean is I dont care if they care about me. But the critizism, offence especially from my father is to much for me. When it is from my mother it doesnt matter, but when from my father it is to much. It is like all dogs get unleashed and are going at me when I once dont do something good. But everyone is quiet when I do good for months in a row.
There is no praise, no acknowledgement, nothing like that at my home. But I dont think I would even want it from my family.
Yea sometimes my mother tells me how I am good with computers and I tell her that most people know what I know about computers and than she says that I am always underappreciating myself and I feel offended again. Is just doesnt feel good at all when my mother says something good about me. It feels like she is trying to ridicule me or make me uncomfortable. I like it though when I get comments about my appearance. That is always good. But I hate it when she does that in front of my father.
starface last decade
The issue of feeling offended also comes up like when I make an effort to not be indentified with a remedy. Try to be objective but than I get told that I was just willing myself to make the remedy work... I did not want to mention this because I also dont like hurting people. In case me mentioning that I feel offended would casue someone to feel hurt.
Like I said I also read a bit of a book yesterday where it is potrayed how being sensitive etc as man is not how it was like in the past before woman and man got somewhat equal. And this makes me feel that it is wrong to be that way. So I wished it would change.
I also have a problem with what I would decide to do in the future, my career. It feels like nothing would feel good enough. Unless I have the best. But I know I cannot get there. That it will fail. So I dont know what to do about it. The interesting thing is when I took platina I was looking all day for my career on the internet and it was fun but 2 days later I had this same thought that nothing will work out anyway so I stopped looking. I didnt want to anymore.
Like I said I also read a bit of a book yesterday where it is potrayed how being sensitive etc as man is not how it was like in the past before woman and man got somewhat equal. And this makes me feel that it is wrong to be that way. So I wished it would change.
I also have a problem with what I would decide to do in the future, my career. It feels like nothing would feel good enough. Unless I have the best. But I know I cannot get there. That it will fail. So I dont know what to do about it. The interesting thing is when I took platina I was looking all day for my career on the internet and it was fun but 2 days later I had this same thought that nothing will work out anyway so I stopped looking. I didnt want to anymore.
starface last decade
I can see so many things I have in common with member 'tahbi'. And where her treatment is at right now. Although she is handling it better. It is good seeing how I am in a 3rd view objectively and see how I am appearing.
-I too thought how it is important that my whole personality and life is known before prescribing on a remedy but when I look at that thread it doesnt seem that way. The specific symptoms are enough. If I could only be so rational always. That is what I thought the memory clearing I did what do. That all my issues would go and I would always respond to situations in the best way, not limited by my past experiences
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-I too thought how it is important that my whole personality and life is known before prescribing on a remedy but when I look at that thread it doesnt seem that way. The specific symptoms are enough. If I could only be so rational always. That is what I thought the memory clearing I did what do. That all my issues would go and I would always respond to situations in the best way, not limited by my past experiences
[message edited by starface on Sun, 27 Nov 2011 03:25:07 GMT]
starface last decade
Wonder what I will do now. There is no desire to take a remedy. I dont feel like pondering in the dark and take remedy after remedy again. It is not hopelessnes. Just dont want to do that and go through that again. That is how I feel right now, because I still feel the effects of platina I would say. SO I hope it wont go back to the old. There is contentment with how things are right now. No desire to change that right now
starface last decade
My mother agreed that I lost more hair on my left side when she asked me about what I am looking in the mirror for in the car. Very bad. I dont want my hair loss to get worse. I cannot even put it in words how bad this would be. But I am hoping homeopathy can stop this. And if I fet to feel lighter, less tense, less stressed that it will stop.
starface last decade
Today I feel like it isnt true that people would not want me to be something or succeed like I usually do. Like the statement I once made that you would never prescribe platina or any of those remedies for me. That is my outlook that noone wants the best for me. Jelousy and envy always from people. But today I feel different at least about you (David) that this isnt the case.
I know, or am sure at least that noone of my family would wish me to be better than them, or I know that it would hurt them so I could not be it. If I had a girlfriend, money, friends good things they would hate me so I would loose them kind of. Same with friends to a degree
I know, or am sure at least that noone of my family would wish me to be better than them, or I know that it would hurt them so I could not be it. If I had a girlfriend, money, friends good things they would hate me so I would loose them kind of. Same with friends to a degree
starface last decade
I reread your post about partial similimums. When I took the 1M of Platina I felt like wanting forgivness, praying for forgivness, guilt, just wanting to do right, mature, moral. I thought of aurum, but 3 days later this state dissapeared again. It could also be an animal remedy, because I thought to myself I am out of the 'rat race'. I rather do right than keep on downloading things from the internet. So I even deleted lots of things. I got the term 'rat race' from a book I read.
This time a few days after the aggravation it felt like a window opened again and from my understanding it felt like nat mur. I just wanted to be alone and felt vulnerable. I didnt want anything. Anyway I always feel things coming up, emotional hurt when I take platina after the aggravation passes.
This time a few days after the aggravation it felt like a window opened again and from my understanding it felt like nat mur. I just wanted to be alone and felt vulnerable. I didnt want anything. Anyway I always feel things coming up, emotional hurt when I take platina after the aggravation passes.
starface last decade
So you can see you have no idea at all what you need, or what you should be treating. No idea at all.
Every time you get a reaction, you treat it. That is completely against homoeopathic practice. You are your own worst enemy.
Homoeopathy might be able to stop your disease progressing, but you are not practicing homoeopathy, so your prospects are looking grim.
Every time you get a reaction, you treat it. That is completely against homoeopathic practice. You are your own worst enemy.
Homoeopathy might be able to stop your disease progressing, but you are not practicing homoeopathy, so your prospects are looking grim.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
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