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ordered some things for my hairfall. Hope those things will work. They are oils for head and cod liver oil to eat. I dont want to look at myself and see my missing hair. I want to be able to feel good when I look in the mirror
 
starface last decade
Those things won't work. You need to cure the disease that is making it happen. Nothing else will stop the process.

Have you rung the homoeopath yet to find out what the delay is?
 
brisbanehomoeopath last decade
and homeopathy when it cures the disease it just stops the hairfall. It does not correct the hairline after disease is stopped? I mean regrow hair at the hairline on forehead

No I havent rung. Like I said I dont expect much of the woman I went too. I am feeling resistance to putting anymore effort into her, because I dont know what is the point? Last email I send her was about the experience of the critizism I posted in here, where she replied that it was very helpful.

I am starting to feel a bit angry though. If tomorrow no remedy in mail I will send an email. But what are the chances of her giving me the correct remedy? I dont feel like she seen the whole me. She did not even ask me about any sensations or modalities. Only about what food I crave and dislike.

It was all so lousy, but maybe I got spoiled by the sensation method case taking.

I dont have that much faith in her, that is why I am not really nagging her about her prescribing me a remedy quickly. I wanted a homeopath who takes a case in good detail. This would of givem me a good feeling. Everything from this country is so average. My first homeopath was from this country aswell and she prescribed baryta carb 30c via email. I assume she didnt even read my whole emails. Just scanned them and because she saw mentioned often the fear of being laughed at that she prescribed me that. I am feeling dissapointed. But not that much since I never had my hope up anyway.

I wonder when she will come up with a remedy what it will be, in the end... I hope no plant, she did mention that she thinks I am highly sensitive
[message edited by starface on Tue, 20 Mar 2012 07:45:46 GMT]
 
starface last decade
hmm I think any remedy that is about 'appreciation, good opinions' could fit me

Because I do a lot for people and get lot of praise as of recently.

who sells things and than throws in things for free, charges less for shipping than it actually is, provided the guy with links from the internet I searched for on how to install the thing I threw in for free... and in the end I have gotten a nice comment from him.

It felt good, but it is in the past now already. I want more? (lol)

but something doesnt feel good about it. Nice comment is in the past. Its not like I am in company now because of the good thing I did. But I am alone again. It was short lived and not enough.


But I am not to sure about what the reason behind this all (being nice, doing a lot for people) is. I dont know anything
[message edited by starface on Tue, 20 Mar 2012 08:40:03 GMT]
 
starface last decade
Don't be a fool. Ring her. People respond better when someone is actually talking to them. Emails are too easy to ignore. You paid for the prescription, demand to get it.

Of course if you are just looking for an excuse to sabotage the treatment yet again...well of course sit at home with no remedy and continue to lose your hair and pick at your face.
 
brisbanehomoeopath last decade
I am not picking on my face anymore. Today it was pretty bad at work in the morning again but once I recovered it was preety ok and talked a bit more than usual with a worker.

Thing is the need for a new remedy has gone. I dont feel the urge really to take something. I want more confidence and stop hair loss but it is ok. I feel tired every day after work. I used to play a lot of video games before I started working but no energy for that any longer. I think I am more tired than I should be. Maybe it is from being rusty from sitting on my ass for so many years lol. I am going to bed now.

I just remembered I had a dream tonight that I moved to russia with my family to live their. Into a nice big house where a guy lived there already. He seemed kind of familiar and suspicious. Suspicious of being gay, a molester, pedophile or something like that. I also had the thought that in russia being with girls will be difficult. I wont be able too. AIDS is spread to much, disease, girls more promiscuos etc. I didnt like of having to learn a complete new language.

ok I am going to send an email and send her more info about me of how I am like at work. I dont like talking over phone. family members could listen to me.
 
starface last decade
my face changed from the platina. The change is in the small details but I look differently from before I touched platina. I know I know noone will believe me. But my nose got more developed and wide.

My lip still changing and got symetric. I am not sure whether I like those changes.In some way I do in some I wished to have my old look back.
 
starface last decade
I am going to give more effort than. I was to tired all day. But she better not dissapoint me and prescribe something like nat carb or any of those typical remedies which I know I am not. Because why else would I feel such horrible feelings of opression I think by not having been given one of the 'better' remedies. Nat carb is out of the equation. They (those people) are in the background and dont matter. I feel this oppression, because if someone gives me such remedy it is like I am 'nothing' for the time I am on this insignificant remedy. I got to deal than with those terrible sensations.

So and this response alone tells me that I could not be nat carb or any of those typical standard remedies therefore.they dont have this need that I have.
 
starface last decade
It is physically impossible for your nose to change like that. If Platina was a genuine curative remedy it would have cured you of that belief, not reinforced it. By reinforcing your delusion it shows clearly that Platina is a terrible remedy for you. You simply like the idea of it, so you will do anything to justify using it again, or trying to push homoeopaths into giving it to you.

You don't understand Nat-carb you are just talking about yourself...as usual...and projecting it on to others, even on to remedy pictures. And who cares how 'common' your remedy is. Are you honestly saying that you would rather remain sick than get the right remedy?

Her job is to give the right remedy. It is not her job to do what you want, make you feel special, prescribe a remedy you are happy with. She doesn't have to be your audience, your admirer, she doesn't have to even like you. Expecting such things is foolishness.

Watch yourself. You are just trying to justify going back to self-prescribing. You have to be alert to your own desire to sabotage, to remain sick.
 
brisbanehomoeopath last decade
Maybe you are right, but I doubt I am that delusional. I don't think you would say such thing if you saw me in person. That my nose did not change but than again the change is small and no one is focused like that on someone else's appearance to notice such change. At home when I ask they all say they don't remember how it was before so they cannot answer me.


I had 2 strange dreams.

Being at a place like a butchery where dead cows where just brought there in trucks. They looked bad and I was afraid of disease. Did hold my breath while walking past them. I was alone trying to escape the place. Not because of the fear of disease but I was alone and didn't feel safe. Trucks were stacked up so that you could not go past them. And the place was guarded by dogs and people with guns.

2. Some dream about appreciation, praise that I have gotten

3. I was shot at by a navy submarine constantly. Strange dream. The navy submarine got up just in front of me always. You would think it would hit me or suck me under water but no. And while I was shot at nothing happened either. How this BIG submarine got up out of the water was what this was about and that I could not get away from it. It always knew where I was etc.

I think dreams are important. Unlike what was said to me

I don't know what it is with Platina and me. All this talk about it and that I am not it triggers the bad feelings that have just gotten cured by it for months. Even now when they do return they do not feel as bad as they used to. They feel bad but mentally it doesn't change that much or make me get away from people immediately.

I don't know what to think

I wished this would not be important to me. Whatever it is

I don't care what nat carb even is. I doubt it would cure me or any remedy to whose I have this same reaction. That is all. It logically would make no sense because this remedy does not cover that issue I have. This remedy isn't even about that. So is not gypsy campus or stramonium or lots of other remedies.

I don't know whether I picked this symptom up or whether it is genuine. Mentally I look down at those remedies. Down as in that They are on lower ground as me. In that way looking down. I am above them. Giving me nat carb would be unable to take it. For 2 weeks oppression and horrible sensations.

Ok I need to stop and go otherwise I will be late by more than an hour to work today. I don't know why this happens. I am not late on purpose. It's just I cannot be on time. I don't take that to serious needing to be on time. Maybe it is just because my mother is the manager. But she told me that the owner who is above her already asked why I am always so late. And it still doesn't change anything. I know that if I got fired than I would feel that was unfair. Unjust.

strange. I better go now
 
starface last decade
I am really late today. I think the fixations and feelings of being out of control about things are coming back. Fixation of how my face looks when I smile (nose too big) I am fixated because it brings up the bad inferior feelings or something like that. Once you had a healing remedy that takes away the bad feelings and when they come back again you know much clearer what they are about. It is fixation because of the bad inferior like feelings. My BDD. And than on the good days I can love the mirror and feel 'special' looking. Which I think I am. And the inferior stuff is the disease. I base this on how people respond to me and compliment my appearance. But it leaves me a bit confused since I think my nose looks bad, how can they think I look good?i am thinking That it cannot be true, my nose ruins things. Its in the way. But that's just on those bad days
[message edited by starface on Tue, 20 Mar 2012 20:17:02 GMT]
 
starface last decade

[message deleted by simone717 on Thu, 29 Mar 2012 01:29:22 BST]
 
simone717 last decade
what exactly is the problem? You havent told me anything new about myself. I was always open and revealed often what the reason is as to why I do what I do.

There is something strange going on here about how people dont see how all signs point to 1 remedy. It seems like results of working again, of having gone to a homeopath in person, of improvements lasting well over a few months arent enough.

At work I am dealing now again with this paralyzing tiredness that is making my effort at work less (performance). I am dealing with numb face, tensions and twitching again. Those are things I am having to control again which is exhausting.

My voice is still ok but not as good anymore always and the reason is the paralyzing weakness coming back as I mentined above. This is why my voice and speech improved from platina. I have an answer to that now.

This is a bit funny from you people. I am really feeling like I could use another dose of the last remedy which helped me in such good way.

The homeopath hasnt contacted nor posted anything yet. I wont contact her. Either she is going to or nothing will happen. She can keep my money and buy herself something nice or spend it on a course on how to deal with clients. I really dont care. It was nice talking to her and seeing how I improved over the last few months. So in the end it wasnt money waisted really.

... Homeopaths use dreams to analyze them, for common themes. I said before why I mainly post them, but also in hope they will reveal something useful so someone would tell me what to take. But I see this will never happen.

I am wondering whether I should order platina 30c. The clues for it are everywhere and I am not blind to it like you all are. Work is starting to become much more difficult in the mornings so I could use it.

I am not going to spend any of my time on that homeopath. Whatever the reason, if she forgot about me or whatever else it is, it is bad from her. But I am not going to blame her, like I said it is all fine, I never laid much hope on her so no dissapointment now.. isnt that great... I know people attract and make their core delusions happen. So I cannot say I am suprised that this happened to me. So in the end since I am so intelligent the homeopath helped me with what remedy I need in an indirect way.

Ah I am so full of myself but thing is I am right often about things, unlike those other people who are full of themselves aswell
[message edited by starface on Wed, 21 Mar 2012 03:30:29 GMT]
 
starface last decade
No one on here is taking your case
so all the clues you are hoping people
will suggest a remedy from: posting
your dreams!! are done in vain and
you know that.

Anyway, my wishes are that you get
better very soon-get your remedy
very soon.
 
simone717 last decade
i know it NOW, I had always hope that someone going to tell me. But I see that I can talk about what improvements i got and about my symptoms until the end of time but still everyone will continue telling me that I am not that remedy.
 
starface last decade
I am sorry. I take it all back
 
starface last decade
this new girl at work asked me about my age and when i told her I am 24 she said no way. I thought you are much younger than me. She is 19.

I am feeling terrible over this.


Ok I drop the platina thing. I dont want to be alone and without help. You all have won.
[message edited by starface on Wed, 21 Mar 2012 04:27:18 GMT]
 
starface last decade
Nobody is winning here till you get
better. so that means taking the remedy
from J Andrews and seeing what happens.
Please leave her a voicemail bc I am sure
she does not answer the phone and she
takes forever to answer an email.
 
simone717 last decade
hmm. have you sent her an email that you know that?

and mentioned me or this thread in the email? That would be very uncomfortable if she got to see this side of me. Embarassing.

Hope I am just paranoid (lol)
[message edited by starface on Wed, 21 Mar 2012 07:10:56 GMT]
 
starface last decade
No way. I just really pay attentionto what you write. And if you recall
you were upset that she was not emailing you back
[message edited by simone717 on Thu, 29 Mar 2012 01:30:43 BST]
 
simone717 last decade
And I am overly paranoid thinking that people do things I dont know off. Lol.

Yes that is true. I should have known back than that this homeopath probably not good for me that she needed a week to just reply to my email for appointment. It should have been a warning sign. But I thought when she sees me in person she will want to really help me and be interested in me like other people usually are like to me. But this woman just either very carrer focused on her college or I dont know what. I cannot believe I am being treated like this.

I am going to send an email now. I cannot call her. I dont feel to comfortable over the phone. I could do it fine now without getting panic attacks compared to how it was in the past but I still dont like it. ANd family members could listen to the conversation which I dont like. ( I could get judged on how I communicate with people) All this is better than it used to be. And if I pushed myself I could do it but prefer not to at the moment.

I will give her more info about me. Because at the moment I am not to sure if she has the correct picture of me and all the details needed for an accurate prescription
 
starface last decade
I just noticed after scanning my posts for some useful things I could send to my homeopath that my spell checker changed where the word hyosycamus should be to 'gypsy campus' in a post. Lol if anyone read that sentence, it made no sense
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starface last decade
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simone717 last decade

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