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14 days report (point 7. has 14 days report) AND discussion of 14 days report (point 8. has 14 days report dicussion) :::::::


1.Patient : Bapi (patient id yogiram)

2.Remedy administered : Nux-m LM1 once a day for 14 days

3. Disease : benzodiazepine withdrawal syndrome.

4. Current Symptoms (4a to 4 g)

: a) uncontrolled thoughts of physical crash/accidents

** uncontrolled imagination of staircase railing hitting my face or mouth or teeth; I was punched by a naughty hyper kid for real on my mouth hurting my front teeth; this real life incident might be related to my 'uncontrolled imagination'
--
** uncontrolled imagination of falling down on concrete / cement surface after I gave practice of lawn tennis to my son. I got such symptoms after 20 or 30 minutes I come out from lawn tennis court. The lawn tennis court is a cement surface not a grass surface. Sometimes when I look at concrete / cemented surface I feel uncomfortable. Thank God in my house I have wall to wall carpet.
--
** I fell down from my bicycle in the summer of 2014, it was a very very soft fall, I cut my knee area, it took some time to heal, I am unable to relate this incident's effect on some of these 'uncontrollable thoughts' but I am avoiding watching action movies because I feel my mind is now weak and I should not watch fights like boxing or violent scenes.
--
** last Sept (Sept 2013) I had a car collision , my car was totally destroyed I luckily had mild pain in the right hand wrist, I have UUT of accidents and bones coming out and crashing my whole body;

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b) hypnagogic hallucination

Hypnagogic hallucination (let us abbreviate hypnagogic hallucination as HH) was troubling me just when I am in the transition phase of awakened state TO sleeping state. Let me give an example . I am trying to sleep at that time I hear my wife is talking to my son, I wake up ...walk to my son's room and my wife's room both of them are sleeping. None were talking they were all sleeping. I get scared and realize ..oh my god..HH again started. One bad thing about my HH is when I try to sleep again I will have HH again; this time I might hear something else. Mostly during HH I have hearing hallucination sometimes very horrific scary images wakes me up. One day I tried to sleep 7 times I ended up waking up each time, that was a horrible night. This happened probably 8 months ago.

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(c) and (d) and (e) are symtoms of generalzed anxety when the effect of clonazepam fades away

c) stress headache d) skull burning sensation e) heavy head

f) head trembling when getting up from sleep

g) very low stress taking capacity

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5. Age of disease : 17 years

6. list of symptoms in the last 17 years : Hypnagogic hallucinations (HH1), uncontrolled thoughts of accident (UT2), Physical work leading to stress (PW3), mental worry leading to stress (MW4),mental pressure created by others (MP5), Faint feeling / dizziness(FF6), Headaches with skull pain (HP7), Headaches with skull burning (HB8), Pressure felling in head neck region also called occupit (OO9), Feeling of Inflammation in the skull(FS10), Elevated general anxiety (GA11), Panic attack (PA12), raynaud syndrome (RS13), Getting angry leading to higher stress (AS14), convulsion (CC15), shaking of hands and head (SH16), Trembling (TT17), Twitching of muscles (TM18), Lack of control of mind lost thoughts(LC19), startling (SS20), serious generalized anxiety situation(SG21), heavy head (HE21), skin rashes(SR22),vertigo(VV23),Tinnitus(TT24), Condition of Reduced ability to take stress (RA25).


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7 (7a to 7g)

. Effect of Nux-m LM1 on current symptoms Current Symptoms : a) uncontrolled thoughts of crash b) hypnagogic hallucination c) stress headache d) skull burning sensation e) heavy head
f) head trembling g) lost thought

a) uncontrolled thoughts of crash ... not sure if Nux m LM1worked, 4 times in 14 days happened little less than when I did not start Nux-m LM1, but I took less stress in the last 14 days

::::::::: 7% suffering; when 0% means no sufferings (14 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was more)

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b) hypnagogic hallucination : no HH came in 14 days; but hypnagogic hallucination is not regular problem. 1% suffering; where 0% means no sufferings(14 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was more).

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c) stress headache : have everyday 15% suffering; where 0% means no sufferings.
(14 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was same)

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d) skull burning sensation or sensation of inflammation: get almost everyday; 10% suffering; where 0% means no sufferings.
(14 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was same)

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e) HEAVY HEAD : few days in 14 days; 10% suffering; where 0% means no sufferings.(14 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was same)

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f) head trembling : 2 days in 14 days; 2% suffering; when 0% means no sufferings.(14 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was not there)

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g) lost thought : bothered 2 days very short time in 14 days; 2% suffering; when 0% means no sufferings.
(14 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was same) ------------------------------------------------------------

8.(8A TO 8C)

. Discussion of 14 days report :
(A) uncontrolled thoughts of physical crash/accidents AND
hypnagogic hallucination are serious symptoms little less after Nux-m LM1 after 14 days.
(B) But
uncontrolled thoughts of physical crash/accidents is still there AND
hypnagogic hallucination comes back after weeks months.
Stress headache & heavy head &
skull burning sensation or sensation of inflammation is actually daily measure of stress.
(C) There is no improvement after 14 days treatment of
hypnagogic hallucination comes back after weeks months.
Stress headache & heavy head &
skull burning sensation or sensation of inflammation this is discouraging.

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9. How and why this disease : there was extreme injustice on me, I GOT extremely angry. then heavy head, dizziness, panic anxiety; went to Newyork university medical center emergency, doctor gave clonazepam, he never said it is a habit forming medicine, lost 17 yrs of life from benzo withdrawal syndrome.



10. homeo remedies that worked before never cured totally:

lycopodium 200c, arsenic album 200c, staph 200c, staph 0/1 to 0/5, plumbum met 30c; lachesis 200c

05
14 days report (point 7. has 14 days report) AND discussion of 14 days report (point 8. has 14 days report dicussion) :::::::


1.Patient : Bapi (patient id yogiram)

2.Remedy administered : Nux-m LM1 once a day for 14 days

3. Disease : benzodiazepine withdrawal syndrome.

4. Current Symptoms (4a to 4 g)

: a) uncontrolled thoughts of physical crash/accidents

** uncontrolled imagination of staircase railing hitting my face or mouth or teeth; I was punched by a naughty hyper kid for real on my mouth hurting my front teeth; this real life incident might be related to my 'uncontrolled imagination'
--
** uncontrolled imagination of falling down on concrete / cement surface after I gave practice of lawn tennis to my son. I got such symptoms after 20 or 30 minutes I come out from lawn tennis court. The lawn tennis court is a cement surface not a grass surface. Sometimes when I look at concrete / cemented surface I feel uncomfortable. Thank God in my house I have wall to wall carpet.
--
** I fell down from my bicycle in the summer of 2014, it was a very very soft fall, I cut my knee area, it took some time to heal, I am unable to relate this incident's effect on some of these 'uncontrollable thoughts' but I am avoiding watching action movies because I feel my mind is now weak and I should not watch fights like boxing or violent scenes.
--
** last Sept (Sept 2013) I had a car collision , my car was totally destroyed I luckily had mild pain in the right hand wrist, I have UUT of accidents and bones coming out and crashing my whole body;

-----------------------------------------

b) hypnagogic hallucination

Hypnagogic hallucination (let us abbreviate hypnagogic hallucination as HH) was troubling me just when I am in the transition phase of awakened state TO sleeping state. Let me give an example . I am trying to sleep at that time I hear my wife is talking to my son, I wake up ...walk to my son's room and my wife's room both of them are sleeping. None were talking they were all sleeping. I get scared and realize ..oh my god..HH again started. One bad thing about my HH is when I try to sleep again I will have HH again; this time I might hear something else. Mostly during HH I have hearing hallucination sometimes very horrific scary images wakes me up. One day I tried to sleep 7 times I ended up waking up each time, that was a horrible night. This happened probably 8 months ago.

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(c) and (d) and (e) are symtoms of generalzed anxety when the effect of clonazepam fades away

c) stress headache d) skull burning sensation e) heavy head

f) head trembling when getting up from sleep

g) very low stress taking capacity

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5. Age of disease : 17 years

6. list of symptoms in the last 17 years : Hypnagogic hallucinations (HH1), uncontrolled thoughts of accident (UT2), Physical work leading to stress (PW3), mental worry leading to stress (MW4),mental pressure created by others (MP5), Faint feeling / dizziness(FF6), Headaches with skull pain (HP7), Headaches with skull burning (HB8), Pressure felling in head neck region also called occupit (OO9), Feeling of Inflammation in the skull(FS10), Elevated general anxiety (GA11), Panic attack (PA12), raynaud syndrome (RS13), Getting angry leading to higher stress (AS14), convulsion (CC15), shaking of hands and head (SH16), Trembling (TT17), Twitching of muscles (TM18), Lack of control of mind lost thoughts(LC19), startling (SS20), serious generalized anxiety situation(SG21), heavy head (HE21), skin rashes(SR22),vertigo(VV23),Tinnitus(TT24), Condition of Reduced ability to take stress (RA25).


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7 (7a to 7g)

. Effect of Nux-m LM1 on current symptoms Current Symptoms : a) uncontrolled thoughts of crash b) hypnagogic hallucination c) stress headache d) skull burning sensation e) heavy head
f) head trembling g) lost thought

a) uncontrolled thoughts of crash ... not sure if Nux m LM1worked, 4 times in 14 days happened little less than when I did not start Nux-m LM1, but I took less stress in the last 14 days

::::::::: 7% suffering; when 0% means no sufferings (14 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was more)

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b) hypnagogic hallucination : no HH came in 14 days; but hypnagogic hallucination is not regular problem. 1% suffering; where 0% means no sufferings(14 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was more).

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c) stress headache : have everyday 15% suffering; where 0% means no sufferings.
(14 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was same)

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d) skull burning sensation or sensation of inflammation: get almost everyday; 10% suffering; where 0% means no sufferings.
(14 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was same)

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e) HEAVY HEAD : few days in 14 days; 10% suffering; where 0% means no sufferings.(14 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was same)

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f) head trembling : 2 days in 14 days; 2% suffering; when 0% means no sufferings.(14 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was not there)

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g) lost thought : bothered 2 days very short time in 14 days; 2% suffering; when 0% means no sufferings.
(14 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was same) ------------------------------------------------------------

8.(8A TO 8C)

. Discussion of 14 days report :
(A) uncontrolled thoughts of physical crash/accidents AND
hypnagogic hallucination are serious symptoms little less after Nux-m LM1 after 14 days.
(B) But
uncontrolled thoughts of physical crash/accidents is still there AND
hypnagogic hallucination comes back after weeks months.
(C)
Stress headache & heavy head &
skull burning sensation or sensation of inflammation is actually daily measure of stress.
There is no improvement after 14 days treatment of
Stress headache & heavy head &
skull burning sensation or sensation of inflammation. This is discouraging.

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9. How and why this disease : there was extreme injustice on me, I GOT extremely angry. then heavy head, dizziness, panic anxiety; went to Newyork university medical center emergency, doctor gave clonazepam, he never said it is a habit forming medicine, lost 17 yrs of life from benzo withdrawal syndrome.



10. homeo remedies that worked before never cured totally:

lycopodium 200c, arsenic album 200c, staph 200c, staph 0/1 to 0/5, plumbum met 30c; lachesis 200c

Report after 14 days

. Effect of Nux-m LM1 on current symptoms Current Symptoms : a) uncontrolled thoughts of crash b) hypnagogic hallucination c) stress headache d) skull burning sensation e) heavy head
f) head trembling g) lost thought

a) uncontrolled thoughts of crash ... not sure if Nux m LM1worked, 4 times in 14 days happened little less than when I did not start Nux-m LM1, but I took less stress in the last 14 days

::::::::: 7% suffering; when 0% means no sufferings (14 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was more)

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b) hypnagogic hallucination : no HH came in 14 days; but hypnagogic hallucination is not regular problem. 1% suffering; where 0% means no sufferings(14 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was more).

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c) stress headache : have everyday 15% suffering; where 0% means no sufferings.
(14 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was same)

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d) skull burning sensation or sensation of inflammation: get almost everyday; 10% suffering; where 0% means no sufferings.
(14 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was same)

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e) HEAVY HEAD : few days in 14 days; 10% suffering; where 0% means no sufferings.(14 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was same)

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f) head trembling : 2 days in 14 days; 2% suffering; when 0% means no sufferings.(14 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was not there)

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g) lost thought : bothered 2 days very short time in 14 days; 2% suffering; when 0% means no sufferings.
(14 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was same) ------------------------------------------------------------

8.Discussion of 14 days report


(A) uncontrolled thoughts of physical crash/accidents AND
hypnagogic hallucination are serious symptoms little less after Nux-m LM1 after 14 days.
(B) But
uncontrolled thoughts of physical crash/accidents is still there AND
hypnagogic hallucination comes back after weeks months.
Stress headache & heavy head &
skull burning sensation or sensation of inflammation is actually daily measure of stress.
(C) There is no improvement after 14 days treatment of
Stress headache & heavy head &
skull burning sensation or sensation of inflammation this is little sad

Respected David,
Finished 14 day Nux-m LM1
What to do next ?
Bests regards
Bapi

okay david, thank you. 7 days of nux-m lm 02 then. best regards. bapi

report after 21 days (point 7. has current health condition) AND discussion of report after 21 days (point 8. has current health condition discussion) :::::::


1.Remedy administered : Nux-m LM1 once a day for 14 days; Nux-m LM2 once a day for 7 days
2. How do I monitor my stress situation on a particular day. How do I monitor if a remedy is working or not : I take clonazepam 3 times a day. When it is time to take clonazepam, head becomes heavy, then headache starts, then split second faint feeling comes up. When a remedy works all these symptoms comes late. Meaning!! requirement of clonazepam is less. for example instead of 7 hours/ dosage it becomes 10 hours / dosage. When I administered Nux-m LM1 and LM2 I checked my improvement of symptoms this way. My conclusion is Nux-m LM1/LM2 did NOT help in general anxiety symptoms(( stress headache, skull burning sensation, heavy head)). However there is a significant improvement in hypogonic hallucination symptoms (although there were situations in the past hypogonic hallucination disappeared for months and reappeared); another symptom that really scared me and was destroying my daily life is uncontrolled thoughts of physical crash/accidents. There is some improvement but it is not a total recovery.
When I said low brain power that means lower ability to take stress. My condition after long term clonazepam intake decreased my stress taking capacity. This is the reason I cannot work. Please help me out.
When I said strange headache in the past posting that means ...I really can not explain what kind of headache.....

3. Is important to know (a) what is the background of my mental health before the disease started (I was nervous type kid growing up; I was very confident taking decisions but when it came to human interaction, just in the beginning of interaction I would be nervous) (b) what was the trigger of my disease 17 yrs ago: There was serious injustice on me and used to get angry in my mind. Ended up in Emergency with serious heavy head and faint feeling symptoms. I was given clonazepam and never could get out from it. (c) It important to know the mechanism how clonazepam works (d) why benzo tapering is difficult (e) It is also necessary to know what is benzodiazepine withdrawal syndrome.
4. Current Symptoms (4a to 4 g)

: a) uncontrolled thoughts of physical crash/accidents

** uncontrolled imagination of staircase railing hitting my face or mouth or teeth; I was punched by a naughty hyper kid for real on my mouth hurting my front teeth; this real life incident might be related to my 'uncontrolled imagination'
--
** uncontrolled imagination of falling down on concrete / cement surface after I gave practice of lawn tennis to my son. I got such symptoms after 20 or 30 minutes I come out from lawn tennis court. The lawn tennis court is a cement surface not a grass surface. Uncontrolled imagination of falling down and crashing continued to happen several times in the last three months. Sometimes when I look at concrete / cemented surface I feel uncomfortable. Thank God in my house I have wall to wall carpet.
--
** I fell down from my bicycle in the summer of 2014, it was a very very soft fall, I cut my knee area, it took some time to heal, I am unable to relate this incident's effect on some of these 'uncontrollable thoughts' but I am avoiding watching action movies because I feel my mind is now weak and I should not watch fights like boxing or violent scenes.
--
** last Sept (Sept 2013) I had a car collision , my car was totally destroyed I luckily had mild pain in the right hand wrist, I have UUT of accidents and bones coming out and crashing my whole body;

-----------------------------------------

b) hypnagogic hallucination

Hypnagogic hallucination (let us abbreviate hypnagogic hallucination as HH) was troubling me just when I am in the transition phase of awakened state TO sleeping state. Let me give an example . I am trying to sleep at that time I hear my wife is talking to my son, I wake up ...walk to my son's room and my wife's room both of them are sleeping. None were talking they were all sleeping. I get scared and realize ..oh my god..HH again started. One bad thing about my HH is when I try to sleep again I will have HH again; this time I might hear something else. Mostly during HH I have hearing hallucination sometimes very horrific scary images wakes me up. One day I tried to sleep 7 times I ended up waking up each time, that was a horrible night. This happened probably 8 months ago.

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(c) and (d) and (e) are symtoms of generalized anxiety when the effect of clonazepam fades away

c) stress headache d) skull burning sensation e) heavy head

f) head trembling when getting up from sleep

g) very low stress taking capacity

------------------------------------------------

5. Age of disease : 17 years

6. list of symptoms in the last 17 years : Hypnagogic hallucinations (HH1), uncontrolled thoughts of accident (UT2), Physical work leading to stress (PW3), mental worry leading to stress (MW4),mental pressure created by others (MP5), Faint feeling / dizziness(FF6), Headaches with skull pain (HP7), Headaches with skull burning (HB8), Pressure felling in head neck region also called occupit (OO9), Feeling of Inflammation in the skull(FS10), Elevated general anxiety (GA11), Panic attack (PA12), raynaud syndrome (RS13), Getting angry leading to higher stress (AS14), convulsion (CC15), shaking of hands and head (SH16), Trembling (TT17), Twitching of muscles (TM18), Lack of control of mind lost thoughts(LC19), startling (SS20), serious generalized anxiety situation(SG21), heavy head (HE21), skin rashes(SR22),vertigo(VV23),Tinnitus(TT24), Condition of Reduced ability to take stress (RA25).


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7 (7a to 7g)

. Effect of Nux-m LM1/LM2 on current symptoms Current Symptoms : a) uncontrolled thoughts of crash b) hypnagogic hallucination c) stress headache d) skull burning sensation e) heavy head
f) head trembling g) lost thought

a) uncontrolled thoughts of crash ... not sure if Nux m LM1 or LM2 worked, 5 times in 21 days happened little less than when I did not start Nux-m LM1, but I took less stress in the last 21 days

::::::::: 7% suffering; when 0% means no sufferings (21 days ago before Nux-m LM1 / LM2 suffering was more)

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b) hypnagogic hallucination : no HH came in 21 days; but hypnagogic hallucination is not regular problem. 1% suffering; where 0% means no sufferings(21 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was more).

-------

c) stress headache : have everyday 15% suffering; where 0% means no sufferings.
(21 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was same)

-----

d) skull burning sensation or sensation of inflammation: get almost everyday; 10% suffering; where 0% means no sufferings.
(21 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was same)

-----

e) HEAVY HEAD : few days in 21 days; 10% suffering; where 0% means no sufferings.(21 days ago before Nux-m LM1/LM2 suffering was same)

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f) head trembling : 3 days in 21 days; 2% suffering; when 0% means no sufferings.(21 days ago before Nux-m LM1/LM2 suffering was not there)

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g) lost thought : bothered 2 days very short time in 21 days; 2% suffering; when 0% means no sufferings.
(21 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was same) ------------------------------------------------------------

8.(8A TO 8C)

. Discussion of 21 days report :
(A) uncontrolled thoughts of physical crash/accidents AND
hypnagogic hallucination are serious symptoms little less after Nux-m LM1 after 21 days.
(B) But
uncontrolled thoughts of physical crash/accidents is still there AND
hypnagogic hallucination comes back after weeks months.
(C)
Stress headache & heavy head &
skull burning sensation or sensation of inflammation is actually daily measure of stress.
There is no improvement after 21 days treatment of
Stress headache & heavy head &
skull burning sensation or sensation of inflammation. This is discouraging.

-----


9. homeo remedies that worked before never cured totally:

lycopodium 200c, arsenic album 200c, staph 200c, staph 0/1 to 0/5, plumbum met 3

How do I monitor my stress situation on a particular day. How do I monitor if a remedy is working or not : I take clonazepam 3 times a day. When it is time to take clonazepam, head becomes heavy, then headache starts, then split second faint feeling comes up. When a remedy works all these symptoms comes late. Meaning!! requirement of clonazepam is less. for example instead of 7 hours/ dosage it becomes 10 hours / dosage. When I administered Nux-m LM1 and LM2 I checked my improvement of symptoms this way. My conclusion is Nux-m LM1/LM2 did NOT help in general anxiety symptoms(( stress headache, skull burning sensation, heavy head)). However there is a significant improvement in hypogonic hallucination symptoms (although there were situations in the past hypogonic hallucination disappeared for months and reappeared); another symptom that really scared me and was destroying my daily life is uncontrolled thoughts of physical crash/accidents. There is some improvement but it is not a total recovery.
When I said low brain power that means lower ability to take stress. My condition after long term clonazepam intake decreased my stress taking capacity. This is the reason I cannot work. Please help me out.

Effect of Nux-m LM1 on current symptoms Current Symptoms : a) uncontrolled thoughts of crash b) hypnagogic hallucination c) stress headache d) skull burning sensation e) heavy head
f) head trembling g) lost thought

a) uncontrolled thoughts of crash ... not sure if Nux m LM1worked, 5 times in 21 days happened little less than when I did not start Nux-m LM1/LM2, but I took less stress in the last 14 days

::::::::: 7% suffering; when 0% means no sufferings (21 days ago before Nux-m LM1/LM2 suffering was more)

-----

b) hypnagogic hallucination : no HH came in 21 days; but hypnagogic hallucination is not regular problem. 1% suffering; where 0% means no sufferings(21 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was more).

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c) stress headache : have everyday 15% suffering; where 0% means no sufferings.
(21 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was same)

-----

d) skull burning sensation or sensation of inflammation: get almost everyday; 10% suffering; where 0% means no sufferings.
(21 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was same)

-----

e) HEAVY HEAD : few days in 21 days; 10% suffering; where 0% means no sufferings.(14 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was same)

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f) head trembling : 3 days in 21 days; 2% suffering; when 0% means no sufferings.(14 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was not there)

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g) lost thought : bothered 2 days very short time in 21 days; 2% suffering; when 0% means no sufferings.
(14 days ago before Nux-m LM1 suffering was same) ------------------------------------------------------------



. Discussion of 21 days report :
(A) uncontrolled thoughts of physical crash/accidents AND
hypnagogic hallucination are serious symptoms little less after Nux-m LM1/LM2 after 21 days.
(B) But
uncontrolled thoughts of physical crash/accidents is still there AND
hypnagogic hallucination comes back after weeks months.
Stress headache & heavy head &
skull burning sensation or sensation of inflammation is actually daily measure of stress.
(C) There is no improvement after 14 days treatment of
hypnagogic hallucination comes back after weeks months.
Stress headache & heavy head &
skull burning sensation or sensation of inflammation this is discouraging.

Is important to know (a) what is the background of my mental health before the disease started (I was nervous type kid growing up; I was very confident taking decisions but when it came to human interaction, just in the beginning of interaction I would be nervous) (b) what was the trigger of my disease 17 yrs ago: There was serious injustice on me and used to get angry in my mind. Ended up in Emergency with serious heavy head and faint feeling symptoms. I was given clonazepam and never could get out from it. (c) It important to know the mechanism how clonazepam works (d) why benzo tapering is difficult (e) It is also necessary to know what is benzodiazepine withdrawal syndrome.

Respected David,
What remedy do I take now. I finished 14 days of Nux-m LM1 and 7 days of LM2. Reports are in the previous posts. Waiting for your reply. Best regards. Bapi

Hello David,
Waiting for your decision about remedy to be taken after 21 days.
Today I had uncontrolled thoughts. This symptom is a really hurting me. I have depression also, which is common when taking CNS depression drug. Stress problem is high as usual. Raynaud syndrome is starting,it happens in winter, raynaud is directly related to acute stress. blood circulation in fingure tips goes bad in raynaud in winter. last year when i moved to this cold city chicago this raynaud started. Did not take any Nux-m LM2 yesterday. Do not know if I have to continue Nux-m LM2. Report is in the previous post. Bapi

No improvement of symptoms
or
symptoms getting worse
since I started Nux-m LM1/LM2.

The marginal improvement of symptoms that I reported were from minimizing daily stress. I was basically in medititation as much time as possible, no arguement with people around me, sleep as much as possible, minimimum household work etc.

I made an effort to minimize daily stress
(1) because I did not want to take any other remedy e.g. tissue salt or any potency medicine to manage stress related symptoms when we are observing the effect of Nux-m LM1/LM2
(2) because the sufferings from 'uncontrolled thoughts' combined with 'hypogonic hallucination' were serious and really bad.

I hope you will consider ALL the symptoms I reported earlier and the background of my disease for future remedy selection.

Urgent David. Attention please

Symptoms TOO MUCH to handle
It is 11 pm Chicago time, Sept 16; 45 mins ago for 15 minutes I had an episode of 'uncontrollable thoughts' along with vague headache. I need your help David. It was really bad.

I did not take Nux-m LM2 for the last 3 days and was waiting for your decision.
1..maybe I need daily Nux-m LM and my symptom is because I stopped Nux-m LM
2. ...maybe this is that aggravation you are looking for.
I do not know what to do to get immediate relief.

On my last post I described my relief from this dangerous ' uncontrolled thoughts ' and other symptoms as result of extremely level of sleep and taking less stress for the last 3 weeks while I was taking Nux-m LM. Now I am confused. I am not qualified to know why this symptoms came up.

If again things becomes worse I have to suppress my symptoms, but I do not know how.

Best regards.
Bapi

Hello David,
trying to answer in the next post
as i am writing, can you please wait.
Thank you.
Bapi

thoughts are dangerous because it was too much out of control. it was not about 'uncontrolled thoughts of accidents' it is random uncontrolled thought. It was changing within a short time. I can not remember what the thoughts were about. Still I am having mild 'uncontrolled thoughts'. Meaning I am thinking things suddenly without my knowledge and coming out of it. And I really am not controlling any of this. And getting scared very badly. It is very tough to explain. When my thoughts are out of control and its intensity is too much then I call it dangerous. I am getting scared. It is like now I am 98% controlling my thoughts . If I am controlling 80% of my thoughts and 20% not under control it is dangerous. So the depth is a factor. During that episode if extent of time is more it is more dangerous. 10 secs taking me away from reality is more dangerous and 5 sec episode. This 'uncontrolled thought' is always associated with a vague (undefined) headache.

David,
I am usually more confortable when I know my symptom name.
I am reading in the list of benzo withdrawal one symptom call Depersonalization disorder.
I read the definition as Depersonalization disorder: periods of detachment from self or surrounding which may be experienced as 'unreal' (lacking in control of or 'outside of' self) while retaining awareness that this is only a feeling and not a reality.
Is my symptom called Depersonalization disorder?

My gut feeling says my symptoms will go bad in the next few days, Waiting for your decision about remedy.

Thank God I do not have to decide if Nux-m LM worked .

But still like to know how long the effect of LM stays.

Let me try to write some possibilities:

Some of these must be so non homeopathic

1. LM1 only worked but its effect stayed for short time, and after 7 + 3 days when I stopped LM1 the symptoms showed up. Let me assume LM2 remedy preparation was faulty.

2. LM2 only worked, and one week of LM2 was not enough, symptoms came back

3. LM1 and LM2 both worked but when I stopped Nux-m for
3 days all good effect disappeared

4. LM potencies's effect last long, Aggravation came when it came, it came only after stopping LM2 for 3 days

5. LM potencies's effect do not last long. This is not aggravation either. LM2 destroyed the effect of LM1

6. LM potencies's effect usually last long, this is not aggravation. it is just a coincidence in the last 21 + 3 days there were no 'uncontrolled thought' symptoms. None of these remedies worked

7. Patient Bapi is not qualified to do analysis, he can not think right. Homeopath has no time to read all these. Patient should only post symptoms and follow homeopath's instruction

8. Patient bapi should talk what he is thinking, a homeopath treating him benefits when a patient tries to do analysis although a patient is not trained to do analysis

Respected David,
I am suffering need treatment. I have a feeling you are in a 2 day weekend break.

My anxiety - depression level is very high.
Associated symptoms are very high.

Too many variables so can not determine if Nux-m LM helped or hurt me. But I was much better when I was taking Nux-m LM01. But in my one and half decade of sufferings I have seen three to four weeks of low stress better period then 3 to 4 weeks of extreme sufferings.

I was looking at a discussion in this forum about Gelsemium 200 c over dosage. In the year 2004 I was given Gelsemium 200c by a doc from Singapore, I took it for three weeks three times a day after that I was totally bedridden; In fact I was told my life will end because of acute anxiety. I never lost hope, My son was only 2 years old then. Another doc later used lycopodium 200c and saved my life.

I have given you enormous amount of additional info after you prescribed Nux-m LM, I hope now you know more about me. Please help me. You are a brilliant homeopath, I strongly believe you will do your best to rescue me.
Regards.
Bapi

Hello David,
Took remedy Nux-mLM2 almost A Week ago. Since then no remedy. What remedy next. please help. Thank you
Bapi

Hello David,
What is my next remedy. eagerly waiting for continuation of treatment. Best regards. Bapi.

Respected DAVID,
1. that austrian company as mentioned in lovepeace's message sells LM2 TO LM90 potency remedies. I do not see them selling LM1
2. they said it takes 2 weeks for a customer to receive a remedy.
3. do you want me purchase remedy from this company? If yes, please mention the potency.
remedy name prescribed by you is cannbis indica LM 1

Suffering at this moment from 'benzo withdrawal syndrome' which includes UNCONTROLLED THOUGHTS, skull burning, stress headache and fear - anxiety with other symptoms described before.
thank you

Respected David,
There are retail suppliers in USA who can bring Cannabis indica from outside USA. But get permissions to bring remedies from specific companies. One company said they have no account with REMEDIA HOMEOPATHY, AUSTRIA. But there is another company ainsworths, uk. ainsworths sells cannabis indica LM 4, LM 10 and no other LMs. They also sell 30c. What potency should I try to get? You can check ainsworths website if you want. Please answer asap, I am suffering.
Thank you.
Your Patient

Respected David,
There are retail suppliers in USA who can bring Cannabis indica from outside USA. But get permissions to bring remedies from specific companies. One company said they have no account with REMEDIA HOMEOPATHY, AUSTRIA. But there is another company ainsworths, uk. ainsworths sells cannabis indica LM 4, LM 10 and no other LMs. They also sell 30c. What potency should I try to get? You can check ainsworths website if you want. This retail supplier said they can get me remedies from ainsworths. Please answer asap regarding your potency selection (LM4 OR LM10 OR 30C). I am suffering from symptoms.
Thank you.
Your Patient