SameerVermani Thank You for your help _{Page 7 of 8}

Sameer,

I have not been able to find PULS LM7 the Calif. distributor I had used has discontinued this product.
I am looking for another.

In the mean time I have been quite well, physically, mentally, emotionally. Balanced, peaceful, clear.

I will post to my son's thread now.

Many Many Thanks
and Happy New Year !!

Jennifer

Sameer,

I finally was able to purchase the PULS LM7 in unit dose form.
On March 12 I took the first dose.
It was an unremarkable experience for me, but that afternoon my son had a large emotional outburst/breakdown, then that evening my boyfriend verbally snapped at me very harshly. Out of the ordinary and out of context for both of them. Over the following week I had some minor aggravation, then it passed and I felt well enough and was busy enough working and taking care of my son, then sick with a flu, that I forgot to take the Second dose. When I finally remembered, it seemed too late, and I didn't want to bother you with another question. I was also feeling really well.

These are the notable symptoms since :

*Gained about 5 lbs weight mid-April.
*Lost the 5 lbs mid-May. (suddenly over-night)
*Since being on PULS (2 yrs) my menstruation has cycled every 24 - 25 days. My last menses was April 18 (41 days ago) I have not bled since. (I am not pregnant)
*Extremely loose bowels May 26
*Fever blister left side lower lip May 27 - today
*Dizziness, hunger, thirst May 28 - today
*Brain-fog today (difficult to find words to type and to spell correctly)
*Sudden, violent emotional explosion at my boyfriend on May 24, then again on May 26. Intense sadness and tears during those three days. Felt abandoned, alone, ignored, frightened. Now I just feel guilt for yelling at him, anxiety about my life, and frustration when things don't go as I planned (work, etc).

None of these emotions make any sense as my life is going really well right now and has been for past 6 months.

I also had my very first dental filling put in my lower right rear molar May 23. (is that significant?)


Should I percuss the LM7 bottle and take a dose? or three?

Thank you for your help, as I feel as though I am going 'down hill' even as I write.

Jennifer

additional notes:

*bedtime ear-ringing was more than doubled last night
*pain in elbows increasing this afternoon
*fatigue has returned today. not felt it for many months.

further update:

*menstruation started June 1, moderate to heavy flow, ended June 3
*feeling much softer and less aggressive now that menses has completed, but still not completely at peace and satisfied with my life. Well, I like my life, just deeply frustrated that my otherwise wonderful boyfriend will not make love with me for fear that my son might wake up and catch us.
*still unable to get out of bed on time in the mornings.

Otherwise, mental and physical symptoms have passed post-menses.
I felt really good during April 18 - May 23 when I skipped a period. I look forward to menopause now.

Any suggestions? Or do I just have to ride this out until menopause is complete?

jb

Sameer,

Fatigue has fully returned. I have uncontrollable naps come over me and am tired, listless all the time regardless of how much I sleep.
And now today a painful knot has developed in my right shoulder/neck.

The fatigue is frightening because last time I got this bad I lost my job. Twice this has happened actually.

Feeling desperate for help.
Thank you
Jennifer

Sameer,

'Current concerns'
Today my concern is FATIGUE.
1. Where is it?
Whole body
2. How does it feel?
tired, exhausted
3. How bad is it?
It has kept me from daily activities (cooking, cleaning, going to work)
4. When does it start? Started 5 days ago, all day.
5. What seems to cause it or bring it on?
Wish I knew.
6. What seems to make it better or worse?
Nothing makes it better.

Today my concern is also Muscle knot in right shoulder/neck.

2. How does it feel?
painful, like a ball of tension under scapula
3. How bad is it?
I cannot look over my shoulder or tilt ear to shoulder (as in holding phone)
4. When start?
started this morning, lasting all day, some lessening this evening.
6. What seems to make better?
some relief when someone squeezes the muscle very hard.


Last week my concerns were :

A)Emotionally hysterical at my boyfriend
2. How does it feel?
Angry, aggressive, lonely, afterward I felt guilty, and sorry for loosing my cool.
3. How bad is it?
Bad enough that I expressed a potential for physical violence,
4. When does it start?
It started 7 days before menstruation, lasted for 3 days, then turned into loneliness and sorrow and depression
4. How often does it come?
This is the first feeling of this in over a year
5. What seems to cause it?
I think it is a testosterone imbalance, but I don't know what I did to cause it.
6. What seems to make it better?
Menstruation

B)Fever Blister lower left lip

2. How does it feel?
slightly hot, some stinging, swollen
3. How bad is it?
Not the worst I've ever had
4. How long does it last?
7 days
5. What seems to bring it on?
luteal phase hormones
6. What makes it better?
menstruation

C) Stinky sweat

1. Where?
armpits
3. How bad is it?
I think its awful, like skunks, but I don't think anyone else notices
4. When does it start?
menstruation, lasted 3 days
6. What makes it better/worse?
nothing, not even bathing


The only symptoms that I cannot live with are the emotional hysteria and the debilitating fatigue.

thank you
j

Sameer,

I need to add another symptom.
Anxiety. For the past couple of weeks I have had moments of anxiety, but the past couple of days it has increased. This morning I woke in fight or flight. My heart is racing and I feel afraid to get out of bed (my son brought my laptop to me).
Last night about 8pm I cried about my life, and now this morning I feel completely incapable and hopeless again.
Please help. I am afraid that my life will crumble, that the few really good things in my life will disappear - even if only because I am afraid they will. I don't want to live a depressing self-fulfilling prophecy.
I also have neausea and gurgling in my intestines. My feet became suddenly very dry and chapped at bedtime last night.
I keep crying. I feel so lonely.
This seems so unfair. I have always taken such good care of myself - I eat really healthy no sugar no alcohol no drugs, I drink lots of spring water, moderate excercise. Now I can't take care of myself. Why? What have I done wrong?
I pray you have an answer because no one else does.

Thank you for your help
jb

Sameer,

I have taken SEPIA starting with 30c in February 2009, through LM3 taken Oct 26, 2010.
Then you recommended IGNATIA 30c Dec 28, 2010. took one day only.

Started PULS 30c Jan 5, 2011.

Yes, I was starting to feel like a SEPIA person. That was very scary.

My emotional body is calming in the last 24 - 36 hours, and the fatigue is lessened.
The pain in my right shoulder/neck is still very stiff and painful.
We had our first in ten years thunder/lightening storm last night at 1am. The rain this morning has cooled the temperatures from 108* to 70*. I feel much cooler, too.

sepia 30c 200c 6c and 1m, lm1, lm2, lm3

puls 30c, 200c, 1m, lm1, lm2, lms3, lm4, lm5, lm6, lm7

Are you recommending SEPIA LM4?

Sameer,

It has been 3 1/2 days since the SEPIA LM4.

I immediately felt an improvement in that the fatigue went away and I was able to work and take care of son and myself. I also felt improved in my mental and emotional body- peaceful and enthused about life. Also the morning neausea that had come up the previous week was gone.

The aggravations I experienced were extreme constipation (when bowels did move they were small hard balls), heavy sweet tooth, and some wait gain (though since I am so thin I don't consider this aggravation a problem).

Then last night (exactly 3 days after the remedy) I began to feel sleepy at 8 pm so went to bed early at 9pm. I woke this morning at 6am feeling neauseaus and fatigued. I fell back to sleep until 9am.

Take action? Or wait more?


Thank you so much,
Jennifer

Sameer,

Do we have any idea how much worse it will get before it gets better?

I took the first of the next three doses last night. I woke this morning with neausea returned, and dizziness during the day whenever upright, and anger/grumpiness/crying, bloodshot eyes(haven't had for over a year) and urine smelling like a stable(also not in over a year) and armpits smelling strong even without working or moving,uterine cramps, and now tonight I don't want to do anything, even the fun event we have planned for this weekend that we have been waiting for a month to do. I only crave cooked food (meat, carbs, no veggies) and sugar.

If I can expect this sort of aggravation to last more than a day, I will need to request time off from work, because I don't have anymore last minute sick days available.

I realize I haven't given it much time, but I am concerned about making it worse with the second dose, and after the dose last weekend I felt better for at least three days. :(

Any advice?

Jennifer

Sameer,

The days and weeks after the last dose (Sepia LM4 June 20) showed continued improvement mentally, emotionally and physically.
I did experience emotional aggravation around my boyfriend and the most intense physical aggravation was the heaviest night sweat I have EVER had - at least a quart of liquid soaked the bedding.

My second menstruation started July 23 with little notice. And all has been excellent since.

My son and I went to our annual camp in the Redwood forest last week and he came down with a cold, then I contracted it two days later July 15. Producing much greenish-yellow mucus in my sinus and ears, and brownish-yellow mucus in my lungs. It has now dropped further into my lungs with a less productive cough and a tight pain in middle chest like a horse standing on me. I am very low energy and having shallow breathing.

I also am experiencing some vaginal/eurethral itching-burn the past few days as we approach the full moon and my 28th day of cycle.

Shall we watch these cold symptoms a couple more days?

My son seems to have recovered fine, btw.

Thank you so very much.
Jennifer

Sameer,

The cold started at night with a sore throat, scratching and burning. Then included burning in nose and aching joints and muscles all over body by morning. By the afternoon the sinus and ear congestion created a constant exhausting tension in the head. By that night a hot shower started to release the mucus, but appetite was nearly gone.
By day two it moved to my chest, laying down seems to make that slightly better during the day, and a bit worse at night.
Last night as 90% of the mucus moved to my lungs and I coughed all night, I struggled to hold urine. With each cough the stress incontinence grew worse. when I got up to use the restroom at 2 am, I remembered another symptom that I have had for the past two weeks - slow micturation. I have always urinated like a garden hose under high pressure with strong start and stop. For the past two weeks it has been slowing to a dribble, even for large quantities.

As far as the current cough, I can find nothing that makes it better. I am laying still as much as I can because any exertion is causing oxygen deprevation and makes me gasp for air. Even talking or sitting up to type is a strain. Appetite is returning.


Must lie down.
Thank you,
Jennifer

Sameer,

The cough has become increasingly unproductive, with only occasional clear and yellow mucus. Humidity, as in hot shower, makes it more productive, especially if I also wash my hair.

Sinus congestion is also decreasing though growing painful. Noticed sharp pain in right sinus each time I took a step today.

A fever blister has begun to form on my lower lip right side today.

Menstruation started Monday after I posted here.

Mental / emotional bodies generally clear and peaceful throughout all.

Any suggestions?

Jennifer

Sameer,

The mucus/congestion in my head sinus and throat has increased again. Much thicker and moving back toward yellow again.
Also, the pain in my right elbow that had been consistent June and July, but finally lessening during this 'cold', is returning today. Pain is sharpest when arm is fully extended or fully flexed. Ameliorated with movement.
Maybe these changes were precipitated by my boyfriend and I making love for the first time in a month last night.

Emotional and mental body still clear and peaceful through all.

I'm feeling like PULS could help, but I trust you know best.

Thank you,
jennifer

The congestion has now become a sinus infection on left side - sharp pain in left cheek, blood in tissue when blowing left nostril, over-all fatigue.
Large amounts of yellow mucus from both sinus', creating pressure in head until I take a hot steaming shower then I can blow it all out after doing forward bends.
Chest congestion has almost cleared. It's 'all in my head' now. :)

Micturation has returned to normal, with strong start/stops.

I started to feel depressed (down-hearted) about being sick so long. This is the first symptom in the emotional body, but it's not very strong and passed quickly.

Would very much like to be well enough to work again this week.

Thank you,
Jennifer