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Since I have to order the LM5, shall I order the 6 & 7 also?

Thank you,
Jennifer

Sameer,

Wow, I am now experiencing a big emotional shift. Since getting up this morning, I am feel sad, and some irritable and very much like I just want to hide at home. Feeling insecure.

Is there anything that can be done with the LM4 that I have, to tide me over until the LM5 arrives in a week or 10 days?

Thank you,
Jennifer

Sameer,

The lab still has not sent my LM5.

The fatigue is getting much worse, I'm beginning to miss days of work.
Also the night sweats are back.

Please, is there anything I can do with the LM4 I have to get me by until the 5 shows up?

Thank you,
Jennifer

Aaaaaahhhhhhh . . .

Thank you.


Took LM4. So much better now.

Will write when I notice any change.

Sameer,

Took LM4 Pulsatilla (ten hits to my bottle, then took teas from there put into 3 oz water, then took 1 teas from that)

First 4 days showed improved energy, fatigue gone emotions good, but then ache in left shoulder appeared, then aching joints in right hand appeared.
Now 7 days later, hand aches increasing, fatigue returning some and irritability returning.

I have received LM5 and LM6 from the lab.

What is your recommendation?

Thank you very much.

I will post to my sons condition also.

Jennifer

one more note :

the irritability alternates with loneliness.

I am fairly able to stay detached from these fluctuations but when I am multi-tasking (cooking dinner while taking a business call and answering my sons questions) I sometimes get caught off-guard and begin to believe the emotions/body chemistry have something to do with what is happening.

Sameer,

I waited to take the LM5 as I wanted to avoid having any aggravation during a busy weekend.
I finally took it Thursday night-first dose. Then Friday night before taking it received a very challenging phone call from a client and forgot, so took second dose Saturday morning.
A couple hours later I had an out of proportion reaction to my son and a homework issue. Then after taking him to his dad's house for a visit I went in and out of tears all day. I cried big sobs at 11pm until I fell asleep about 12:30.
Woke at 5am disoriented and still upset.
Still feeling 'not right' this morning. Still have pain in wrists and hands.
Fatigue went away last week sometime, well before taking LM5.
I think I'm going to pass on taking the third dose today, unless you feel it will relieve this aggravation or bad case of PMS (whichever it may be)

Thank you,
Jennifer

oh one more thing -

yesterday afternoon I was restless, kept moving from chair to chair then to cushions then to patio. I knew I wanted to sit and rest but my body kept moving around almost on its own volition. Then when I woke this morning at 7am, my mind was behaving the same way - jumping from thought to thought without completing a thought.

New experience this restlessness in body or mind.

Sameer,

I took it once on first day.
Forgot on second day.
Then once on third day.

Oh my goodness. I just re-read your instructions. I read once per day for 5 days.

How embarassing!

I was feeling so good after that first dose, too.

What do you recommend now?

Jennifer

Sameer,

Thank you.

I will wait a week.
It will take me at least that long to make the apologies to my loved ones for my most ridiculous behaviour on Saturday and Sunday.

Jennifer

Sameer,

It has been one week.
I have not yet moved through all of the aggravation.
It started with intense emotional upset, then added sore throat all week, then a couple days of mild fear of public places, then hangnails and dry feet and bloodshot eyes.

Still have dry feet and slight sore throat and pain in hands and wrists. Mostly emotionally peaceful, but have not faced any big triggers to test that.

Wait more??

Thank you,
Jennifer

p.s. will post to my son's thread.

Sameer,

It has been another week. (plus a few days)

I seem to be ok, but, honestly, have not had a chance to check in with myself, while dealing with my sons issues.

There probably are things to report about me, but I can't focus until my son calms down.

Jennifer

Sameer,

For the 2 - 3 weeks after the last dose and after the aggravation wore off, I felt very calm and at peace.
Then on May 27 my lover and I made love for the first time in a month. It was a good interaction until intercourse. After a few moments of intercourse I began to feel a disturbance in my energy center at my solar plexus. As though someone threw a handful of pebbles into a still pond. The next morning I woke with a fever blister center of my lower lip, and a huge blemish left of center on my chin.
It has been a fairly steady down-turn since then. I have each day felt more stressed and uncertain than the last. Though the blister and blemish cleared up, my emotional state is still wobbly.
My menstrual cycle started two days ago, which brought a small amount of relief from the emotional pain, but I still feel off-center and only seem to be able to find center while in direct contact with nature - touching trees, standing in grass, sitting next to the creek.
My lover and I had gone on a two day trip to the mountains north, and when I returned home just and hour ago, a strong loneliness has washed over me. I cried at a song on the radio driving home, and feel tears wanting to come up now. I just want someone to hold me. When I explained that to my lover the night before and he balked at my request, I knew I needed to let go of that relationship.

Thank you so much for your help.

Lonely but Hopeful,
Jennifer

p.s. I also felt fatigue come over me on the long car ride today and fell asleep in the passenger seat for about an hour. it was an uncontrollable nap.

Sameer,

I have not yet taken the LM6.

Between my last post and yours I improved.

I have been receiving more bodywork/massage, getting more rest, and this week am eating a raw food diet (just for 7 days)and have experienced perfect sleep, unclouded urine, and improved consistent energy.

I will post again if any symptoms come up with my menstruation next week.

Thank you so much
Jennifer

Sameer,

The 7 day raw food cleanse went very well. I feel freed of much physical and energetic congestion.

My menstrual cycle was 30 days this month. It has been 25 days for the past 6 months. But it was easy and lasted just 3 days. I experienced no physical or emotional symptoms with it.

The only symptom I am experiencing right now is slightly dry feet at my heels.

Everything feels calm and manageable.

I thank you so much for this support.
I will report any changes.

Jennifer

Sameer,

I am beginning to notice a pattern - each time I post to you that I am in perfect health, within 3 or 4 days things begin to decline. hmmm

In the 4 days since my last post I have been waking each morning with increasing tension/pain in my hands from wrists to fingertips. It hurts to shake hands with people I meet.
I have also had a pain in my hip/femur/hamstring that was in right side for a couple days then changed to left side. It is a deep, aching, arthritic feeling the same as in my hands. Sometimes the pain hinders walking or sitting.
Also sluggish intestines, and gas (some very painful gas 2 days ago).
And though I would not label my mental/emotional state as 'bad', I am not as deeply peaceful and calm as in the previous 2 - 3 weeks. A sort of vague edgy feeling, like an incoming tide.

Also, I had a red spot on my left eye lower lid. I suppose it would be called a 'stye'. I've never had one before. Along with that was a bloodshot spot in right eye. Both lasted about 2+ weeks, ending this week when other symptoms came on.

Wait and watch ? Or proceed to LM6 ?

Jennifer

Sameer,

Greetings and Happy Holidays!
I took the LM6 first dose, but then went out of town and forgot to bring it with me, so second dose happened 15 days after the first. I took no further doses.
For the three months since, I have experienced these changes:

-increased tears (sometimes happy sometimes sad) usually in luteal phase, feel cleansed afterward, not necessarily a bad thing, feels like a softening or opening of some hidden part of self

- feel very good during and after aerobic exercise (biking, hiking swimming)

- continued relaxing of sexual urges. Though I have no craving for sex, when my lover and I have enjoyed sex it is sweet, soft, loving and I feel more centered and calm than I ever have. I did not know making love could be so kind. This is the biggest change and has been evolving since last spring. I have quite a bit more to say if you feel it is significant.

- Stye in left upper eyelid each of the past three months before my period for 7 - 10 days then ending on menstruation. This month it is less swollen and less painful than last.

- Despite any physical symptoms, I have been peaceful calm and joyful 95% of the time

- Brain-fog and forgetfulness had disappeared but has returned some this cycle (having a bit of trouble with words in the middle of sentences for past 3 days)

- constipation which had disappeared has returned with this cycle along with pain in left hip that shoots down into femur and left knee.

- with onset of Autumn I have been sleeping 10 - 11 hours per day


In general the physical symptoms are a bummer, but for the most part do not impair my daily activities (except today the constipation and hip pain have kept me home for the morning). I am enjoying the mental and emotional relaxation and peace.

Do you have any suggestions or questions?

Thank You,
Jennifer