David and Sameer varmni att: _{Page 18 of 32}

As you know me that i care a lot about my family, i care lot about my wife asking her hundreds of time a day ARE YOU FEELING GOOD even mostly she fed up of my asking and ensures me that she is fine.Even every night i ask her every hour in night are you fine she now became angry of me asking that much and angers with me telling that she is fine, she is fine, now please leave her alone. i feel her pain myself. I feel how she feel been lonely on bed for month, even when she got spasmodic pains i feel these pain more than the pain she feels. I think of her miserable been held to specific body activities. I have fear that labor starts eventually and then i have great burden until delivery that feeling is killing me from whole first day of delivery till today. I have fear of her death, of someone that special will die. I anticipated lot of things before they happens but only negatives ones.

About my father's death i feel guilty the fact that i haven't serve him properly or i haven't make him treated in bigger cities hospital, what GOD will do with me regarding my father. As in my religion children have great responsibilities of parents. Childern have to serve parents more than anything. I feel guilty of not serving my father properly or what is going to happen to my father in grave, will God bless him or punish him, that kinda feeling i have about my father nothing else bothers me.

I hope i stated my thought process also.

Please Sameer note that i have great fear of thief,thugs at night only. At night i feel UNSECURE. Even if i woke up at night and listen a little a very little noise my breath becomes fast my heart beat becomes fast and my mind start thinking about thief or killer or thugs has sneak into our house and he may be in my brothers room killing him or may be in my mothers room killing her but i feel little courageous about myself if the thief or killer came into my room i will do whatever it takes to kill him or defeat him but inside i am very very much afraid.
[message edited by Paki1 on Thu, 07 Apr 2011 11:40:45 BST]

hi Sameer
Aurum Sulphur is rare one and hard to procure. Anyway i will try to procure ASAP but i must also inform you about my leg pain thing that is leg pain decreased 80% two days ago by its own, i just took plenty of water and with the passage of urine i felt relieved. Now it again came back.

still didn't get aurum sulph and bearing pains hope in two day i will get it.


my wife had c-section and got baby boy but baby is serious and in ICU as gynae doctor told me that my son was covered with his stool all over body in uterus and some stool has went in his mouth, he is also weak his bones hasn't developed completely as his head skull bone is completely empty. We can feel his brain by touching his head the whole head bone seemed not developed that's what child specialist told us. I gave him a single dose of calc. carb 200 and after that he passed lot of stool which he didn't passed in first 24hours and he is in INCUBATOR with oxygen and stomach wash tubes he is constantly passed spits (some bubbles coming from his mouth)doctor told me his stomach is still dirty and he seems premature and extremely weak. Please suggest something for him. I will be grateful. Please help as i have previously three girls not any boy now GOD has given me please recommend something.

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Thanks Sameer,

Today i got aurum sulph 200c but after getting this kind of child and my wife operation made me pain now in both legs which was in only one leg and this child gave me shock and lot of tension too as yesterday doctors replied to us that they cannot do anything and my child chances of survival has low so we have to take our child to other big city because he isn't peeing (cannot pass urine) even urinary tube has passed but no urine even in FOUR DAYS. They other city doctors gave us some hope but today they also seems hopeless regarding urine passage so they recommended ULTRASOUND of abdomen i am not with my son as I CANNOT BEAR TO SEE HIM IN THAT CONDITION and i cried a lot when our city doctor disappoints us. Regarding urine before going to other city i gave him a single dose of apis mel 30 and he stopped crying as he constantly cried.

I am hoping of aurum sulph 200c to cover my mental state and physical pains regarding these situation which i am now suffering i.e; wife c-section and baby tension.

Sameer my leg pains are too severe even to walk or go to bathroom and now severe backache started today that's why i did my blood test and the results are:

Uric acid: 8.1
ASO TITRE: POSITIVE (I think due to tonsillitis but please need some remedy to immediatly eliminate them as they can cause heart, kidney problems)
R.A FACTOR: NEGATIVE

It seems i am suffering from severe gout attack or severe uric acid pains so Please you must suggest something to stop pains immediatly and to make ASO TITRE negative and uric acid normal. Please reply ASAP.
[message edited by Paki1 on Wed, 20 Apr 2011 13:29:50 BST]

Sameer my pains are increasing day by day and now my knees and back and backbone are paining like hell and becomes stiff when paused on some position, the main problem is now my feet, my left foot is swollen from downside and upper side and this swollen side is really painful and hot heat flushes comes from my feet, same thing seems happening to right foot also. My whole leg muscles becomes stiff. I did lab test from best lab in pakistan and results are

uric acid 7
Aso titre 281 high (AM I SUFFERING FROM RHEUMATIC FEVER??)

High level of Aso titre can cause rheumatic pains or rheumatic fever and we should have to control strep infections. I am thinking that these severe pains are may be due to high ASO titre.
My urine smells like horse urine and there is lot lot lot of heat coming from my hands and feet specially from swollen spot of feet and also specially at night from both hands and feet or whenever i am on bed.
Should i wait as pain are very very bad and i cannot walk due to pains specially on feet surface. My skin on hands is peeling off, note that this doesn't happened to me before. I think my symptoms are pointing towards sulphur again. Please let me know if you don't mind that i have right now psora. miasm.
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[message edited by Paki1 on Sat, 23 Apr 2011 13:32:05 BST]

Yeah you judged right cool air or cool things makes me feel better but sometimes i want to cover myself.

My throat became sore and i feel tonsillitis are also relapsing. Sameer will homeopathy make ASO titre level within normal range? My mental state has been deeply effected by seeing aso titre high and i get or have great fear of death, heart disease and will die sudden after seeing my aso titre high. I became that much depressed that i cried for hours and hours and made everyone in my home stressed that i will die due to aso titre high though every doctor told me its nothing to worry but i feels my left side of chest i.e heart is paining but in reality there is nothing paining and same like i feels my pains are migrating but originally they aren't. Two doctors agreed i have gout problem but i still insisted them i may have rheumatic fever and then they made a slip of referring me to psychiatrist to rule out firstly my mind as i am depressed by taking so much burden of father';s death, wife before delivery on bed for a month, wife's c-section, baby illness and baby's death has made me psyche patient that's why i am not and cannot believing them etc etc.

Sameer also we should eliminate strepoccoci bacteria from my body and also rule out my sensitiveness to cold. Should i take Ledum Pal 200c

Sameer tonsils are also paining and swallowing is a bit harder than usual. I am afraid that's why i am asking is it safe for tonsils to become tonsillitis during high ASO titre

HI Sameer
Ledum didn't help even a bit and here on forum really took much time and i was in pain so i decided remedy myself (please don't mind) and take it. It helped 30% in pain and feeling mentally confident after that remedy though after this remedy my urination increased you can say 12 times in 13hours during first 24hours and severe watery diahhorea also started and still have. But with the passage of time feeling bit bit better. Its acid benz 30 taken three doses in a day. Is it right remedy and is it working correctly. Just my pain comes in my bear after that. Hoping for much betterness in future days. After first dose tonsils swell too too much that i can feel them hanging in my throat and after third dose one tonsil became normal and the other is still inflammed and painful and also after first dose pains increased very much but now a bit stable.

Please Sameer don't mind i am still in you hands but my mind was judging that remedy since before ledum.

hi sameer

yesterday i noticed my knees and arm and finger joints have white scaly dryness and i fear it may be plaque psoraisis and i also fear may be i am suffering from psoraisis arthritis after searching net. Is there permanant cure for plaque psoraisis?? Please let me know and is it normal to have it or is it too risky or it is a common thing.

but these eruptions r before benz. these what i remember r along with pains and my pains r increasing even i am on powerful anti pain drug pains r starting in new joints ie finger wrist elbow back bone hips knees thats why i fear psoriasis arithritis. do homeopathy have cure for it. plz help me get rid from psoriasis and its arithritis. acid benz didnt help

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Sameer i am crying becoz i visited a dermatologist and he said i have plaque psoriasis and my pain are due to psoriasis mean psoriatic arithritis and i am not eating anything not seeing any one not talking with any one and i am gonna die of that depression that i am suffering from illness that cannot be cured i will be disabled forever. I am still crying a lot lot.
[message edited by Paki1 on Sun, 01 May 2011 11:03:23 BST]

ars 6 isnt available but have 3c or 3x what should i do . pains in back bone elbows wrists fingers knees hip feet increased that cannot sleep.also psoriasis is spreading more. I have fear of been disabled future early death damaging joints and there isnt any medicine for me which will help me recover and what will happen to me
[message edited by Paki1 on Tue, 03 May 2011 03:54:30 BST]

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Got arnsenic album 10m , My backbone pains a lot it seems its anklyosing spondlysis or spondlysis due to psoriatic arthritis. I researched and read that it can be reversed if early diagnosed . Will mine be reversed with ars. 10m And my joint pains also.

Sameer why death of my relatives made me ill as death of my daughter made really really painful anal problems and now my father, my wife one month bleeding with bed rest and then c-section and then my son's death caused this psoriatic arthritis with severe pain.
I know i am kind a extreme sensitive that much sensitive if my one of my family member is laying normal and resting, i will be asking why are you laying r u ill r u feeling good etc etc.

I can sleep normal but whenever i woke i cannot move or get up as my back bone pains a lot with pains in wrist elbow knee hips shoulder joints. I now fear to sleep as it causes lot pains.
also anal symptoms are relapsing
[message edited by Paki1 on Wed, 04 May 2011 13:54:51 BST]