I need help urgently.
I just gave birth to a baby he is 6weeks old.
It was a horrible birth, and I really needed to recover emotionally and physically.
But after a week I was doing much better. I was feeling better than I ever felt.
I was sleeping very well. I was moody towards my family at times. However, I tried my best to be less mood6 and I succeeded. I was doing really well although there were a lot of fears and frustrations lingering. (Having to move, shame, anxiety around baby, worrying about the future)
, but I was managing well.
Then the father of my child -who I have broken up with- disappeared. I could not reach him for days later I discovered that he was admitted to the hospital with a psychosis induced by weed and alcohol and possibly a brain trauma from falling from the stairs. This hit me hard. Because of guilt and my own experience with psychiatry. Around the same time I started getting my period although I breastfeed.
I also got really upset gut. After a week I started feeling better again. I was feeling happy although I still had fears lingering and guilt.
I feel really guilty for leaving him alone after becoming pregnant. I feel really responsible for him and I feel guilty that he was feeling lonely and started drinking. I did try to have contact him but it was very hard because he was pushing me to have an abortion and was also very reproachful one moment and the next moment he said let’s get married. I took care of him so I felt really guilty when I broke our contact. I am very worried about him.
It also reopened a trauma of me. I have been hospitalised two times. One time when I was 7 and one time when I was 23. Both I found very traumatic. During my pregnancy I was also almost hospitalised because I was going crazy however I managed to stay home with help from my mother. I recovered I was doing much better.
So when I heard I was hospitalised I got so scared. Because of worry and because of my own experience.
After this it became very difficult to relax. However I tried and I had good days. However, yesterday I was walking and I went to the church. I prayed to God. When I got home I ate and went to bad. I had a sore throat. I fell asleep very quickly but woke up two hours later feeling very, very hot. Unbearable hot. So hot I could not breath. This happens very often that I wake up feeling too hot. But this time it was worse. I was also feeling ill from the heat, I tried to relax but I felt so bad emotionally and physically. I took sedatief pc but felt worse. I felt very suicidal and saw Jesus before me who wanted to punish me. I had the feeling that God was punishing me. Because I had just prayed for him to give me physical and emotional health so I could look after my child and instead I woke up feeling horrible. I really felt like going insane. It was so scary.
I took I sleeping pill and fell asleep, but slept very little I am not doing well today.
I am so scared of losing my mind again. I want to take care of my child. I am really doing best. My mother’s helps me so much but now she is doing everything because I am feeling horrible. I feel so guilty and frustrated.
I am scared that I am being punished by God. Always when I am doing better this go wrong again.
I seems impossible for me to become stable and to feel safe.
I rarely feel safe. Always feel like there is a physical threat lurking. Constant feeling of not feeling safe. Sometimes I have this under control but sometimes this feeling becomes too much and I go crazy.
It feels very physical. I am very afraid of going insane because I am really afraid from having to go to psychiatry again. I am so scared of being trapped. I very traumatised by it.
I really need help. Should I answer some questions regarding my constitutional type? And the situation now? I need rapid normalisation. What can I do?
Abou on 2020-06-14
15 drops in a cup containing an ounce of water, sip one third of it, 15 minutes later sip the next third of it, and 15 minutes later take the last third of it.HALF AN HR BEFORE DINNER. FOR THREE DAYS
DAY 4 onwards.
AURUM MET 200 TWO PELLETS TWO TIMES A DAY,IN ADDITION KALI PHOS 6X AND FERRUM PHOS 6X FIVE TABS OF EACH THREE TIMES A DAY.
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♡ anuj srivastava 3 months ago
I could not find certain remedies like Kali phos and ferrum phos 6x. I do find it in other dilutions. Should that also work?
Abou 2 months ago
You can start wit Nux and Aurum in the meantime.
[Edited by anuj srivastava on 2020-07-22 04:03:29]
♡ anuj srivastava 2 months ago
If you cannot find the cell salts-
Let me know what country you are and
I can help.
♡ simone717 2 months ago
I bought all the cell salts together and started taking them but I die not feel well so will buy tge ones you said only. Howver no dilution is mentioned so will niet but what they have.
I am from Belgium
Abou 2 months ago
They are trace minerals in tiny amounts.
They usually are tablets you dissolve on
Cell salts correct too much or not enough
Balance in the cell itself. Take what is prescribed,
Because if you take all of them? I find that does not work very well.
Google “Homeoforce” it is in U.K., they have
Them and email to see if they will ship to you.
♡ simone717 2 months ago
She described cannabis indica.
However, if you take a remedy and you brush your teeth almost immediately after-5 to 10 minutes- finishing the whole pellet do you still absorb some of the remedy?
Abou last month
Cause i woke up very unrefreshed, desperate for more sleep i took coculus (suggested nu someone on the forum to me dit sleep). But a whole pellet is too much for me so i immediately brushed my teeth but I still feel effect.
Remedies work better if i take half a pellet otherwise i get side effects but I was busy zo did not notice pellet had dissolved completely.
Can i do something to minimalize effect?
Abou last month
♡ simone717 last month
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