At my wits end _{Page 2 of 2}

My Dear Asad -
I last had contact with you on Sept. 10, 2012 when you had me give my daughter, E, tuber-10M. That was her last dose of anything homeopathic.

It is now November 17, 2012.

Initially it looked like this attempt (homeopathy) was not going to help my daughter. I decided to give it 'tincture of time' as you (and others) encouraged me to...wait.

I can say that today my daughter is a much changed person. She does have some upsets but it is quite limited (a mere shadow of its former self). She is often pleasant, willing to try some NEW things (which would have sent her into an emotional thunderstorm in the past), and getting along much better with her siblings and me. We have nice conversations in which we can speak of normal things, make plans for new things, and she can be stopped from bad behaviors with some gentle steering. I can even give her an instruction to do something (like go brush her hair) and it does not end in a temper tantrum.

I am very impressed with the results. Now I not only like her but even enjoy time with her. I don't feel drained from fighting off the endless tantrums. E is able to focus and has begun to read (she is 10). She was previously such an emotional wreck that she was constantly tossed around by her own emotional turmoil and unable to focus enough to read. She has dyslexia, but she is able to take time and focus enough to read 1st grade level books with little or no help. That is a major development.

Thank you Asad for all your help. I think we now have a strong foundation and can progress in all areas of her life so she will be a stable girl able to learn and LOVE and accept love in return.

God bless you - Ann

I wanted to post a reply to the work that started for E 7 years ago. First, thank you again. E's behavior was stable for several years and despite dyslexia she was able to improve her learning and learned to read and write at an acceptable level (she only struggles with larger words). She is better when she hears information but she can read slowly at a high school level. Unfortunately, she was raped last year (at 16 years old) and it sent her into a spiral of suicide where she was hospitalized 3 times and almost died for sure the last time. This would be devastating for any woman so we had a terrible year. I should have contacted this forum to help but our entire family was traumatized by the incident and we needed time to function. She was also angry and traumatized and I did give her Arnica. However, this year there has been great improvement. She is on an anti-depressant which I would like to get her off but I think she needs a little more time. She can sleep on her own without any medication (she received sleeping medicine at the time of the rape and took it for a little while but she had great trouble getting up in the morning so stopped it after a couple months). We, as a family, are supportive of her healing and she also sees a counselor. I am very proud to say that E received all As at school since August this year and is an honors student. The U.S. has laws in school that allow for a child with dyslexia to avoid having to spell everything correct so she is allowed to write to her ability. I think her writing is at a 5th or 6th grade level in terms of spelling and her reading is much higher. She gets very little help reading - only with large words. In the past years, I would get books on tapes and CDs from the library and she loved listening to them so her speaking and listening skills are actually past high school level. Mostly the big change happened in her anger. After the rape, she was very angry (rightfully so) but she was able to see a future for herself after about 4 months and stopped her suicide attempts and could speak well of her future. She is planning to attend cosmetology school after she graduates and her teachers believe she can learn to work in a hair salon and be able to make a living as an adult. I cannot tell you how grateful I am to everyone who has helped my darling daughter. I think that if she hadn't gotten better on homeopathics before the rape that she would now be dead. Her 3 suicide attempts were here at home and I think she did that because she wanted to be saved so we got her to the hospital on time. Thank you so much. I would appreciate any advice about getting her off her anti-depressants. In the beginning, I would not have considered taking her off them but it is more than a year and now I can see that they don't really cure her - they just hide and dull some of her symptoms. She sleeps a lot. She wants to come home and go to sleep and sleep until dinner, eat and go back to bed. She can easily sleep at least 12 hours. It is winter here and I think she has always functioned better in the summer. She is brown skinned and I think she may need the Vitamin D from the sun more than whiter people. I encourage her to go outside when the sun shines and leave her arms and legs in the sun for 20 minutes but we have had a lot of rain and she cannot do this very often. She said that her desire to commit suicide is not totally gone but she might briefly think of it almost every day. She says she does not feel the desire to act on those feelings. For almost a full year I would not leave her alone. If she was not in school and I had to go to work I would make sure she was always with a trusted adult. I have left her home many times (4 months) now without an adult and she is safe. I ask her if she feels suicidal and she says mostly not. She loves going to school and has a small job after school that she enjoys. She can laugh with friends. Our government thinks that 1 of every 3 women in the U.S has been raped. So incredibly sad. If you have advice for help to get off her anti-depressant I would very much appreciate it. Thank you to everyone.

Thank you very much.