Trying to conceive, follicular study suggested, with Fertyl/Clomid _{Page 2 of 5}

dr showrav
i am noting my symptoms, will write in details tomorrow. i am arranging the german make medicine u asked for.long mail soon, tomorrow from me
thanks

dr showrav
i am replying in detail to all the questions you have asked along not just in your last post but ealrier ones too. please take the time read all f it. please prescribe for cinceiving which is a main problem right now in my life and also for my aches, details of which i will describe below in my temperament. that you will know what sort of person i am and advice me better.
i am just jotting down everything below.i hope all this remains confidential as i put to you most details of my life.
-november 5-7 i have periods caused by pill. doctor asks me to stop pill and come next few mnths for follicular study.i stop pill on nov1.

-i luckily thank god find you as am anxious and depressed and freaked out by this way of trying to have a child and you advice puls200, which i have and get my periods in 3days.so
nov17-19 periods.

-when i got my periods ie after having puls, the main thing was that i did not have full day migraine for 2-3days as i usually do before i get my periods.i felt better, pain in legs slightly better, constipation worse and my left side pain of shoulder became better for 2-3 days.
-since constipation was there, headache came back after 2 days as i always get it when constipated which i mostly am.thirst was , is still there all the time even as i write to you. i sit with a bottle of water. please note i left having cold water many years ago as i try and follow natural path, hence i never now fel thiirsty for cold water, its jsut thrist. cold water dosnet go down my throat anymore.
-stool as i said is small goat like and i have to go many times a day. lot of times urging is there but it dosent happen.that too makes me feel more headachy.it is on a very rare day that i get stool well formed in one go my stomach gets cleared. mostly when i get the urge for tiny bits, i have to rush, if i dont rush and go to the loo then in 15 mintues it kind of gets pushed back and constipates. so if on a particular day i am travelling for a meeting m ystomach dosent get clear before i leave, when i am on way i cant go and after the meeting ends i have a big headache want to jsut get home, wear loose clothes and lie down.if the heache becomes migraine then it pains and pains and sometimes after two days of contipation, headache has become my body's way of telling me i need to pass stool. and then i vomit, feel better after vomiting, gas forma in stomach. i go hard to pass stool every time i try heache becomes worse and more painful. whole night passes like this, only after i have passed out enough stool and vomited, i can hope to sleep in night and wake up with clear head.
mostly i am averse to sound also when i have a heache.i dont like sound, people taking, tv loud when i am heaving a conversation or doing something. i have to put all sound off, tell my mother to mute the tv if i ame xpalining something to her while she is watching tv.
-wetness if vagina, (asked by you)- if i am aroused properly during sex then i am wet at the start, otherwise after or around when we finish. i am not a very dry person. moslty normal is also wet, not too too dry.
-feeling during sex(asked by you)-i get good feeling, enough if my husband has a good erection, if not then i dont.
-my husband suffers from diabetes and high cholestrol and due to the diabetes, sometime he looses his erection while inside me and then gets it again after a while. he has low sex drive too as he got diabtetes couple of years ago, he is 38 only. please suggest if he can take any medicine to increase his desire for sex and also for good hard erection and not loosing it.
-if i need long to be satisfied(asked by you)-not too long, but i need him to be hard, if he looses it then i dont come or feel satisfied.
-urine-normal, i go often day and night
stool- small, like a goats, brown.
antoehr very importnat fact is if i am nervous about anything at all then all constipation vanishes from my system and i have loose motions whcih need to be contolled by allopathic medicine.so sometimes i feel my chronic constipation s also because in life for many things i dont let go, i dont relax, i still hold on.
rbc, wbc-count is always normal, i have always been on lower end of rbc though as i am always slightly anaemic.
i am very very fair complexioned, beautiful girl who attracts attention all the time. complexion almost plae and yellowish base.my arms and legs one can see the blue veins as skin is light coloured and translucent.

-no history of incidence of psorasis, syphilis, or any other sexual disease in mine/husbnads life and each of our families.

-i am fuly developed sexually, never any sort of problem faced anywhere on that front at all. perfectly healthy woman, only most problems are of the mind i have to say. and yes my liver , my systems of apssing stool, etc have always been slow and sluggish, including menstruation..never had any problems in having a healthy sex life.

-now i tell you my temperament in relation to what has been happening past 2-3 days and you migh be able to understand my sysytem better this way.i finish periods on friday 17th, i already knew on monda and tuesday i had a visit to a passport offic and the nex today and interview.so on saturday and defintiely by sunday i begin to feel nervous, anxious that these two problematic things have to be done. i already imagine scenarios in my mind that if this doent happen then i do this, and if this happens then this will be my next step, etc etc.
by monday when i have to go to find why my passport is still stuck i cant sleep through the night, not even a wink, then in the morning(though usually i am awlays constipated), i have loose motions, which is nothing new, everytime i have to face a class to teach, do anything new or unknown, i get loosies.and i must tell you i have many international awards as i always seem exceptional, confident in my interviews.but yes when i am on job, people can stop that i easily ebcome nervous rscared on small things.

also i cry very easily, get emotional too fast. even when i am at a mall shopping, getting abill and the lady sayd you look like someone who doesnt like being disrespected i get big tears in my eyes, if someone shows me kindness or if i show someone kindness, like a beggar on the road.

-so now i go to do this work already on a loosie controlling allopathis medicnine. as anticipated my day is horrible, i am shuttled through rooms and work is done or not dont know. now when i come back i start fearing ok, passprot will come but what if they print my name wrong, beacuse i have seen somewhere a spelling mistake was made, so antoehr wrry takes over my mind.

so in life i lways anticipate and fear situations. my husband and sister say i can today start thinking that 5 years down when i have my child go to school how will fund his education in college or how will i wake up ealry for his tiffin making and start worrying about that today itself.i get scared and then i go and do the task well.

-so i come back from passport office, hassled, confused, mind not overking on the problem but over working in a way. my whole right side of head strts aching and as much as i try i cant relax or sleep beacuse next day is also lined up. by evening i have shoulder ache, headache, aniety.

-next day again before interview i cant sleep the night even though i take a mdicine to go to sleep, i go give my interview and by evening i am anticipating. the problem isnt that they will refuse me, the problem is if they ask me to come and join, how will i tackle them, how will i i tell them, if i refuse this job, will the other offerstill hold in another place. with work and the jobs today i like to do something of my own, otherwise i feel i am signing my life off for a big amount of money to someone else who holds the reigns of my life. my time will no longer be mine, i cant tkae leave when i want to, i will be asked to come and work on saturday, and i have done it before and i just hate it. at the same time i havent got the money to become and enterpreneur. so look for some mid way where i can earn also and still have my time.
-so yesterday evening i sat with heached on right side o head, shoulder.
-today i have constipation back, my left shoulder is paining, i am feeling anxous, what if the phone rings and its them and my heart beat is also much faster.

-as i explained throught the situations above i tend to get overwhelmed by situations. more and more i am seeing when opposed, too angry or like when i meet with something where i should stay calm, instead i get so anxious and scared, my brain jsut stops functioning. i dont know anymore what i should do and just quit. my mind becomes clouded and blank and confused.
-i am unable in situations to thnk my problems through i just blank out. like at the pssport office, when twice after trying they told me to go and get some more documention , even though i know it is with them, i just felt tired and heavy and couldnt think anymore. my husband whose mind was calm told me go here, do this, now do this, and thats how i survived. i have to tell you here that i have acheiheved much, i have lived on my own out of my country for many years and i was fine.
-i always used to get nervous but past couple of years mind mind just sstops working, i cant think straight anymore, i break under pressure or nervousness and this is not good.the blood goes out my head.
i want to be strong, good, like i always am but when neede most i dont want to loose my nerves.
-this thing only is manifesting since past few months as contstant pain in left side, like from head, to shoulder to arms, head, feet, leg, everything feels abit limp and aches, this happens when i get into an argumant, when i am opposed or not understood. it almost makes me feel like how they show is hindi movies that you get a stroke. the stuaion is not extrme but this is not good, it also happens when i am in high speed traffic.
so the main thig is anxiousness, getting overwhelmed and mid getting clouded and not being able to think and function throguh the problem. i dont want to shut down but my system just shuts down.

my husband says how can i be like this for such small things. i tell him it beacuse my father was mostly away when we were young, we faced things on our own and when e was around he was very very angry all the time and a kind of person scaring us for small smaal things. parents used to fight and even today me and my sister cant stand out parents fighting. it does not effect them, but it has had such a bad effect on both of us as we have weak never and heads now. even she gets headaches.also we feel we are very simple good people, who get cheated or overrun by todays people who are angry, agressive, playing mindgames in office, etc.
this who left side spondiltits or whatever kind of pain it is is bad and also my left left feels numb after a while.
i hope this helps you to understand me better. mainly i want medicine for me to conceive, for my husband to have good energy while having sex, i want to be a person who dosent run off in time when my brain is needed to work. this way i will never be abel to be strong and succeful in life. i feeli should have no pressure only happines that i can paint, express myslf, cook and make my loved ones happy.if this wa spossible if we were very rich and didnt need any money.
please help if you can for the problems above and mostly for ahving a child.
i am still trying to get calc phos german make should get it today or by friday.
thanks

you had also asked:
read Onosmodium, Lachesis, Causticum, Lachesis, Thiroidium and Merc sol symptoms and tell me which one is most similar to ur body symptoms?Pls concentrate in mental symptoms carefully to find common in them.

i feel onosmodium matches most symptoms, thiroidum matches some and little bit lachesis. rest dont match much.
please ask further for any symptoms that will help u deicded between these three too!

before marriage i used to wake up depressed a lot. and also i was heartbroken.
so i had been given anacardium to have ever 15 minutes, thrice by and uncle and even now when i feel low and sick mentally or depressed, low without much reason or nervous before class, i have anacardium and feel better.also lycopodium once a months and sometimes sepia, ignatia, staphygaria was given.

another symptom i forgot to tell you i prespire, like my undearms become sweaty and little less the area around my front neck whenever i am nervous or anxious.

after my marriage, i am not alone so that depression went away, but sometimes even now i feel it but like once in 6 months.

please help me not just to conceive, my baby which i really want and hope for in life right not, but also not to be anxious. right now i am sitting feeling nervous that what might happen of job people call, with my heart beating hard. i try and not be alone, like be with my mother who will understand or just her talk or positivity mght take off my worries off my mind, make me forget it. i dont want to be like this or go through life like a scared person at all. i want to be happy and strong under any circumstance especially normal ones like job etc which most people dont get affected by at all.

hello dr showrav
where are you. i am getting medicine tomorrow and have send u detailed mails over last few days with symptoms.please reply soon when u find time.

please reply, waiting.

have got calc phos 12x, need to know how to start taking it.
please reply, i request you check at least your account after every2-3 days to advise medicine. its been 6-7days now.if u feel you are busy and cannot devote time, please do let me know, i could consult a homeopath locally, i wouldnt mind i the least. i need regular advice as this is a very serious issue i am dealing with.

dr showrav
i drink a lot of water but never close to meal time or with my food. atleast an hour after and before meal i never have any water, nor with my meal. so costipation cause is something else.

i will arrange for other medicines, do i need german make only, the pusatilla was SBL, i can get sbl or bhandari's or if you insist then german make, which is little more expensive, so pleas advice.

i have had anacardium200, i have tincture at home, i was given whenever i feel nervous like before a meeting, or class or if for no reason i get glooomy sinking feeling, like a heatbreak, then to mix in water and have three doses every 20 min.i used to have it more before marriage. after marriage its been more than 1.5 years, i have only had it twice , once when i had a class to take, another when i felt depressed.
lycopdium 200 was told as a deep acting remedy, which i have a sugar balls, but this was also given, to take a break from anacardium and have a dose of lycopidum like once a month only for 2-3 months as far as i remember.i have been given cheldonium for liver.i have not had the medicines u prescribe.

please can u tell me i was told there is folliculinum for ovulation in women, now that medicine is not available in india. do you know of this medicine as many women with my condition was prescribed this to make the ovulation higher.

i have no cravng for salt, only for salty things like chips or maggi or pulses, etc.

husband-
he is tall, normal brown complexion, 38 yrs old. had typhoid 2years back after which he developed all this-diabetes, hiatus hernia of upper abdomen, gerd, reflux and hugh cholestrol.
a few months back when i was away, in june he developed an abcess close to his anus, puss formation which doctor said could have been due to even a hair pull and it grew so much it had to operated on.since then we have found a good doctor and his sugar is very much under control, hba1c is under control, though the contol is due to the allopathic medicines.
due to diabetes he sometimes gets exhausted., thats why lower sexual funtion also.
he goes to the toilet for stool very regularily, twice a day like clockwork.no problem.
even the urintation, even with diabtetes has increased only marginally in the past few years. he has no eye problem, kidney or liver problem, we had all tested.
professionally he is an academic, headin an institute, he loves his work is comfortable with it and enjouys it. my husband 2 years ago had a big heartbreak, divorce with a woman who just left him, he used to eat wherever , whenever, and for about 2 years he sayd till we got married, he was very very sad.he is very elevated and has no anger like most people and has forgiven bygones and says he made mistakes too. with me he is in a bigger more hectic city and he has to cope with long distane travel, big city.
he is by nature one of the sweetest clamest person i have seen. he can think no evil, do no eveil, only thinks well of everyone, ready to help and even if he gets angry he troubles himself, never people around him.

cravings wise he loves sweet things and non vegetarian food. very happy with all that is given to him to eat.sometimes when he is outside with guests i see he puts stuff into his mouth just out of a wish to eat as is he was not given food at some point, rather than for taste.
please help him too, for his sugar, his cholestrol triglycerides is very high and we are slowly bringing it down with allopathic, however high triglycerides also runs very strongly in his family, all his father, father brothers have had bypass surgeries and all are living. i feel due to high sugar sometimes hwile having intercourse he looses his erection,gains i gain but after 10mintues which spoils things for us.

dear dr showrav,
just to say, when i ws having normal period after marriage, my prolactin was always high, in the pregnant values, which also did not let me get pregnant.

they controlled it with cabergol.25mg.
now i am not ahving it as you said stop all medicines and periods are natural than by medcine, so jsut telling you so you can keep that in mind. next time when i have periods i will get blood test done on 2nd day to tell you prolacrtin value. please let me know if u need this information or not.
also next month will i have to take pulsatilla like last month n the same days to get my periods?

dr showrav

FOR ME
im arranging german medicines
Thiroidium 30c, Antim Crud 200c, |*
6
*Ferrum phos 12X for me,

please tell the thioidium, etc should i get the liquid bottles or to get them made as globules?

FOR HUSBAND
Sulpher 200c
Nux vomica 200c
Typhoidinum 200c
Staphysagria 200c
Calc carb 200c
and
Ignesia 200c 5doses n Anacardium 200c 5 doses of medicine for him
again all the 200potency ones should we get liquid or globules made.

my husband says he has never been a very high on sex guy. he always likes to do it sometime, when it comes beautifully. he says it because he is not relaxed. like every other thing in life which sometimes happens and sometimes dosent, this too.
he says it has always been like that, though i feel diabetes could have added to it.so it might not be a mental comples totally, he is very soft natured man and so too for sex.
he says the main feeling from his divorce has been that he was not able to do justice to the woman and her family concerned, that his efforts did not meet with justice, so the main feeling is this.
we can do a two years treatment provided you can guide him for two years, i have no problem following it.

with this new information do you still want me to get all the above medicines you have prescribed for him, please advice?

please tell me why was i given anacardium?
many thanks

i have noted the new medicines
still want to confirm if we get all of these as liquids?

dr showrav

thanks for explaining about folliculinum and anacardium.

onosmodium was also matching my symptoms the most from the choices you had asked earlier, but you have asked for thiroidinum in the medicines.just letting you know.

i want to say that, migraine, constipation, mental pressure for me are all mind related. my biggest problem is anything happens, anything, i worry about it, try to solve it, take its burden on my head, suddenly my mind and heart starts racing and i think of many options quickly. and then my headache starts, either right side, or left side. this happens day to day. yesterday i was jsut sitting, again i hear we have to go to passport office for my husband and again i go into panic state, now what, when willl he go, what will happen, i hope no one is playing dirty, etc etc. and then i get headache , ache behind the eye, neck and shoulder on one side start feeling strained and start aching soon enough.
on other days migraine happens due to constipation which i have almost every second day.
so it would be great if you can prescribe me that all this goes away from the root. if you could also give something which i can have everytime i feel panicked, so i dont develop this strain and headache. anacardium had been given like this for when i felt nervous , or depressed. it used to work very effectively and even does now, but like you said it hasnt eradicated the problem. but this is also my temperament which causes this, and its very difficult to change temperament, so all my life i can keep getting worried about smallt things on day to day basis as that is my nature. i try and do meditation etc but when a situtation comes up i get nervous still. nervous of facing people, situations, problems, of doing something big, commiting, all of this.

i will be able to arrange for medicines in the next 2-3 days, definitely by friday.

you asked about mental state after pulsatilla.
i would say the three days i was having the dose, i think i felt shade better, no headache no spondilits, or was ok, but after all has come back, like i have written separately, i panic, get stressed for any problem or challenge that comes to my life on everyday problems, think too much too quickly and then all this headache, spondiltis, racing heart, if have to face pubilc then loosies instead of constipation , all these come back, they have all come back after the 3 doses of puls. but probably have come back for a day or so and not gone on and gone continuosly for 2-3 days.

calc carb

i find the physical symptoms like cysts, ulcers, etc i dont have at all, never have had them.

mental symptoms calc carb seem very close to me, low energy, anxiiety, weakness, indeigestion, flatulence brought on by anxiety,etc, also the emotional symptoms are very similar to what i have as a person, no tolerance for cruelty, contemplative all are very much person like me.

yes we have tried intercourse when you prescribed.

dear dr showrav

i have now got all the medicnies you suggested :
im arranging german medicines
Thiroidium 30c, Antim Crud 200c, |*
6
*Ferrum phos 12X, calc carb200c for ME,

FOR HUSBAND
Sulpher 200c
Nux vomica 200c
Typhoidinum 200c
Staphysagria 200c
Calc carb 200c
and
Ignesia 200c 5doses n Anacardium 200c 5 doses of medicine for him
again all the 200potency ones should we get liquid or globules made.

calc phos i am having twice a day. now please tell how to have all the above medicines for me and separately for husband.

also puls200 u said have 7 days before next expected period, so how many day? 3 days like ealrier or what. next expected date for epriods would be 17 dec.

await your clear description on how to proceed on having all these medicines.

await your reply on how to take all medicines.

just another day in my life, to give you and example of my temperament. in the morning some neigbour above who keeps watering her plants and our stuff below gets wet.i have not bothered about this for a long time. few days ago they did this, i was upset and i went and spoke to them very poiltely, had a chat and came back. after that again today same thing happens. now i went up and and gave a angry peice of my mind to this womans maid, sounding very rude and very stern and angry.hopefully they wont do it again. but i come back to my house and by that time only, my head had become hot, the right side of my head starts aching, my shoulder, spinditiis like pain starts after a tightness in shoulders. i feel like being hugged by someone and i feel bad as to why people dont listen when spoken piltely and message only goes across if you are stern? so i feel so bad i order flowers to be delivered to my neigbour woman who actaully maybe dosnet have my benefit in mind and probably knows all her maid is upto. only after i have the flowers send to her i feel better.migraine also starts.

so this is my nature. small thing, everyday whihc happen put me off my balance beacuse i like to be in apolite world full of love and good things and in the real world people like this ones maid, laughs at u, thinks other person is fool. that attitutde i cant take, its gets me so angry, i become another person for 5 mintutes and then all that comes and harms my mind and body only. so either i need the strength to fight all this or go on lviing with people doing just what they like and i keep taking it beaicse if i sya something i only trouble my mind and body.
if while all this heated discussion was happening, other people wold have joined in, or the lady would have opened up and elborate thing to do then by then my brian only would have stopped functioning and i would find it difficult to solve the thng by understand as i get overwhelemed.
also at the end of such a situaion when i am back, crying helps taking out what has happened.

p.s-we are having interocurse as prescribed and i hope i can be blessed soon.