Dr. Gavinmurthy-Please help.

. My main suffering: Presently it is suffering from high anxiety, depression, High B.P. and total loss of confidence,inferiority complex and poor memory.Even a little stress causes high anxiety and my work suffers as a result.

2. Nothing apart from Hypertension and loss of energy during the depressive phase.

3. Mental Suffering:Always worried, anxious, stressed, tendency towards negative thinking, thinking that something terrible is happening inside my brain. Loss of confidence in handling work in office. Try to avoid people and stressful situations. I was not so about 3 years back although I did have phases / bouts of depression in the past.

4. Same as above. Plus for some time now I have been feeling that my future is totally bleak. I suffer from extreme inferiority complex and loss of confidence.

5. It all started about 20 years back. I used to be a worrying type from the beginning. But earlier it was not enough to derail my normal life. I used to be very lean and thin and people used to tease me for this. I was alaways very conscious of this fact. One event that I can remember is that I was once hurt in the abdomen while playing football in school. For a long time I felt that I have a deep injury inside and was always hesitant to discuss with anyone in my famliy. I was deeply scared.

6. Early mornings and late evenings.During my low ohases even daytimes are difficult to pass.

7. For about a year now, things that aggravate my sufferings are stressful situation, talking to people in person or over telephone.

8. No. Except stressful situations.

9. I feel better during cold weather and like rains also. Do not feel comfortable in Hot and humid conditions.

10. Very moody, at times arrogant, easily offended, arguing at times, lazy, easily irritable.Now I feel that I am suspiciois also.

It gives me a pleasant feeling befor and after a
thunderstorm.

I like being consoled during tough times.

I am sensitive to strong sunlight and also feel uncomfortable in noisy atmosphere.

I have a habit of constantly thinking (mostly negative) and talikng to myself.

My fears are about my health, future and family.My dreams are mostly vague and these days I do not remember much after waking up.

12 I have sweet cravings and have aversion to spicy, hot and fried stuff. I am very conscious about what I should eat.

13. My thirst is excessive. I can dring as much water as I can get.

14. My hunger is normal. When in my cheerful mood, I like eating a lot.

15. None.

16. I sweat a lot during summers and humid waether. I generally sweat in chest and arms. When stressed, I wake up with fearin early mornings with sweating in my lower legs.My sweat does not smell repulsive at all.

17. My bowel movement is generally okay. Occasionally, I have constipation.

18. Normally I sleep for 7-8 hours. When I am anxious or disturbed I find it difficult to sleep with ease and I do not wake up fresh at all. I feel heaviness in the haed and too much strain in Eyes. I tend to wake up in early hours often worrying about my health.

19. Yes. Only for the last few months I feel decline in sexual energy and desire.I am very conscious of this too.

20.I always want to excel and stand out in whatever I do. I wnat to look and feel the best. I was once highly ambitious.

21. Treated for some time for Bipolar Depression - Lithium carbonate Tab for about a year. Some anti-depressants too.

Presently on Seloken XL-100 mg (Beta blocker) and Loram=H (anti-Hypertensive) for about 3 years.

Homeopathy - Arg. Nit 200- 2 doses in June /July 2006.

Carcinosin 200 (single dose) in October 2006.
Rubrum Met 200.

Essentia Aurea (10 days).

Presently not taking any homeo medicine.

22. My parents are taking medicines for B.P. for the last 6-7 years. I have three siters and I am the only brother. One of my elder sister has high B.P. The youngest is taking medicines for Thyroid (Hyper) for the last 1 year. My paternal uncle died of cancer at the age of 45 years.

23. Looks- Tall (6 ft.), slim with slightly dry skin. During my low phases my skin becomes very dry and slightly dar also. earlier I used to have very thick hair. But it has thinned somewhat maybe due to stress. I have taken Lycopodium 1M (2 doses) in the last one month Lyco 10M about 6 months back. I had also taken a dose of Ancardium 200 about 3 months back. All these medicines have given me temporary relief. But these problems seem to come back. I am presently going through a phase where I am having reptitive negative thoughts, lack of confidence, forgetfullness, poor memory. I am to face a very important interview on 29th July'08. I want a long term cure through homeoapthy. Please HELP