dr. nawaz please help a mother...... _{Page 38 of 43}

Hello Dr Nawaz,
After the 3 days doses of calc carb 200, i am feeling better now. No tiredness and fatigue now.
But i am experiencing too much of anger and irritation now. I am shouting and screaming at my child with no apparent causes. I feel bad too.
I feel, whatever i am doing is too much of a responsibility for a single person and i have been trying hard to manage and balance them all. I am too stressed out and i am too mad at my husband for the cause of all these.
I don't know when will this stress end ? My husband is enjoying seeing all the sufferings i am going through saying that i chose this life. Yes, i chose this life but at least i am proud of myself that i am not dependent on others to raise my kid. At least i am not like him who left a daughter in vain. Whatever stress i have to go through I will never leave my daughter like him. Yes, i picked this life in America because i was aware of the situations back home. I did not want to suffer more, I did not want my child be raised in "scarcity" like i had to in my childhood. I did not want her to go through the pains i went through when i was a child. I didn't want her to be depressed like me. I don't think it was not a wise decision to think of your and your child's future. I know i am going through tough days here but i know this is far more better than what i would experience if i had gone back. My daughter would never forgive me for giving her that life if i had went back home cowardly. No, i will fight for as long as I can. I pray to god to give me more strength and courage to cope with every odd situation in life. I know, one day my daughter will thank me for whatever i am doing for her betterment.
I just want this anger go away and i get my smile back.
Thank you so much for each and every help you provided me. You are the only support for me Dr Nawaz. And i am so thankful to you for being my guardian and guidance.

Hello Doctor Nawaz,
I am feeling too tensed, too dizzy, too stressed out. I am still irritated, angry and shouting and yelling. I think Colocynthis did not help me much this time. My head is heavy and burning. On the top my sis in law has some complaints with me which i cannot solve or its not under my control. I can't take it when someone tries to control me or complain against me.
Please help me.

Hello Dr Nawaz,
I have already ordered Colocynthis 1M online, as I didn't have it at home. It may take 2-3 days to reach to me. Will take a dose as suggested by you, as soon as i get it.
I am feeling little better now than yesterday and this morning.

Thanking you.
And a Happy New Year to you and your family !!

Hello Dr Nawaz,
I received Colocynthis 1m just now. Should I take a dose or should i wait ?
I took 3 doses of Staph 200c so far. I haven't taken any remedy today.

Also, its my birthday tomorrow :) Can I expect a birthday wish from a person whom I respect as my own father ? I would like to thank you once again for being a great support for me in my difficult days. Without your help, it was almost impossible for me to do everything that i have been doing to raise my daughter well. I heartily thank you Dr Nawaz.

Hello Dr Nawaz,
I have sent you an email. Please see.

Thank you very much for your birthday wishes.

Hello Dr Nawaz,
How are you doing ?
I took Colocynthis 1m on 8th Jan. I have been doing okay. But i am experiencing extreme anger. and also dizziness while i put even a little pressure on my mind. My nerves are jittery.
I feel like running away from my current environment with my daughter. I don't wanna be bothered by anybody. I want to have my own beautiful world withiout any lies and fakeness and with my own rules and regulations. I feel like its too much now. My head is heavy.

Hello Dr Nawaz,
My anger has started about 3-4 days ago and is constant. My head burns time to time. I am irritated and annoyed. My dizziness is little better now.
I just hate these greedy people. I pay whatever I can for food and shelter and these people still expect me to spend money on the things I need. They don't buy food for long time and wait till I go buy some. I can't spend any extra on the stuff as I already gave them money to buy food and stuff for my daughter and me too. I am not saying anything on their behavior as I don't want any argument on these small things. I wanna think big and broad. I don't wanna take tensions on these small things. How can they expect more from me ? Is this called a help for a helpless person ? My brother was the only person who didn't expect anything from me when i stayed with him. He used to tell me to stand on my feet which was enough for him.
Here, everybody is after money which is really annoying.
I really don't wanna talk to these guys. I just listen to them and smile, but they have problem with me that i am too quiet. I really dont find nothing to add or subtract on the things they discuss about, so I just stay quiet. But at work I am not quiet as i find some similar things to talk about with my friends.
I know i am the "needy" one here, so I don't react on the things, rather get furious and frustrated inside. I can't even stand up for myself and for my daughter. but I can't tolerate injustice anywhere.
This is really depressing and i am sad too. I am also fearful about hearing about anyone's death. I can't hear people suffering from any disease and died. I fear about my own death hearing those things. I start thinking will I die like that too ? It's really scary. If I hear about those news I don't get sad I get scared I don't know why.

Hello dr Nawaz,
I took Ars Alb 200 for 3 days.
Today is the 5th day. Other things are okay but I am having too much of anger which is extreme. Its kind of uncontrollable. I am irritated, yelling and shouting. Nothing seems right for me. I feel like this is not fair to me kind of feeling. Too much anger and agitation is there which is bothering me and others too. I am getting mad so easily now.
please help me please.

My head is burning. I am depressed too.
Extremely irritated and angrier.
If anybody says something I get furious.
My anger has increased.

Something happened lately too which has increased my frustration and anger too.
My husband recently got his greencard and his sister here was the one who received it here as the address was here. His sister told this good news to a third person instead of me. She knows it very well that I have been waiting for his brother to come back and support his family(us). This news could have given me a great hope of coming him back, this news could have been a biggest happiness of my life as i could imagine the moment he is back with his family. But she didn't even think that she should let me know about the news. She knew how important it was to give me the good news. She lives just around the corner here and I got the good news from a different irrelevant person from different state. What a shame !!
I was in nowhere waiting for this guy. I was too much depressed. I became very quiet just because i was separated from my husband. Everybody knew about it. And when it comes to convey a good news I do not exist. I also have rights to be happy. Why his sister does not know about it ? She thought of giving the news to my brother's wife and not me.
I dont care about my husband gets greencard or citizenship. All I have been wanting is his comeback no matter how.
Its always me who stay quiet even people treat me bad. But i have emotions too.

Hello Dr Nawaz,
I took Colocynthis 200c as per your advise for 3 days. It's been few days now.
I am not angrier like before now which is a big relief.
Thank you.

Hello Dr Nawaz,
I am too much irritated frustrated and depressed.
I miss a support. There is no financial, emotional and physical support for me. I never got these from my husband either. Now he is asking for money from me. How can I expect a support from the person who is already weak on those things. I am worried about my future and my daughter's future.
If I ever get sick or something nobody's gonna care because if I can't give money to these people they are gonna say we can't do anything for you, you take your decision.
Moteover, these people suspects on me. They watch me wheresver I go even when I go to work. My husband's brother wakes up at 3am in the morning as soon as I wake up and then go back to sleep after 10-15 minutes when he is confirmed that I am really going to work, oh my god this is too much.
They talk to me about AIDS and all. Why on earth they are like that ? If I had to go with other person, i would not be waiting for my husband here. And also, i do not want anybody else touching me that's why I do not talk to any boys or men.
Being alone does not mean that i go somewhere to fulfill my physical needs. I do not care about my physical needs, I need mental and emotional support. Why don't these people understand me ? How much can people be ignorant ? Why do they wanna interfere in my personal matter ? Its like accusing an innocent one.
And here I am who is always quiet and just gulp the frustration. If its accumulated too much in my head then I yell at my poor child.
I can't ignore their behavior everytime. People torture them more when they think that the other person is helpless, quiet and alone. People want me to react on their behavior but when they see me quiet, they get more furious.
I am fearing of insanity. My head is heavy. Please help me.

Hello Dr Nawaz,
I took Gelsemium 200 for 3 days as per your advice. Today is the 6th day.
I am 30-40% okay than what I was experiencing.

Currently, I am experiencing too much of anger, hatred, frustration and too much of sadness inside me. I am trying to control these negative emotions but with failures. I am feeling so lonely. This loneliness is the biggest culprit for me.
It seems there is no positivity left inside me. My husband is blaming me for everything which is making me more helpless and weak. I wanted encouragement and support and on the top he is saying you are responsible for everything. If he thinks i am responsible for everything then, isn't there a limit for punishment or he wants to punish me for my whole life, only blaming and torturing ? Don't you think enough is enough ? I am really tired of fighting with the situation and environment as I don't see any way out or end of misery. I don't know what to do ? I am fed up.

Hello Dr Nawaz,
I had ignatia for 3 days as per your advice. I am just 20-30% okay.
Please help me, my head is burning so hard its congested and achy. i am so irritated and so depressed. Nothing is going good with me. I have a fear of insanity and breakdown.
It seems everyone is trying to hurt my emotions. At work, at home and everywhere. I feel like bursting out. I have so much of frustration inside. Feeling so helpless. It's hampering my work.
I just want to concentrate on my child. I am so weak emotionally. Can't take any decisions.
Please help me get rid of this frustration and heache.