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how is sleep?

when is best time for you during day/night? worse?

musicman, thank you for saying sorry. :)

Hi Red Butterfly,

Well, I am your twin on on the other side of this post. I FEEL for you imensily. However, I know that a little hope is better than none and that is what has kepe me going. I am not able as of yet to drive to town (I live in the country). I am not able to rid myself of the anxiety yet. I am however starting homeopathy treatment and have noticed that my dizziness has subsided...unless I am on the computer alot. The computer seems to make it all worse. Here's the worst part for me right now...I just found out that I need a root canal and the only way to get it fixed is to get to town and get it fixed. Think I am ok with this? NO WAY. I am freaking out. I haven't left this town in 2 years....yes, 2 years...and the year before that wasn't too productive either. I am currently going to try 'Pure Calm' with homeopathy remedies for anxiety and for my tooth. I tried to take an antibiotic last night and I was sicker than a dog. Anyhow, I am writing you because your post hit home with me...it's much to relative to what I have experienced... but, I have found that making myself go to the store even keeps me happier, stronger and faithful. There are only 2 small shopping centers here... so I go to starbucks..not for the caffeine..DON'T drink ANY caffeine. I go there to be social...to IN LIFE. When we detach ourselves we are making the choice.. be it hard or not to become detached. I shouldn't talk..I haven't been able to drive to town in 2 years. But, I still know what needs to be done and I do what I can. So my best advice to you is to remember to always push yourself as far as you can...even if it's just to the mail box. Just because it's taken me so long and I'm not fully recovered doesn't mean it will take you that long. I am confident your situation is a combination of diet, toxins and detachment from your husband. Seek homeopathy, detoux and find spirituality..and imagine your husband is with you more than he's not. Imagine his presence...it will help. Talk to him as often as possible. He'll be home again. Me heart goes out to you deeply. I wish you all the best and i'm always here if you need a friend. You can write me at Angiedebem at aol. Take care of yourself and breathe deeply.

Hello again. I tried to get your email but it isn't showing. Did you see my clue in my post? Email me there...and I would love to be your friend. I too am in need of friends. Talk to you soon.

I did...I replied...or maybe I didn't send it...give me a sec.

redbutterfly, i am sorry if it was mentioned before but...did u ever have anxiety when you were a child??

Salmon and tuna are loaded with mercury. Do you have any amalgam fillings? Even one is enough to give you mercury toxicity. Your husband leaving can be a trigger, but it sounds so much like mercury toxicity. Right down to the itching and crawling feeling.

Ask your doctor to do a hair analysis and a blood test. I believe Doctor's Data and the Great Plain's Laboratory do the testing.

Homeopathy can definitely help. Find a good qualified, classical homeopath. Email me if you would like recommendations.
Best wishes.

Hi again,

That's what I did...a hair follicle test. It indicated that I had 140% lead and 95% radium in my body. Horrible. I don't know that is the cause of the anxiety...but maybe an underlining contribution to it. Anyhow...it's a good thing that your doing that...it will tell you what improvements you need and that's a start. My homeopathist is in California but she can do it by mail if you are interested.

redbutterfly,please post results

Hi again,

I will not suggest my homeopathist if you are interested in homeopathy. There are certified ones that may be in your area so search the internet for some. I just realized tonight that my homeopathist wasn't doing it really the right way. It's a contribution to how bad I feel right now. Don't let that discourage you...homeopathy is great. I just didn't do it right.

Your doctor can send in the lab tests to the labs. Can you find a DAN doctor near you? They will be aware of how to test for heavy metals. Search internet for listing of DAN doctors. Or even a naturopathic doctor.

Heavy metal, whether mercury, lead, aluminum, nickel, etc. can all contribute to the symptoms you are experiencing or even be the cause of them. Homeopathy can help your body naturally chelate the metals which is the best way. A constitutional remedy will allow your body and mind to heal without using allopathic drugs which can be dangerous.

Email me if you would like recommendations for homeopaths who work long distance over the phone and email.

Having a filling placed can set mercury loose in your body and create toxicity.

Best wishes.

You do not have to test for the heavy metals in order to do the homeopathy. It would more or less just be a validation for yourself to understand where the symptoms are coming from.

Stop eating all tunafish and salmon. Even one tunafish sandwich can make symptoms worse. Since I have been on a remedy for almost 4 years now, my symptoms are gone. However, I recently tried a sandwich of Wild Alaskan salmon which is supposed to be the safest. I had memory fog and could not retrieve words for two days. I tried two separate times with the same results.

It can also cause depression, disassociation, and not wanting to be social.

Consider at some point down the road, having your silver filling replaced with a composite.

redbutterfly,

Did your doctor test you for hypoglycemia? The symptoms you describe could certainly be caused by hypoglycemia, or low blood sugar. And a sweetened, caffeinated beverage from Starbucks or anywhere else could definitely have set off an episode. I was diagnosed with reactive hypoglycemia eleven years ago, and it can cause many symptoms common to other conditions including depression, anxiety, panic attacks and many physical symptoms.

Here is a site that gives a good discussion of it you might want to read and compare the symptoms mentioned to what you've experienced:

http://www.fibromyalgiatreatment.com/hypoglycemia.htm

And since homeopathic remedies are chosen based on symptoms, they still could be of benefit if you r symptoms are caused by hypoglycemia. Of course, the treament for hypoglycemia is primarily a diet that restricts sugar and often other rich carbohydrates.

But everything you've mentioned could be caused by hypoglycemia, and it's a real possibility unless already ruled out by proper blood tests. You can Google and find many other sites. Some discuss hypoglycemia associated with diabetes (too much insulin taken), but I'm talking about reactive hypoglycemia which is caused by faulty metabolism of sugar and other carbs.