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0antivirus0 sir if you allow me can i take nux vomica..feel that it may work..
thankyou

sir i am really sorry for frequently disturbing you..but i haope what ever i am come to know about myself i must inform you may be that could help.
sir what i have realised is that when i was in 6th standard that is around 19 years ago..i felt that i was lacking something means i was not like others or may be something wrong with me like i am unworthy not fit like others..this sence became stronger and stronger..i isolated myself from everyone fron anywhere where people are concerned..i didnt want people want to see me as i realised i dont fit and my shortcoming would be found out..now i realise unconciously i protect my self from having that feeling again so i avoid company go to public and do my work..it makes me feel small in presence of others..
i ahve apathy and no humour...
the worst part is i even can not open my self to my parents if they are sitting together and i go there i immediately want to run away and feel really anxious..
I hardly express my self and if i try raise my voice in anger i feel my whole body trembles and my throat feels chocked..but i wanted to win in any case let it be verbal figght or physical..i really hate being dominated..i want to be the one who is followed not the other way and as soon as i feel other is followed and loved i immediately isolate my self from them and at the same time feel less or smaller than them..
Physical symtom..sir my left cheek feel as if rubbed ,numb..i am afraid as i feel i may develop canC*r as i eat a lot of tobacco..also my left eye feel teary ..
I hope i have paased the information to you
thankyou..

sir should i go for nux vomica..
as i hant improved..
main physical problem continues which is..can breathe deeply feels constriction around abdomen while walking and standing..but as i pull my stomach inside i feel really good and could breathe easily..thankyou..

0antivirus0 sir..i took nux vomica 200 on 13 night..from the last 4-5 days i am feeling dull..lot of restlessness anxiety and tired..my head feel and eye feel heavy..
feeling of left cheek as if rubbed..

0antivirus0 sir can i take allopathy also..i have taken lyco two days ago..

0antivirus0 sir why i feel my left cheek is rubbed or like glued and dried..my whole face is also tense..but its very annoying and depressing..otherwise i am feeling ok..thankyou

0antivirus0 sir i have started taking allopath..but i still need your help ..what i have realised is there is a feeling of not good enough or something is wrong with me ..this feeling of something wrng with me is so powerfull in me it stops me from going in to public or behave as if i am normal..because of this feeling i feel so humiliated at normal joke or little talk..this feeling makes me hide from people ,from interaction and going in to public..i have a fear if i would embarass me ,look fool in front of others or would be humiliated..its like cocoon i am living in..

sir do you feel i should try Natrum mur 200