Sameer Vermani

I stress about everything for example; when we rented a cabin this summer we moved a bed and strached the floor because we rented from clients of mine I couln't have fun the whole weekend I was so worried they would be upset. They didn't care since the rest of the floor was similar. Just one example of how I stress, my husband is always telling me to not stress about things I can't do anything about.Ex. of criticism sensitivity; I feel really bad when someone says I don't do something just right. Ex. of worry of how I sound/what people think: especially with work I always ask my husband after a work call if I sounded ok I worry after the call that I sounded stupid. I have tried acupuncture, chiropractor, many supplements for stomach and kidneys. The kidney complex that I take helps my hip pain. I take large amounts of omega 3's: 6 three times a day ( they seem to be the only thing that has helped the severe burning in my esophagus. I have also tried mucinex for the fibromyalgia with removal of silicilates from my beauty products(it was from a book on fibromyagia). I have tried chinese herbs for gallbladder and heartburn. I have tried overthe counter heartburn meds. that just made it worst. I am taking a prescription med called sucralfate for the bile reflux. When I tried to stop taking it I got so much worst. I have tried samento microbial defense.Venus fly trap for yeast problem. I have tried diet change (no sugar,no wheat,no dairy)but it is very difficult to stay on that though I feel better generally it didn't help burning in esopagus or squeezing between shoulder blades. Because of everything I have tried I have lost hope of getting better plus because they said it was fibromyalgia which they say is not curable. The digestive doc. has given up on me. He thinks I'm crazy for trying alternative med. I cry because of frustation of pain, if I feel good for part of a day I get excited but then it comes back worse and that is very frustrating. The pain between my shoulderblades makes me cry because it is so painful and constant. I don't ever have a full day that I don't hurt. This all started at the end of January this year. I don't know what triggered it. My general behaviour with family is good I love my Husband very much he is so good to me he has helped so much even doing everything around the house because after working all day I have no power to do anything anymore. When I have anything left I do to much and am worst the next day. My mom and I are best friends she is a wonderful mom,but very insecure I always have to reasure her about everything. My stepdad is my dad I love him very much he has been my dad since I was 9,and he did all the dad stuff, took care of us,walked me down the isle. He is totally different than my husband he doesn't help with house things or like to spend money ever. My mom is very generous and I get that from her my husband says I am generous to a fault sometimes. I always want to make people happy or help them when they need it. Even for work I will do things for free alot just to make my clients happy. Diseases in the fam: my grandfather has heart disease, my aunt and greatgrandmother had breast c. ancer. Massaging or just pressure makes my pain between shoulderblades better but doesn't last. Overdoing it makes me really tired. I get the dark circles uder my eyes by mid-afternoon. My tongue hurts at different times towards the back and sides it is a sharp/dull pain. I think sugar makes it worse.The troat closing happens at diferent times during the day my tongue gets dry and it feels like where the throat starts at back of mouth and a little farther down is closing chewing gum makes it much worse. Upbringing: I have loving parents my biological father has not been involved since he left when I was 2or 3 my mom was a single mom until I was 9, she is the type of mom that loves to be a mom she worked out of the house as a secrtary but was always home when we got there. We joking called her the syco cleaning lady because our house was so clean. She always did fun things with us games and walks and shopping.Even when we were young and she was sinlge and didn't have alot of money she would let us get something little even if it was just a little thing of candy. Because I was so sick when I was young I spent alot of time at home when I would get invited to someones house I would end up getting sick and my sister would go in my place. My dad always had us working, weeding garden, mowing lawn, he didn't like to see us sitting in front of tv. I guess that is why I am such a hard worker. He helped my mom not to be so protective of us she would of never let us out of her sight if it was up to her, she worried all the time.Still does, if she can't get me on my cell phone she will call around until she makes sure I'm still alive. I have a younger brother and older sister, my sister and I have never really gotten along my sister is very selfish and jealous and I am bossy and we just clash. My little brother was picked on alot in school and I always had to protect him but as an adult I don't get to see him he lives faraway. I was close to my grandparents when I was young my grandma is very critical Ex: once she came over for a party at my house and the first thing she said was she didn't like the wall color and the dip I made was to garlicy I didn't notice but a firend told me afterward 'no wonder you are so insecure' after she heard what my grandma said. my grandpa is wonderful he is quiet and loving and loves to tease us. I hope this is what you needed if not let me know. Thankyou

I guess I am bossy in the way that I want what is best for them and I have a tendency to tell people what they should do even when they don't want advise. I am very out spoken when it comes to injustices. Ex. my sister can be really mean to my Mom and I feel it is my job to say something.

1:not overly concerned
2:no
3:latey I have been very emotional and yes I am particularly,empathetic towards others when I see others suffering it makes me cry, yes I worry a lot about family and friends.
4:I am sometimes independent and other times not, I am sensitive to reprimand.
5: I am affected by music but do not have love for or any rythm.
6:I do have a hard time focusing.
7: I don't think so.
8: maybe on somethings but not on all
9: it usually makes me uncomfortable
10: no
11:yes I always have
12:yes for sure
13:not at all but wish I did

I guess I would say personality would be to be more likable, be a better friend (keep in contact with friends.) and more patient with myself. Fisical I would like to be bigger chested and smaller hips/thighs.

I don't really know what I mean but I guess I feel people don't like me.I don't ever know what to say to people but then I seen to say to much also. And the friend thing I have close friends for awhile but then they disappear. I know some of it is my fault because I don't like talking on the phone our emailing.

I don't know but my husband says that it is my imagination he does say I am strong willed and sometimes people don't like that. mostly I am very insecure.

I have the homeopathic. Should I stop my acupuncture?

Ok I have it in 30 liquid is that ok

Also there is a use by date of 15/04/2011 what does this mean is it ok

No I have not, my firend is 'outsidethebox'. And she had some from her daughter.

Hi
So im writting a day early because for the first time in my life i could not sleep at all last night not even a little just laid there the whole night. so I took the doses last wed. morning that evening I was so angry I have never felt that angry in my life, my poor husband. Anyway then on thursday I was fine (angry wise) on friday I had almost no pain in my hips and was very excited but saturday came and again I had the hip pain but not as bad, also started to get really bad dull roaming pain in my lower legs and arms. That is everyday now it feels like when I have acupunture that dull kind of throbbing pain that they say is good but I have it all (pretty much constant)the time and much worse. also the nights leading up to last night I have woke in the middle of the night different times 4,3,1. I never have a hard time sleeping no matter what is going on I could always sleep. I had sharp pains in my stomach last evening. My stomach has been better otherwise. My mounth has been dry and I have had the throat closing feeling but not as bad. the dry mouth is a side effect of the sucralfate i am taking for the bile reflux-which is better if I take the meds. I hate taking the meds. but I tried going off them and I was so bad I cried the whole 2 days. thanks

I have not felt like crying this week even though my health is frustrating me which is good. I also have felt a little more energy. Also forgot to tell u the petecheia on my lower legs has reappeared ( little clusters of tiny red dots that don't itch and are flat like blood spots?)

Sorry I know u said 7 to 8 days but I just wanted to tell u that the throbbing in my legs has turned to be more of an irritating feeling in them kind of like they are waking up from sleep but not tingly. But today I woke up in a lot of pain in back between my shoulderblades like I was getting before and very tired the pain is kind of a burning dull pain really painful.:( my mood is fine just no energy again. My hands hurt unable to open even a bottle of water. Throat closing feeling came back strong today not really dry but hard to swallow? Again sorry if I am writing to soon, the pain seemed better the last week but know it is really bad again? My husband said I should mention a storm is going through?

And major pain back in hips