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bottled up feelings
hi!here is my case. i hope somebody can help me! :)
thank you
I am 32, female. Blonde, medium height, have little tummy. I loove homeopathy and had wonderful experience with it.
I don't think I feel DEEP emotions! I think I am afraid of feeling my emotions and that's why I choose not to feel at all! I have some positive feelings but haven't felt SADNESS, ANGER, real JOY for a long time. I hardly ever cry! I look cheerful but I also think that I am superficial! I feel I have lots of things inside but they can't come out.
I am an artist and haven't been doing my art for a few years now. Just started to learn how to play piano, but as soon as I start playing I kind of get depressed and run away form the piano. As if I cannot play from my feelings!
Can get depressed and desperate easily but as of now, I am fine! (only few days:)
I am wearing a cork of a bottle (of wine) on my necklace as a 'medal'. This would say to me that I am putting a cork on my feelings.
Help me to feel please!
Childhood:
was sexually molested at the age of 9, several times! My sexual life is kind of NON existant! Low libido! No boyfriend! Supressed sexuality!
Father: authoritarian, emotionlesss. Ashamed me a lot!
I LOVE exclamation mark!!!
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I think there is a lot of shame within me that comes out when I smoke weeds! (that's why I harldy smoke it!)
Do you have any suggestion??
Thank you for your reply!
love!
klari on 2010-02-05
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you could try SEPIA 1M three doses, each dose after 12 hours.
take the doses in empty stomach and dont take any food or water one hour before or after.
come back after 10 days to update us the changes.
take the doses in empty stomach and dont take any food or water one hour before or after.
come back after 10 days to update us the changes.
♡ rishimba last decade
staphysagria 1M would be a terrible mistake?
klari last decade
Thank you!
I feel I also got disconnected from myself today. I completely feel energy shifting within myself all the time. I know where it is! But today it just left! I am left without my source, my fire that makes me feel alive!
Now I am NOT concentrated!
what the heck??
I need my 'fire' back!
Still sepia?
THANK YOU!
I feel I also got disconnected from myself today. I completely feel energy shifting within myself all the time. I know where it is! But today it just left! I am left without my source, my fire that makes me feel alive!
Now I am NOT concentrated!
what the heck??
I need my 'fire' back!
Still sepia?
THANK YOU!
klari last decade
You say that 'I loove homeopathy and had wonderful experience with it.'
Can you please tell which medicines you have taken and in what way you have been affected in the past.
Can you please tell which medicines you have taken and in what way you have been affected in the past.
♡ kadwa last decade
Hi!
thank you for the reply!
I took Calc Phos 10M in mid December 2009 and it worked very well! I was in a bad shape for 3 years at the time and this really gave me back some of my strength.
My moood got better but still have MENTAL CONFUSION, even confusion of sense of self. Have no motivation, no desire for anything really.
My head if not confused it's EMPTY! Cannot make plans for the future bx I don't know what I wanna do. I used to be quick minded and intellecutal now I became slow and uninterested. On emotional level I have never been good. I think I read a lot bc I had no idea how to handle my emotions. Now I am more 'open' to people and to love but it's hard without being clear with myself.
I was sexually molested and sex got never intergrated in my life in a healthy way. I think that's why I choose not to have boyfriends bc sex was just a pain in the ass. :)
Now I figured that I really repressed my emotions regarding boyfriends but now I am just confused, emotionless person... it's hard.
father was cold, authoritarian who expected me to be perfect. Couldn't make mistakes. Even today we have no strong boundery.
mother is pushy, good lookking who thinks that what the world thinks of her is the most important. beauty and money. these 2.
thank you for your help!
thank you for the reply!
I took Calc Phos 10M in mid December 2009 and it worked very well! I was in a bad shape for 3 years at the time and this really gave me back some of my strength.
My moood got better but still have MENTAL CONFUSION, even confusion of sense of self. Have no motivation, no desire for anything really.
My head if not confused it's EMPTY! Cannot make plans for the future bx I don't know what I wanna do. I used to be quick minded and intellecutal now I became slow and uninterested. On emotional level I have never been good. I think I read a lot bc I had no idea how to handle my emotions. Now I am more 'open' to people and to love but it's hard without being clear with myself.
I was sexually molested and sex got never intergrated in my life in a healthy way. I think that's why I choose not to have boyfriends bc sex was just a pain in the ass. :)
Now I figured that I really repressed my emotions regarding boyfriends but now I am just confused, emotionless person... it's hard.
father was cold, authoritarian who expected me to be perfect. Couldn't make mistakes. Even today we have no strong boundery.
mother is pushy, good lookking who thinks that what the world thinks of her is the most important. beauty and money. these 2.
thank you for your help!
klari last decade
Rishimba has given the right suggestion. Your bottled up feelings are due to the hatred that you have towards your family members. Therefore you have become indifferent and lost your fire. So you can follow Rishi's advice and report him back.
♡ kadwa last decade
thank you!
May I ask how you got the conclusion that I hate my family members?
I hardly said a few words about them..
thank you
May I ask how you got the conclusion that I hate my family members?
I hardly said a few words about them..
thank you
klari last decade
May I ask how you got the conclusion that I hate my family members?
**You said -
Father: authoritarian, emotionlesss. Ashamed me a lot!
father was cold, authoritarian who expected me to be perfect. Couldn't make mistakes. Even today we have no strong boundery.
mother is pushy, good lookking who thinks that what the world thinks of her is the most important. beauty and money. these 2.
On this basis i came to the conclusion. i may be wrong. You know better. You are free to decline my suggestion.
**You said -
Father: authoritarian, emotionlesss. Ashamed me a lot!
father was cold, authoritarian who expected me to be perfect. Couldn't make mistakes. Even today we have no strong boundery.
mother is pushy, good lookking who thinks that what the world thinks of her is the most important. beauty and money. these 2.
On this basis i came to the conclusion. i may be wrong. You know better. You are free to decline my suggestion.
♡ kadwa last decade
hi all!
I just found phosphoricum acid on the net and looks very similar to me. especially bc it affects on a more profound level on indifference.
like my indifference is REALLY chornic,. I don't have a job and I am not even interested in having one. I live for today.
I used to be mentally SHARP AND veryyyyyyyyy CURIOUS and it's aLL GONE! Very sad! Even lost interest in my art which I did 24/7. NOw NOTHING. not even for a minute.
atill sepia?
thank you
I just found phosphoricum acid on the net and looks very similar to me. especially bc it affects on a more profound level on indifference.
like my indifference is REALLY chornic,. I don't have a job and I am not even interested in having one. I live for today.
I used to be mentally SHARP AND veryyyyyyyyy CURIOUS and it's aLL GONE! Very sad! Even lost interest in my art which I did 24/7. NOw NOTHING. not even for a minute.
atill sepia?
thank you
klari last decade
I am in bed 16 hours out of 24.
Low energy. Can lay in bed with closed eyes for hooooours.
Used to be physically ACTIVE, now I only walk. Did cycling, running. Used to go the gym 6 days per week.
Now I am just realizing how INACTIVE I became!! GOsh!!
HELP!
Low energy. Can lay in bed with closed eyes for hooooours.
Used to be physically ACTIVE, now I only walk. Did cycling, running. Used to go the gym 6 days per week.
Now I am just realizing how INACTIVE I became!! GOsh!!
HELP!
klari last decade
try sepia first..
♡ rishimba last decade
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