Shortness of breath, heart palpitations _{Page 3 of 5}

The remedy I can find in 1M is Carcinosin Co. is this the correct remedy? Carsinocin Tinus Smit. (alternative name)

I have the 1M remedy. I have felt level this week. I had a big work day again Saturday and am exhausted. Some sciatic pain on right leg again last week. Seems to be good right now.

Mentally I am still frustrated at being tired - not very happy. I probably need to take time to be creative but I have a ton of other things that need to get done. Hard to feel happy when I feel so overwhelmed with life because I don't have the needed energy. I have had some what I call heart weakness this week. I haven't had it since I started the remedy. If I try to run when I am weak I get tingly in my face (like there isn't enough blood). It feels like my heart wobbles. I feel extremely tired and have to lie down but don't sleep well - easily startled - and my heart jumps.

I am not having the shortness of breath. I have the most energy at night. I can't sleep tonight - 11:30 p.m. even though I was exhausted all day.

I should add the positives are still here - I am not craving sweets - even dislike dark chocolate. I don't drink nearly as much water. I go some nights without waking to use the bathroom. Not holding water weight - feel slim. Have a schedule with my kids and am keeping on top of it to the best of my physical ability. Feel peaceful and methodical when approaching a task instead of panic and overwhelm. Heart symptoms are worst in morning and early afternoon.

Dry Psoriasis on elbows and knees
Low Energy
Weak Heart feelings - easily startled to sounds.
Confused/Sad in my relationship or lack of relationship with my Dad he ignores me when I see him and I am confused.
Sore pimple that doesn't want to heal in nostril.
Brittle thin finger nails.
Difficulty digesting fats. Love being outdoors.
Sciatic pain down right leg - possibly triggered by sugar.
Too tired to feel happy or much of any emotion.
More energetic in evenings

Any questions for me?

Tongue looks pretty good to me. Slightly thick, good color, small scallops (smallest I think I have ever seen on me). It is a bit shaky and the tip has small red dots.

When I stick my tongue out to look at it has some uncontrollable shaking. If it is completely relaxed it is still - with some tension from extending it - then I have shakes in the front third or so.

Maybe that's normal? I don't think I always have those shakes. My eyes seem dry too. Just ask if there is anything that may help you. Or do I just need rest and be happy with what I have! Or an acupuncture appointment?

I do not like clothing that isn't stretchy for my upper body. I feel restricted, distracted and a bit panic. High neck is ok.
I have times of being very talkative and my mouth doesn't keep up and jump from subject to subject. Not sure if I have had this since taking the remedy.
I am refined in my choice of words - I get asked how to present ideas to others. I am very intuitive but do not speak sarcastic or hurtful words to others. I may express what I think to my husband but not to other people.
Yes I am intense and passionate - what I do, I do well. I don't know how to not do my best.
I hate restrictions - especially physical.
I am not a jealous or suspicious person.

Overall I feel calm, peaceful and methodical inside. My hormone triggered headaches seem to be possibly stopping (not a long enough time to know for sure). I don't need as much water and don't have strong food cravings. Being around people doesn't exhaust me as it use to. Not as much of a home body. I haven't had the intense creative ideas flying through my mind and keeping me up or distracting me from life. I think my dad is more on my mind since I started treatment. I have let go of alot of anger and hurt in regards to him. I am not sure where to go in my relationship or lack of relationship with him. Lung coordination/shortness of breath is currently gone - that is great. I am making time to show love to my kids and feeling it. The tiredness has been worse since the last dose. The heart weakness/startling is new this week. I hadn't had it during treatment.

Could you explain what you are thinking? I am curious. Do you think the fatigue is here for much longer? Anything I can do to facilitate change?

I couldn't sleep again and my heart actually hurt. I got up and wrote a letter to my dad I suspected I needed to write. I told him all of my feelings and I am not hinging it on a response. I had hot flashes last night and awoke with energy and peace and calm. Cried alot. Anxious to see where this leads. I started to feel the heart problem was my feelings towards my dad.

I feel light and excited for life. I had a bowel movement that smelled like burnt matches (sulpher) hhmm strange. I am excited to see where this leads.

I am feeling excellent. I didn't even need recovery time after my big work day on Saturday. I had a few days of feeling scared that my dad would show up and do something unpredictable and scary. I have reason for feeling this way from things in the past. I didn't realize I was actually scared of him. I think I am over it and feeling happy, energetic, decluttering like crazy, I have energy all day and even have a hard time going to bed because I have so much energy. Not very focused - kinda going from one thing to another, to another but getting alot done. I have felt like this in the past but it never lasted. Hope it lasts!!!

Now I am not doing well. I want to go back to how I was feeling last week! I have a nervous, distracted feeling and difficulty coordinating breathing. I am claustrophobic around people. It feels like they are using up the air and there isn't enough for me. If a room is hot and stuffy I can't stand it. I am not patient right now becuase I feel so on edge with just being able to breath and I can't focus on much because of feeling nervous - however I don't know what I am nervous about.