Testosteron Defficiency

I have the following symptoms (most are typical testosterone deficiency symptoms): very low libido, weak or no erections, irritability, inability to focus, forgetfulness (more than in childhood), became bold gradually (maybe because of the therapy),lack of confidence, indecision. I'm 42.
I had been on replacement therapy for two years ( I was on it for several years between the ages 25-30 as well). I am off it now for six months and have been on homeopathic testosterone for three months (C30 twice daily, C200 weekly). I felt maybe better on these than on alopathic testo, but the effect is somewhat unstable.
Testicles are shrunken and way too small, 5 cubic santemeters the biggest, while these should be more than 10. I have a large varicocele as well.
It may be the result of chemotherapy in childhood between age of 7-14. But maybe it's inborn, I don't know. My body shape is rather womanish - narrow shoulder wider sit area.
I also suffer from chronic hypertension in cold times if year esoecially,and occasional water retention.
I'm not taking other medications than homeopathic Testo.
Hope it's enough. Ask me if needed. Thank you

How many drops of 23% solution should I take each time?

Also, sperm volume is very low - less than 2ml

Well, I am 43 now. I'm 190 sm, 95 kg. I think I was a rather healthy child until the age of 7, when I was diagnosed to have eosinophilic granuloma (tumor) on my right shoulder. I was treated with chemotherapy for 7 years, to avoid complications. Medicine used included Predinsolone and Cyclophosphamide, the latter is known to cause hypogonadism.
I don't know if chemo caused my hipogonadism (primary - moderately low Testosterone, high LH and FSH), but as I grew older I could see and experience much less libido then my mates and could only maintain erections using medicine. My condition is either inborn, caused by chemo or an urinary infection I had as a child, anyway it is pre-pubertal as I have a somewhat girlish shape - narrow shoulders and wider back. Other typical low testosterone symptoms I had was - small penis and testicles, tendency to gain weight on hips, larger breasts, moderate water retention and some psychological issues - depression, low self-esteem, irritability, impatience, confusion, indecisiveness etc. So I went to doc who furthermore found out I had complete infertility and prescribed testosterone, which worked for a while but eventually I discontinued it after 3 years, as I proved to be ineffective and caused side effects, also due to improper dosing. I had it between 20-23.

After 17 years, aged 40 I renewed testosterone therapy, as after the first treatment my libido got even worse and my testicles were shrunken to a 12 year child's size (as I was told by doc). The second phase lasted 2 years (25 mg injected every other day), with better dosing (more frequent injections with lower doses). It was better than the firs one but didn't prove to be worthwhile considering side effects baldness, low sperm volume.
So I discontinued it some 6 months ago and started homeopathic testosterone drops containing (6x,30x,200x) three times a day and then moved to Testosterone C30 twice a day and C200 once a week. Homepathy took a couple of months to work and then were days were I felt as good as before alopathic treatment - before I was 20. Unfortunately, it comes and goes and I don't know what effects its effects it. Anyway, its better than alopathy - lesser side effects, and somewhat improved side effects.
I'am still forgetful and confused, libido comes and goes, the pshychological symptoms are still there (maybe less severe).
So I'm looking for your advise on dosing of homeopathic testo, and/or other medications.

Thank indeed.
I will hopefully receive testosterone C6 next week, and the rest - in two weeks.
As I understand, Agnus Castus q potency means mother tincture.
Even though my condition is a Primary deficiency (small testicles, low free Testo, high LH and FSH), I will also take Pituitary.
I forgot to tell you, that I have occasional hypertension, especially in winter time. Serpina (Rauwolfia) seems to reduce it, but has some side effects (some water retention, weight gain (maybe) and stuffy nose). What if I try Rauwolfia C6 and see if it works?
I will report back

Tui said I like to start with testosterone 6c but I suggest you stay with whatever the potency that you are already taking; if you think the combination of 6x, 30x, 200x works better than 30c and 200c, then you stay with the combination.

I think I felt better on 6x, 30x, 200x 10 drops thrice a day. Better than while on Alopathic Testosterone, certainly better than before it. I will switch to T C6 thrice a day as soon as I get the medicine.

Tui said Occasional hypertension... how hight is it? Does it affect your daily life? If so, you may try Rauwolfia.⚠Please tick why you are reporting this post:Duplicate postArgumentative / Attack on another memberContains explicit or inappropriate contentPrescriber requesting offline contactPost is trying to sell somethingPosted under a false (duplicate) user name.Off topic for this thread.   Report Post     ♡+Endorsing posts shows your approval of this forum member and this particular post. Click the red button to endorse.Endorse Post  

It varies, 160-110 sometimes, more often - 150-100, say twice in three days (i.e. not always). Symptoms vary - shortness of breath, anxiety, dizziness etc. Sometimes no symptom at all

Tui said Generally, I start from testosterone 6c, but you have already found the combination( 6x, 30x, 200x 10 drops thee times daily) works for you so I suggest you stay with it until it doesn't work anymore.

As for your hypertension, I would not suggest anything for the moment because it is going to be too many remedies and I wouldn't know which one is doing what.⚠Please tick why you are reporting this post:Duplicate postArgumentative / Attack on another memberContains explicit or inappropriate contentPrescriber requesting offline contactPost is trying to sell somethingPosted under a false (duplicate) user name.Off topic for this thread.   Report Post     ♡+Endorsing posts shows your approval of this forum member and this particular post. Click the red button to endorse.Endorse Post  

I have begun with Aurum Metallicum c6 and Testosterone C6 thrice a day 3 drops yesterday. I've also got Agnus Castus q. Do you prefer me to try th first two remedies first as Agnus Castus is mother tincture and may "distort" effects of Aurum and Testo?
I will get Pituitary C30 and Cyclophosphamide C30 next week, what dosage should I take?
Also, you adviced, should I take Serpina (Rauwolfia) tablets or alopathic medicine for my hypertension? I think it was caused by Cyclophosphamide taken in chldhood?

I've taken Cyclophosphamide for a few days now and have not felt well. My head is somewhat heavy and my feeling is a little bit similar to fever but without hot/chilly sensation. Maybe it has nothing to do with Cyclophosphamide C30 at all - just a coincidence.
Overall, I've been on Aurum Metallicum and Testosterone C6 for two weeks now, plus Agnus Castus Q and Pituitary and Cyclophosphamide for a few days.
In terms of libido it's average but probably getting better slowly, maybe slower than on Testo C30/C60/C200. I understand, it needs time to work.

Sorry, but Im confused with dosing. I have Aurum and Testo C6 drops and take 2 drops thrice a day. As for Pituitary and Cycloph, I have Ainsworths pills, and take a pill of Pituitary a day, and a pill of Cyclo twice a day? Is it correct?
In your experience, can I expect a better lab testosterone results in the future? Thank you. Your advice is critical.

I can tolerate any side effects
if it's a probable sign the medicine is working.
How long is desirable interval between taking homeopathic medicines?

Right. Of course, I should have said aggriviation. I'm fine. I can carry on with Cyclophosphamide whenever you tell me.
I saw Ainsworths have Testoviron. As I know, it contains T Propionate and T Enanthante. If so, I had better result with Propionate esther when I was on T replacement therapy. Maybe it's worth trying Testoviron C30, instead of Testosterone C30.

I have been on Testosterone C30 thrice s day, and Pituitary (whole) C30 once a day for about 3 weeks now. Subjectively, it feels better than the previous regime ( Testo C6 and Aurum Met C6 thrice a day, plus Pituitary and Cyclophosphamide ). But probably(I'm not sure), the best I've felt with was with Desbio's Testosterone (containing TESTOSTERONE in dilutions of 6,12,30,200x‚ 12,30,60,200c).
Would it also be of a value if I fill up the prescription form here?