Just needing some help please.

Hi all, I have been having some problems over the last year and a half with my emotional state but things lately have seemed to have flaired up. I have noticed that I am extremely empathic around people, nature, animals but mainly people that I have some connection with esp. a girlfriend or close family member. I feel like I have become one with my surroundings as oppossed to being separate to a degree, having some boundaries in place to protect me. I feel like I have picked up a lot of fear that dosn't originate with me. I feel like I cant close of my energy field to others fear and its like I am a sponge soaking up peoples stuff, carrying around a lot of dead weight.

It feels like I am draining my life force because of problems with my field- almost out of compassion and in part because I just don't experience myself separate, but oneness does not mean taking on the burdens of the planet obviously. Some days I feel like I am picking up the personality burdens of humanity!

Out of my kindness, I feel like I get violated by others who feel my soft energy but also my light. They plug in and drain me of my own energies, that what it feels like anyway. I also feel reassured quite easily, in my mind I feel like I have commited a crime but I can be swayed from this feeling by a friend or work mate. It dosn't take much to reassure me, it's like I am very impressionable.

So I find it hard to work out whos feelings are whos, and I make the mistake of thinking that the fear of someone else is mine but it is still hard to convince myself of this sometimes, as I said before only if I have spoken to someone about my feelings. This can lead to much self doubt about myself as well as guilt.

Pysical symptoms are hair falling, moist dandruff and even weeping scalp on my crown, very tender and sore in this area. My hair is also very oily and dosnt feel very connected to my scalp. The condition of my hair is much better in happy, positive environments but once i am in a negative energy and I pick up on that all hell breaks loose and my hair falls out. When my hair falls it's like my Archilles heel, I feel very bad, depressed.

I have looked at some homeopathic remedies and the one that stood out was Phosphorus but I just wanted to post this to get the opinion of eveyone here. I haven't always felt this way, only last 2 years but the way I feel at the moment I hope for not much longer. Thank you so much, it's much
appreciated.

J