My life has become miserable,please help me !!!!!!

I am a 23 year old indian boy.firstly i didn't stammer till the age of 9 or 10 but suddenly i began stammering...i guess it was due to fear of my maths teacher particularly when she was checking my copy.


I'm a 24 years old today and it has gotten to the point where this curse is crippling my life.

Im Aries born on 27st of march.


I believe this problem is psychological and it can be healed.
When i sing, whisper or talk to myself im fluent.
When i find myself in tense situations where i have to talk, i experience
'blocks', hesitations, pauses, and problems pronouncing some words that start with the letters B, L, P, T, or R .

I have read in a book where it was suggested that it can be cured using Stramonium or Belladonna.

Im a Novice dealing with homeopathy. I need your help on what form/size of medication i should
order and the proper way to take it and dilute it.

Thanks for your time. I appreciate your help.



Few thing about me which might be helpful lin diagonasis.


My height is around 5'10.
My weight is 85 kgs.
My complexion is fair(by Indian standards).
I ALWAYS feel a bit of vertigo or dizziness.

I do crave for sweats,oily things and salty things(sometimes)

I dont like bitter foodstuffs..

i usually feel warm.

sleep?
I sleep falt on my stomach on the left side.


My favourite time of the day/weather/season?
Day - Nightime 5Am+
weather - cloudy, gray clouds
season - winter

Least favorite?
Day - Daytime 8am+
weather - Sunny
season - Summer


what angers you most about other people?
I can't stand people that abuse power over others.
I don't like dishonest or unjust people.
I don't like egoistic people.
I don't like politicians.


What is your thirst/appetite/sleep?
I have high thirst.
average appetite.
deep sleep - but chaotic dreams (if that's any relevant).


No problems with vaccines? childhood diseases?
No problems with vaccines.

Any diseases?
No diseases that i recall, except stuttering from the age of 10 -11.i once had a mild asthma and was once operated for sinusitis just a year ago(DNS-deviated nasal septum).But i still have sinusitis now.


Fears
(eg dogs ,ghosts ,dark heights etc)


I fear ghosts. (extremely when i was a child.)
Fear of talking in public or with strangers (because of stuttering)

Do you like company or rather be alone?
I rather like to be alone.


Unless you hurt anyone you have no reason to feel bad.
i feel bad about handicapped people and poor children.

Do you need some light when you go to bed alone?
no.i prefer to sleep in darkness.


Do you think you are 'always in a hurry' person?
No.


How much and what you drink a day?
Id say about 6 or 7 glasses of water,5 -6 cups of tea.

Do you have problems falling asleep or waking up in the morning?
No problems falling asleep, sometimes problems waking up.

I thought i might add this;

I also crave sexualty or sexual energy release.
But when i do masturbate which is around 1 time per day,
i feel guilty, weak, and ashamed.

My younger brother also stammers.



If you need more information i will be glad to give it...please help me .I work in a IT firm and we have regular meetings its due to my stammering problem that i cant stand up and speak,everyone sidelines me.My entire life is in a fix.Please help me.
Thanks for your time. I greatly appreciate your help.