Depression, shaky hand, dandruff

I am male 27. I have dandruff problem from as long as I can remember. From last 6 years I am suffering from hairfall also. I was looking for remedy online but can not decide which to take. I used bartya carb 30c 1 year ago but did not help. When I use shampoo my hair and scalp goes dry and dandruff fall on shoulder. I have to use oil to hide it. but if i don't use shampoo for more than 3 days my hair scalp smells and it gets dirtier (I work in air-conditioned room almost all day). Recently i've gone bald irritated by dandruff and hairfall. I want to do something about it. I also have shaky hand and etching over my body specially around joints and back. It starts from evening (around 6pm) and gets worse at night on my bed.

I will try to explain my nature.
I am introvert. I don't like loud people. I have a problem in expressing my feelings verbally. I am very bad in telling stories. I prefer writing than talking face to face. I am more comfortable in that. While talking I sometime can not recall words. Those are very common words (like telephone, transplant, orchestra). I sometime forget names while calling out.

If I am meeting a new person there is a very little possibility that I will remember his/her face if I see them again in future unless they have very characteristic feature on their face or appearence. I forget numbers, address, names, faces. I procrastinates from 7-8th grade and as I am growing older I am procrastinating more. For last 1.5 years I am suffering from depression also. And my procrastination increased more and more over the last year.

I smoke and drink alcohol. I have reduced smoking. I have problem in sleeping early. I go to bed around 1-2am and fall asleep around 3am. I try to sleep straight on my back but after 15-20 mins I switched to my left side and feel comfortable. While trying to sleep I feel thirsty and urge to urinate periodically every 20-30 min. I may wake up around 4-6am to urinate and being thirsty. after that I sleep very peacefully till 9-9.30am and experience trouble in getting up. I can recall my dream after getting up. It is mostly of jumping very high, thrilling stories, snakes, swimming on surface, animals, friends.

I can not tolerate summer. I like cold weather. But I dislike lower AC temperature. I prefer (24 degree c). I don't like sun. I sweats too much. I bath every day, on summer two times a day.

I try to look decent and clean but don't waste money on cloths. In fact I have very few cloths. I crave for new knowledge (science, history, world politics, human psychology). I am not religious but I believe in superpower which created and holds all the universe and everything. I am open minded. I try to listen others' logical argument. If something bothers me I have a problem in saying it loud. I tend to absorb and shallow my pains. Which I regret but can't help.
I love listening music (mostly instrumental/ soft), I like singing, playing musical instruments,sometime dancing with music (just feeling the beats and waving hands). I like arts, tried painting myself.

I am lazy. But if i have been given a interesting work I give my 100% even if it is physical work. I prefer mental work so that I can do it by seating on my chair. I can't stand for more that few minutes. I don't speak much but sometimes I do tell jokes, irritate my friends and colleagues act like joker. And sometimes I feel very depressing.
I am short sighted. I don't catch cold easily. Even I can't recall when was the last time I caught cold. I don't suffer from fever but my body is warmer than others, always.

I have insecurity problems.
I have digestive problems. I burp after eating and drinking. I feel pinned pain abdomen pain mostly on the right side. Stool yellow, sometime deep brown.

I am genetically short heighted (5feet, 54 kg).

I feel pity for others' misfortunes but I don't care very much. I try to write diary but leave it due to lack of patience. I like eating eggs, meat (mostly smoked). I don't hate sweets but I prefer salty-sour food. I drink tea after cooling it.

For the last year I am feeling hopeless. I am just going with the flow and wish if the world ends, it would be great for everybody.

Hopefully I have explained myself and I did it for the first time.

Please help. Thanks.
[message edited by Skant on Wed, 15 Mar 2017 06:58:06 UTC]