depression, fear, anxity, low confidence

age 45 unemployed, 2 children, low libido but high urge, un refreshing sleep,
morning pain in muscles
memory, didn't remember confusion or poor and difficult concentration
no intrest in activity which enjoyed earlier,
Depressed feeling and sudden mood change, dizziness, vision problems
difficulty in daily routine work,Exosisted,envy, greed, hatred, fear, rage, worry, wonder, excitement, hope, desire, lust, pity, sorrow, pride, regret, trust, loneliness, shyness,lack of confidance,no hope in life,
feeling can't do anything,
feeling of guilt jf something goes wrong,thinking all the time about unusual thing,
talking and planing about something but unable or confident of doing,
dillusion between yes or no,
not so much social,
whether somebody knot my thinking and doing ability,
sensition in skull,
ringing in ear,
prefer to be alone in a room, lying some time weeping but relaxed if some body talk,
ego problem, want to take revenge after feeling insult,
worrying about future,
trouble & blaming myself for the past,fearness about unusual would be happen,
driving problem fear of accident sometime forget where to go,feeling of cowardliness