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1. What are the issues in your life that bothe mental or emotional ones. List each one ep bothers you so much and how you cope with

have issues with obsessing over my emotions and I always miss the point i want to et across and end up 'would of should of" i am VERY sensitive to peoples comments lways on defense as I just want to be treated fairky and nicely and with respect. I ant to be heard and listened to. I feel misunderstood by the world. I am distant rom my family due to this as well. I feel when i speak my side no one will listen or omply. I am very sensitive to critisism UNLESS it is constructive. Especially to people i are about. I hate it when people try to dominate me in conversation. Im a nice guy nd i want to be treated the way i treat others. I am also passive as sometimes i dont et to state my side of things and end up obsessing about it. I also feel lonely (i am ay) and want a partner but I need a partner who is adventerous, and challenges me n all levels because i get bored very easy. Cannot live in one place for too long. Desire to travel the world. Hate paper commitments or anything that can pull gravity nd restrict my freedom from up and leaving. I like to be sexually teased but with a loving intent like an older brother or mentor playing coach with a reward at the end. like adrenaline. I have a fear of heights and snakes but i love to be on heights due to drenaline and snakes intrugue me. I love dogs so much...and i always have a fear of losing a dog or my mother or anyone close to me and often play it out in my head ver and over. I dont ever feel emotionallt safe and often seek that stability but never ound it. I have a fantasy of falling off a cliff and being rescued by a guy last second nd slipping from his grip (opening scene of cliffhanger movie arouses me)

. What emotions are the most troublesome emotions. How do these emotions make ou expressing or not expressing these emotions

usually build up emotion until the same situation happens over and over. I dont break down easy but i instead become a smart allic or sassy as a way of defense hen i feel threatened BUT it takes a while to get to that point and if it is someone i are about i may eventually break down.

. What incidents in your life have had a dee in detail and how they made you feel? hat effect have they had on your life?

hen i was 4 my mom took me and my siblings across country without my dad knowing. My mom has ptsd and a lot of mental issues. My dad found us and took us way frim her the cops were there was very traumatic. He is a pilot so when he was lying we stayed with pastor's family. We then met up with my mom a year later and i had seperation anxiety the next few years and slept in her bed the next five years. here was a big custody battle and that was traumatizing too.

was sexually molested as a child by my dads pastor but rarely remember. He made me feel soothing and at ease so i was in a shock state. My mind covers it up by exually fantasizing a challenging coach or mentor making me climb to them on my wn until i reach their hand to be rescued. I cannot seperate adrenaline without love nd love without danger and danger without emotion. Its all meaningful.

was raised by my mom and sister. We moved a lot. I was telepathically close with my mom. She always emotiinally relied on me. My fathr remarried and had a new amily i was always jealous of. I felt black sheep when visiting them and my othrr ister and older brother who lived with my dad n step mom n step brothers were uicidle. My mom became an alcoholic while growing up which was annoying and rritating. My sister was nice and mean and so i often felt alone. I had a hard time itting in at school usually but i always had some friends.

longed to be in california by the ocean. I love the water. I also love the desert and he mountains. I feel connected to the ocean and desert and mountains I write poems about them. Descriptive poems. I need to escape to it. I feel safe in the desert nd mountains enclosed and land locked but i feel happy and euphoric in the sea.

. What are you afraid of? Especially importa situations or events that just produce a high your fears? How do you react when confront worst situation for you to be put in hat woul talk about each fear/anxiety separately.

am afriad that my illness will kill me eventually. I am afriad to fail in life. I am afriad f wasting away. I feel i look ugly if my illness gets the best of me.

hen confronted my heart rate speeds up. I often get anxiety. I tremble and become haky Fight or flight. Adrenaline. Butterflies. I overreact to critisism as my mother oes too. I want to be respected and talked to nicely.

. What hobbies do you have? Why do you li

like writing poetry but not anymore because i lost concentration due to illness. I like bodysurfing ways but not anymore because water makes me dizzy when trapped in head. I like hiking in the mountains but i am too weak to hike. I miss hanging out ith friends and laughter...but am too sick now. My anxiety is at a full time high. I like raveling. I taught myself some songs on ukulele but lost the instrument. I like push ps because its the only thing making me feel strong. I also enjoy social conversation nd learning about cultures from all over the world. Before i got sick i was a massage herapist. I like making people feel better.

. Do you have any persistent thoughts, idea cope with? What are they? I obsess bout breaking free from my illness. I want to live I listen to music and day dream bout traveling and dancing. I want to learn polynesian dance. I want to join a canoe eam. I want to do so much and thrive. I want to show those i care about who I really m. I also miss having fun and partying but i never was a huge partyer...always omewhat introverted and extroverted WHEN i feel comfortable.

. Do you have any unusual gestures or mov unusual sensation or pain throughout our b happening in your body?

am always dizzy and feel like im swimming and floating or dreaming. My head is oggy and feels like it weighs more then it does and moves faster then it should. The orld looks too bright and shiny ajd sharp...im sensitive to everything. I walk like im runk.

. When you experience your fears, persisten kind of sensation or reactions do you et in y

obsess and then i try not to think about it.

. When did you feel at your best in your life imagine the complete opposite of this eelin

felt the best age 14 running on the beach in california visiting my aunt away from he annoyance of my drunken mother and the blacksheep feeling of my step family. I elt alive...by the ocean in the warm sun running jogging breaking free.

also was somewhat materialistic in high school i cared what others thought because did not want to be viewed as poor i wanted to feel normal

10. Do you feel like you are stuck in a patter deal with your problems? What is this patter PLEASE CONSIDER CAREFULLY AND GIVE DET

usually run from my problems. I will either get to the point of breaking down or breaking free. Over thinking over exxagerating and very impulsive under fear of losing r failing. Plan A B C i need to know everything right now and i need to know im ecure with job room im renting survival ONLY BECAUSE IM ILL AND NEED TO GET BETTER but otherwise if i was healthy id flee and break FREE

11. What difficulties or problems do you hav your romantic relationships, your spouse r colleagues. You may need to talk about all of

need to make sure EVERYONE ACCEPTS ME AND DOES NOT QUESTION WHAT IM OING THRU. I HATE BEING JUDGED BY ANYONE CLOSE TO ME COLLEAGUE ROMANTIC PARTNER OR FRIEND. When im chronically ill and my roommate (ex lover nd now brother like) calls me lazy for not going out into the world i freak out and et sensitive because he should know how much i explained to be ill and i want him o truly see me and what im dealing with.

12. List 5 positive things about yourself. Are t attribute becomes negative (is a problem)?

care. I try to go above and beyond to mentally help someone.

m generally nice and helpful

m intuitive so i can tell when someone does not feel good

m nuturing even when i feel like crap i can help people feel better

m etheric. I can creatively connect poetry and descriptive words about mountains nd oceans and emotions on etheric level. I want to be a voyager and see so much.

Negative

can be selfish when it comes to expectations of others intuition. I feel some people hould know when they do not have intuitive ability.

m overly defensive

m not as strong as i could be. I compare myself to others and because im sick i dont have strength to look like them

grind my teeth in my sleep and subconsciously while awake worse under stress

Easily irritated or annoyed. I can be pessimistic

13. List 5 negative things about yourself. Are attribute becomes positive (is useful)?

bove 14. Do you have any reoccurring dreams? De feelings that come while reaming. Dreams a deepest truth of a patient’s case, but it is not sentence. Give as much information as you f

Dreams of my sexual climbing fantasy

Dreams of falling as if being catapolted in the air. Always waking up before hitting arth

Dream as a child of standing on line to be beamed up to the spaceship above to go to pace. I was the last to go. The aliens left me and i felt so sad because i wanted to go ith them. I cried.

have had dreams of people dying..not knowing who. And then someone died a week later who i knew.

Dreams of PLANE CRASHES. I forgot to mention im obsessed with plane crashes. My ad is a pilot also.

Dreams of falling in love with a boy in Bali on a boat and felt euphoric

15. Did you have any reoccurring dreams as those in detail including any feelings that a

exual climbing dreams

atapolting dreams

Plane crash dreams

16. What were you like as a child, your chara dreams, your problems?

bsessed with scifi. Aliens. Magic. Had a babydoll age5 and thought i was pregnant fter watching Look Whos Talking. Made fun of in elemtary school for being weird. urned into a jock in middle school. Always for the image but when i ran track and ield in middle school i loved running and i use to have so much anger that i loved running it off (feeling of jealousy from step family and annoyance of mothers lcohilism) became a stoner (marijuana) in high school and came out of closet. Was omewhat rebellious and social. Hated math and science. Lost motivation for sports nd image but still worked out to keep strong.

17. What kind of environment did you grow home, with your family, with your parents,

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Re: which potency aggrevates... GENERAL SYMPTOMS

inus pressure in forehead...tightness in scalp, jaw, neck, throat, all feels tight onstricted and dysfunctional causing a state of fogginess, positional dizziness, and onfusion. Post nasal drip hard to swallow bubbles down esophagus. Cervical muscles ver excite and constrict upon moving the head. All worse after eating drinking any luid and damp weather and smoke i become dumb.. Better dry weather and rest. hronic headaches after acidic foods feels. Acid headaches. Or too much bright lights.

orld looks too bright abd shiny after taking phosphorus 30C and unknwown LM1 remedy.

tomach better after taking blind LM1 remedy and now have solid ropey stools light olored. Stools use to be shredded and floating and explosive...in shape of goldfish. Bloated abdomen worse by cold fruit heavy fat and starches.causing breathing to be ifficult. Swollen left side of stomach along with a repaired left inguinal hernia. Have multipal nutritional deficincies...yet senstive to vitamins.

Legs weak loss of power. Need to stretch constantly. Feels jello. Stiff. Worse left knee. Disconnected from brain slightly.

onstant fatigue and weakness causing depression. Lack of motivation. Jailed mprisoned in house. Need to be set free.

Dx of penumonia after hernia surgery due to lung deformity causing air from nesthesia to get traped in lung (congenital bronchial atresia)...getting better now. Had shortness of breath and exhaled harder then inhale feeling lack of breath. Also had tightness in chest upon brearhing in.

History of shortness of breath upon talking...abdomen flexes harder upon talking sing more oxygen when talking.

ightness of solar plexus...causes diaphram constriction.

Feels like swallowing, flexing of thaighs, and abdomen upon talking OVER EXCITES due o weakness of muscles...think of doing a FAST pushup because too WEAK to do a low pushup. Make sense?

Feels like world coming at me too fast. Photosensitive and feel like im on drugs. Makes me off balance as if the ground is a moving sidewalk or im moving faster then really am. This correlates with head symptoms.

Frequent urination. Do not feel hydrated. Urine smells toxic and sour. Usually bright o clear. Frequent urination at night. Frequent thirst and dry mouth at night but need o drink water but will soon urinate.

ertigo laying on sides.

Need warmth get cold easy

Ears feels like tons og wax on them

MOST OF THESE SYMPYOMS STARTED in 2011 AFTER A TRIP TO SEE MY DAD IN OWA. I BANGED MY HEAD ON CIELING, PARTIED WITH OLD FRIENDS TOOK LSD AND OT A BAD VIRUS WITH SINUS INFECTION. SINUS INFECTION CLEARED ON NTIBIOTICS BUT CAME BACK AND WONT SHOW ON CT SCAN AND HAS NOT GONE WAY SINCE VESTIBULAR NERVE DAMAGE RIGHT INNER EAR ALSO.

cid reflux since age14 caused by excederin overuse for headaches and ulcer due to hat

Had a root canal done in back tooth on right side age 12.

Symptoms that don’t fit anywhere else, but a person, but are not emotions or houghts)

1. Sleep - what position do you tend to sleep -what position can you not sleep in? - do ou do anything unusual in your sleep? - any problems with going to sleep, staying a

Need to smoke weed before going to sleep. Obsessive thinking before sleep easily wakened. Like to sleep with a lot of pillows curled up in a ball.

. Appetite - What foods do you crave/desire -What foods do you hate eating (have an v -What foods have a negative effect on you o -What foods have a positive effect on ou or symptoms in some way? All foods spark symptoms. Usyally have a good ppetite...i crave fruit, thick creamy coconut milk smoothies and starches like gluten ree pizza. Thick n filling foods also love coconut icecream

Hate cheese since molestation. Pastors wife shoved cheese down throat have had agging reflux since and also germaphobe since

What is the effect of hunger or fasting on y -What did you crave in the past? I get eak if i wait too long without eating and sometimes ill be hingry even if im full like a ull feeling in solar plexus. I always craved heavy starchy foods

. Thirst - What drinks do you crave/desire st -What drinks do you hate to take (are verse -When are you most thirsty? - When are you least thirsty?

like non ice water but slightly chilly. In the past before i was sick i loved fruit juice like cranberry. I also have a elderverry and cranberry tea o make that i love.

. Stool - Do you have any problems with yo -What is the shape, color, odor of the tool?i struggled on past with cobstipation but no longer if i eat enough fiber i posted tool detail above

. Urine - Do you have any trouble passing o -What is the color, odor of the urine? -Do you have any sediment or debris in the

Posted urine details above but when i was five i peed blood ajd no one ever knew hy it continied for a few years after now its microscopic they did sirgery to opeb retha a little age 7

. Sweat - How do you feel about the amoun -Where do you have the most sweat? -hat is the odor? - What color does it stain clothing? -Does anything in particular ause you to sw

Movement and working out makes me sweat. Before thunderstorms my symptoms ncrease and i sweat and flush If i dont work out or move or sweat i will feel toxic

. Sexuality - Any problems with your sexual -Any problems with your sexual ability or u -Any history of sexually transmitted disease I explained sexuality in detail above but i have had history of mulascum (acute) warts on thaigh and scabies that was hen i was on acutane for acne on high school and was also on antidepressants in high school too

. Menses (Women) - How many days is your cycle? - How many days does the flow o for? -What is the appearance of the flow? - What is the odor of the flow? - What kind of stain does the flow leave? - Any discharge before, during or after? - Any pain before, during or after the flow? - What symptoms come before the flow? -What ymptoms come after the flow?

. Environment – How does the weather affe -How does the temperature affect you? -How does the season affect you? - What physical activities affect you? - Is there nything else in the environment y

Damp weather makes me heavy hazy lethargic and head symptoms worsen in damp eather

m also sensitive to lights noise sounds and too much stimuli even walking from ndoors to outdoors im sensitive to the bright stimuli and change of environment

need warm and dry.

love ocean and deserts

10. Anything else you feel is important that h questions?

Dx lyme hypothyroid tiny tiny kidney stone R kidney.

'6 135 age 24 male puffy face toned body slim. Fam history dads side Emphazyma ataracts lukemia hyperthyroid

Moms side family diabetes heartdisease peptic ulcers hypothyroid cervical C breast C troke Edit Post Report post to moderator

Re: which potency aggrevates... From tj7472001 on 2015-03-14 Forgot my moms side also had kidney issues (brother has one kidney..mom has two but one is a child size kidney and her mom died of kidbey failure from not going to ialisis. Edit Post Report post to moderator

Re: which potency aggrevates... From tj7472001 on 2015-03-14 forgot to mention i live in hawaii. i moved here due to the ocean. Edit Post Report post to moderator

Re: which potency aggrevates... From tj7472001 on 2015-03-14 also forgot i feel alone in life. my mom also says i am troubled. She says before i as five i was the happiest kid she has ever seen.
 
  tj7472001 on 2015-03-14
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Alright thank you for answering all my questions. I will have a look at this in the next few days and see what medicine I can suggest
 
Evocationer 9 years ago
Hi- I am going to put the link
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Otherwise- things will get confused, all the info
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Best wishes,

Simone
 
simone717 9 years ago
Okay thank yu simone for all your help..
 
tj7472001 9 years ago
Evactioner just to be sure i forgot to post a few important details on my case.

i get guilty easily. i usually wake up and reflect with guilt and anxiety fir something i did or said. i cabnot stand when one person is angry ir upset with me and i fret iver it. it mixes with anxiety. i really have low self esteem and feel i am a bad person sometimes. i compare myself with others often ohysically and mentally and morally.

i also wake up with morning sickness and dizziness and disorientation with nausea. an overall toxic feeling.

sometimes i gihe up hope and think i will just rot then other times i snap out of it and force myself to remain optimistic.
 
tj7472001 9 years ago
Reaction ti phosporus 30C: felt high as if on LSD very giggly happy hyper like a little kid no appetite playful my breathing got better had strength all over my body colors looked bright and beautiful diZinss still there head felt weird a little still but overall felt great and then CRASHED hard all symptims returned and felt dull empty and dazed as if coming off Prednisone
(2 WEEKS AGO).

reaction to staphysyagria LM 1 neck got worse stiffness in body angry irritated easily annoyed felt in a rush claudterphobic angry dreams lasted a week
(6 MINTHS AGO)

Reaction to LM 1 remedy unknown. all symptoms got worse physically but felt euphoric mentally and emotionally then crashed due to taking antibiotic then homeopath said to take remedy again due to possibly antidoting with antibiotic and had a horrible aggrevation still lasting now all colors seem too bright and highlighted and feel very toxic but stool has improved possibly long ropey smooth but floating.

I read nosodes or miasmatic remedies are supposed to be given high dose as
i have been suggesting medorrhinum and thuja in the past.
 
tj7472001 9 years ago
If my case is too difficult to do online i can do skype and can compensate if its not enough info in dialoug.
 
tj7472001 9 years ago
Ok I have looked over this. I don't think you need Medorrhinum or Thjua, although I can at least see why this person thought Medorrhinum might be appropriate.

There are a lot of powerful miasmatic themes in your case, but they are (to my eye) clearly TUBERCULAR. I mean honestly -

Desires Freedom
Averse to being tied down
Desires to travel the world
Wants to break free
Averse to commitment
Bored easily
Desires excitement
Romantic


This is almost the core of this miasm. In fact it is practically the core of the nosode associated with it Tuberculinum bovinum.

"Tuberculinum is in need of excitement and romantic stimulation, while yet suffering disappointment and frustration which enhance an inherent bent to irritability"

"These patients put emphasis on appearance, enjoy travel and adventure; however managing the discontent and attempting to adapt to the routines of life create psychic tension and compulsive behaviour"

"Tuberculinum portrays a romantic and unfulfilled character, prone to seek excitement, the stimulation of travel, and frequent changing of routine in regard to work and other commitments"

"Tuberculinum shows erratic emotions, a romantic and unfulfilled longing, and a need for excitement and frequent changes of routine. From this dynamic result easily aroused frustration and irritability, coupled with a tendency to be overly active, impatient"

"Frequent sense of suffocation"

"Oppression of the chest"

"History of respiratory disorders, pneumonia, asthma etc"

"Offended easily"

"Constantly changing symptoms"
 
Evocationer 9 years ago
Yes i agree. I do have all of that. maybe that is why i reacted so powerfully to phosphorus but yet i crashed HARD from phosphorus. with my current state of illness, i do want to break free. im stuck on an island (literally) and want to go travel the world but i cannot.

however, my face is puffy and im short (slim) so does this mean, after Tubercuæinum bovine i would need another miasmatic remedy?


As med and thuja cover head symptoms very beautifully...so is TB the FIRST layer or will there be more remedies after this?

Im ultra ultra sensitive..pathologically and chronically ill...what is the smallest dose of TB that i can get away with?

Thnk u so much !!!!!!
 
tj7472001 9 years ago
I don't believe people move between miasms or have more than one miasm. Once the miasm is removed (or quietened) you will see remedy states without miasmatic qualities.

I don't prescribe for layers. I prescribe for the picture I see, looking at themes, patterns, expressions, issues (totality). People can change states (and therefor remedies) as part of their journey towards cure. You cannot see where they will go, nor predict it. It is fairly certain that other remedies will be needed to bring you to a high level of health though.

I would start with Tub 12, in a liquid dose (within a bottle with a dropper).

1. Hit the bottle 3 times
2. Place 3 drops into 250mls of fresh clean water. Stir thoroughly
3. Take 2 teaspoons out and place into another 250mls of fresh clean water. Stir thoroughly.
4. Take 2 teaspoons out of this 2nd cup, and place into another 250mls of fresh clean water. Stir thoroughly.
5. Take 2 teaspoons out of this third cup and place into the mouth. Hold for 20 seconds and swallow.

This is one dose. Repeat the dose after 3 days starting from Step 1 (so all previous cups will have been thrown out) assuming there is no significant aggravation. Do so again after another 3 days. Do this 5 times in total if you can, and let me know how it has affected you.

If there is a significant aggravation then stop and take no more doses. We can assess what has happened at that point.
[message edited by Evocationer on Wed, 18 Mar 2015 12:47:49 GMT]
 
Evocationer 9 years ago

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