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Ive been wandering on these forums for years without any succes... only got aggravations from remedies but sometimes temporal relief too

i got gynecomastia operated by my mind problems can only be solved with homeopathy, iam on verge of suicide please help me badly... ples please
 
  badshah19 on 2013-03-11
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i am too struck in past, i check every detail of my friends girlfriend n then i imagine stuff and get sad when i know how they behaved sexually before me etc and i cant stop asking them and if they dont answer i get very angry and cant conctrate on anything else until i get answer, then feel like vomiting

i feel like im living in past, too much anger too and badly concentration problems

this all is ruining my day to day life and also relationships with people, i have suicidal tendencies since some time too... pls help
 
badshah19 last decade
Badshah,

Are you on the East Coast- usa? Somehow I remember
reading something like that in your previous threads.

What comes to my mind for you is to consult someone

like Dr. Edward Shalts, MD- he is a psychiatrist, homeopath
and integrative medicine Dr. He has a site HomeopathyNewYork.com
and he practices private now in NYC. 212-362-1884

I was impressed with a case of his I read, where the patient
was another MD and feeling suicidal after 9/11-It was
not easy to find the right remedy but he did find the
remedy that cured the patient. It was Aurum Bromatum.

I think you need a person of this level and if you are not
near that area, call and get a referral from this Dr.
 
simone717 last decade
What are the medications/herbs have you tried so far?
 
dhundhun last decade
Simone, i am from Europe...

These suicidal thoughts are killing me, i am so alone and depressed i'll die.
 
badshah19 last decade
Is ther eno one who can take my case on this forum? all have failed me, even lost money to some bogus homeopath from india
 
badshah19 last decade
Badshah,

Dhundhun, was trying to ask you about yourself. You did
not reply.

Why don't you go thru your past threads and list all
the remedies you have taken and answer the form
questions again. No one can prescribe unless they know
your present symptoms.

I had thought you were studying in USA at one point. If
someone else helps you on here and you still don't feel
well, I suggest you then do skype with Dr. Judyth Ullman-
she is an international teacher, author and she was
a previous Psychiatric counselor, so she knows both
worlds and can can make an expert assessment of what
you need now and a plan for the future.
 
simone717 last decade
I will try to list all remedies I have taken simone, I am really really on the verge of suicide - thinking of it all times...

And how is payment done with Dr. Judyth?
 
badshah19 last decade
I have lost my kit with all remedies but will try to make a list of remedies I have taken:

Lac caninum 200k
Helleborus 30k (doc told me to get this after Lac caninum aggravation but wasnt used later on)
Cubeba 200k
Cubeba MK
Phos 30
Lycopodium 30
Phos 200

And a few more remedies. I only got aggravations with positive results for a SMALL period of time, my concentration weakened alot too...

I have been wandering on these forums since nearly 1.5 years, I really need help
 
badshah19 last decade
Badshah,

You can probably pay with a credit card or paypal
or make some other arrangement.

Healthyhomeopathy.com - look at the site.
$400 for the 90 minute skype consult
$150 for an hour of counseling - if you want that
instead.

She is very focused on the mental illness area
and just wrote a book on homeopathy and this
area. However, you need someone to assist you
where you are- if you are feeling that bad, a
regular MD or psychiatrist- Emotions feel
like they will stay but they don't-suicide is a
permanent solution to a temporary problem-
If you need to- go to the Emergency Room.
 
simone717 last decade
No one on this forum though?

thanks simone anyways.
 
badshah19 last decade
Badshah,

You are not being very rational here. You put your
request up- Dhundhun replied. You just put the
info on remedies up today- and you don't get replies
on here like it is a fast food restaurant service.
Plus, you have a complicated case and there is nothing
to prescribe off of.

You should fill out one of the case taking forms- put
those answers on here, and then write about how
long this has gone on- and write about your relation
ship with your parents-- your Mom in particular-and write about what has
gone on in your gf relationships.

You can also write to Dr. Showrav and he would need
ALL- the info you put together anyway. He could tell
you what he thinks-jashowrav At gmail.com -you will
get an honest opinion about how long and how
involved treatment would be.
 
simone717 last decade
what sort of stimulator(s) you take - if any? Tea, Coffee, Cigarette, Alcohol, etc. If any what is frequency?

How much do you exercise? Frequency? Any Yoga, ansy meditations?

How is your digestive system? food desires, aversions. How regular? Any digestive symptoms?

What is body constitution, weight, fat distribution, etc.

In addition to this try to fill out details, the way it is done in this post: http://www.abchomeopathy.com/forum2.php/376489/
 
dhundhun last decade
In addition to that provide clinical test related information. Do you have any estrogen dominance? Do you have excess prolactin? You might be having reading related to LH also.
 
dhundhun last decade
Dear badshah19, I think that the only medicine that cures is homeopathy, but if i were you in the meanwhile i will get a consult with an allopathic psychitric and then look for an homeopath.

good luck,
 
Albert last decade
Yes Simone, I really dont want to sound egoistic or haughty or whatever, but you must understand that I have already filled out my case so many times, for Nawaz, Joe, Dr David... And another bogus homeopath whom I paid for on skype.

Who shall be treating me now? Dhundun? Dr. Showraw?

I will reply to Dhundun fully on here, but Simone pleazse keep visiting this thread too.

And thanks for your advice, Albert.
 
badshah19 last decade
Here you go sir:


Patient ID: Badshah Sex: male Age: 20

Please answer the following questions in a descriptive manner after careful analysis and recollection of previous experiences and happenings.

1. Describe your main suffering?

I used to come on this forum earlier for more physical issues: such as gynecomastia, hyperhidrosis. Since gynecomastia was bothering me too much since age 10-11 I got it removed by surgery, altough there is still alot of fat in my chest area. I have recently joined the gym to remove that excess fat.
Hyperhidrosis is still the same sadly. Before getting my surgery I tried alot of homeopathy, on this forum and even on skype with an homepath from India - with little success.
With some remedies I only felt good for a few days and then there was a bad aggravation - usually where I couldn't concentrate at all and felt like in a dream, felt as if there was a cloth on my brain, couldn't think.
Already before the remedies I have a bad concentration and procrastination problem, it is not normal, it is somewhat like Attention Deficit Disorder (I'm pretty sure I have that).
But the main thing I am writing to you now for is my mental health...
I really don't know but I ruin myself with the past, the past... My first relationship ended because I couldn't accept a 'used' 'dirty' girlfriend. Whenever I have some doubts in mind, such as did you do this with your ex or whatever, I start asking like a mad person because I am RESTLESS untill I get my answer,
I feel as if I can't breathe anymore until I get answer.. And if the answer satisfies me, like she didnt hug her ex for example it makes me little better but if its positive I get so angry, insult my girlfriend , feel depressed.
It happens in every relationship, the past takes a toll on my present. Perhaps I live too much in the past, not only with relationships but also with normal people, I always tend to remember the bad things someone did to me years ago and hate them for it.
My girlfriend now, I cant breakup with her, I love her way to much, but I am ruining her and myself since the past year because of her past.. I am really fedup of it, but I think of her past ALL THE TIME. I woke up now andIMMEDIATELY though: 'my gf is used f*ck sake, I wont ever get a pure girl, god betrayed me as usual'
and these thoughts ruin my mood, and just make me depressed- suicidal.
I really don't know what to do, my concentration and memory levels are really bad too.

I don't know but my childhood played a huge role in what i am - abuse, bullying etc. I stopped growing at age 13 too which is very young for males who usually tend to grow till 18-21.


Basically my main problem now is mental ones, physical ones can wait but theyre important too (they were my main priority before but not now as i feel suicidal).

2. What other physical sufferings do you have in your body?

I have headaches sometimes, and before at an earlier age I used to have lots of stomache ache but now its less often.

3. What mental sufferings / feelings do you have associated with your physical sufferings?

Physical suffering well hyperhidrosis makes me feel very depressed too, makes me uncomfortable around people etc. Gynecomastia makes me so unsure that I never run around in tshirt but even in summer put on lots of clothes to hide it.


4. What exactly do you feel when you are at your worst?

I feel suicidal.


5. When did it all start? Can you connect it to any past event or disease?


My gynecomastia started at age 10.
My hyperhidrosis started at age 12.

And I don't know since when I have wanted a 'pure girlfriend' who does everything with me alone, but It is there since I have had my first girlfriend which is about age 14/15.

And all these ilnesses are linked to my past I guess.

I was always bullied as a kid because I was the lone asian in a caucasian school. I had no one to go to because I couldnt explain my ordeal to the teachers and they only punished me for my fights but never saw me getting bullied.
MY parents were too busy fighting each other, and my father often got physical and beatup my mum.
During works in our house I got abused by some of the men, they would show me p*rn and tell me to masturbate, I was only 6 back then.
Another of my uncles used to sleep with me and he used to pinch my nipples at night and I would feel really weird. I was about 6-7 back then too.
And I was still bullied at age 12-13 too and I dont know, I think the hyperhidrosis started because I wanted to hide myself from world and stressed for bullying so I think sweat started then.


6. Which time of the day you are worst?

It really depends, in holidays its all days long. When I go to courses I feel okay sometimes when I can pretend to be okay and normal, but then at other times im very down when I feel neglected or see how my life got ruined, I never enjoyed life.

7. What are the things which aggravate your suffering and which are those which ameliorate the same?

I don't know about this.. Sometimes I feel that overtime I have become used to being alone, so even being alone in a room for a few hours won't really affect me, sometimes I prefer that so there is no one judging etc. I like going for quiet walks alone at night, not in mornings because at night no one can see you.
Aggravates I don't know, when I see people of my age having fun and me being struck like an unlucky soul, never having seen pleasure or happiness in life.


8. Do your think your sufferings have relation to any external stimuli (like, change of place) or any internal biological changes in the body, like, menses (in females)?


I think it was stress, abuse, bullying and my parents quarreling.


9. When do you feel better, during hot weather or cold weather, humid or dry weather?

I like cold weather because then you stay inside, wear lots of clothes so people dont see your body etc.


10.Describe your general mental set up? Are you Moody, Arrogant, Mild, Agreeable Changeable, Nervous, Suspicious, Easily offended, Quiet, Arguing, Irritating, Lazy etc.

I am very suspicious: of my gf and also whenever I take any utensil, even if I know its been washed I look inside it and wash it again. Maybe that also shows why I want 'purity' from a gf.
I am arrogant too sometimes. Very easily offended. Quiet mostly. Irritating too. And moody but I dont show it to the world I guess.

- How do you feel before or during a thunderstorm?
I dont know, thunderstorms arent here often. I guess I feel safe in a house at that time.

- Do you like being consoled during your tough times?
I don't know, it makes me feel a little better but I always tell people I am okay and never share my pain (only did first time either on this forum, and that too because there is no face attached to the story or to my current gf).
Inside it makes me feel a little loved but I always ward people off and tell them I dont need it etc. But if no one bothers when Im sad it makes me more sad, really weird.

- Are you sensitive to external stimuli like smell, noise, light etc?
I hate noise and too much ligt.

- Do you have any typical habit or gesture like nail biting, causeless
weeping, talking to one self etc?
I talk to myself, esp about pain. Nail biting as kid. Punching in walls when angry.

- How do you feel about your friends, family, your children and especially your husband / wife?
Dont have friends. Family, i have just cordial relationship with my parents, a little better with my sister. And my wife, she loves me but always the picture of her with another man comes up doing the things she did, getting used emotionally and physically for someone and then I feel like vomiting and start hating her, but I cant leave her cos i Love her.

11. What are your fears and do you dream of any situation repeatedly?

My fears are that my girlfriend did more suff than she told me, she lies to me and just dont know her cheating on me etc.


12. What do you crave for in food items and what are your aversions?
I crave for fastfood and salted things.

13. How is your thirst: Less, Normal or Excessive?

Id say normal.

14. How is your hunger: Less, Normal or Excessive?
Id say normal.

15. Is there any kind of food which your body can’t stand?
No.

16. Is your sweat normal or less or more? Where does it sweat more: Head, Trunk or Limbs?
Excessive. armpits, back, groin etc

17. How is your bowel movement and stool type?

bowel movement is normal and stool type pretty solid.

18.How well do you sleep? Do you have a particular posture of sleeping?

I often sleep on my stomache with one leg spread out.

19. Do you think you are able to satisfy your sexual desires in general?

I suffer from premature ejaculation.

20.What peculiar or strange sensation do you have in any part of your body at times? Do you sometimes feel ‘ as if…..’ in some part of the body?

??

21. What medications have been taken earlier by you to treat the diseases and do you have any particular symptom surfacing after the medication?

Only homeopathic remedies, and with some I had good experience for few days then bad aggravations:
concentration problem getting very bad , feeling as if cloth on brain so cant think at all,too much anger

22. What major diseases are running in your family?

My dad has acidity problems, hernia, ulcer and he has anger control problems too.

23. Describe, how do you look like? Describe your overall appearance.
I am 5f8. I look athletic when in clothes but without clothes I have female type of body : manboobs, fat on stomache and hips. I weight 78 (lost 10 kg after I hit gym but still have manboobs).


Ask me anything more you need.
 
badshah19 last decade
Badshah: I can see most of the remedies prescribed to you earlier were incorrect. Dhudhun is a very good homeopath; you can trust him.
[message edited by AsadGhumman on Tue, 26 Mar 2013 12:26:06 GMT]
 
AsadGhumman last decade
Thanks Asad. I hope he will help me...
 
badshah19 last decade
Lastly, while reading your last post, I saw that you have mentioned your sex as 'male'. Don't you think it is a great blessing that at least you belong to a sex? There are more than 3-3.5 million eunuchs in India only that don't belong to any sex at all, can't even claim that they are either male or female. If you ever visit India or Pakistan, only then you would know that how these are treated by society & even by their own families. Further, there are millions & millions of men who have lost their sexual abilities & have become impotent either due to accidents or due to diseases etc. Their lives are just ruined & they can't even tell that to others. What should they do then? Should they all commit suicide? Think about them!
[message edited by AsadGhumman on Tue, 26 Mar 2013 12:29:32 GMT]
 
AsadGhumman last decade
Yes... I know theyre always people having it worse off, but my sitation is like this:

if i had been born poor or without parents I would've understood and okay that must hurt but this is something which hurts me most.
I have no parents despite having parents. I am poor despite having food, a house etc.
Even poor people enjoy their lives... I have a body but I have to hide it. I may be a man, but i didnt enjoy my past 20 years, been like a jail. I suffer from so much, concentration issues, gynecomastia, premature ejaculation, hyperhidrosis, loneliness and so much then all this mental trouble.

But somewhere you are right, but I dont think you would understand how it feels to have nothing despite 'having everything' that the world seems to find so important.
 
badshah19 last decade
I have taken many remedies by now and I really wish that my doc now throughouly thinks about the medicine and finds a similimum because I have had way too much aggravations affecting my daily life by taking different kind of remedies each time

thanks in advance
 
badshah19 last decade
Start with Rickeweg R26, 10 drops three times a day.

This detoxifies, drains and reactivates system.
 
dhundhun last decade
Right now, you can google befrienders worldwide,
and there are lines for your area, and you can get
an email support person. You can call as often as you
like but you won't get the same person- but you can
get the same email person. You need that, and their
purpose is to help with suicidal thoughts , etc.

You are missing a sense of your own value. Kids
get that from their parents and if parents don't have
their sense of value or a wrong sense of value ( having
value only if you look right, have money etc) then
you feel abandoned.The good news is that your
value is already there in you from day one- you are
here for a reason and you have gifts that you are to
find which will be your passions in life.

What you are wanting is to FEEL good and some inner
peace instead of being tortured by this stuff. It is
very hard to care what other terrible things others are
going thru when you are overwhelmed. Another
patient who was on here, also a young guy like you, told me
I know there are people starving, etc way worse than
me but this anxiety etc gives me no space to even
care. He finally has the right remedy- nat mur, and
now is telling me he is having feelings of love for
other people come up and is naturally wanting to
do things for them, and this is an entire new
experience for him-so that is what needs to go on
for you too.
Abuse causes these things, you have not done
anything wrong, and you are a lovable person, no
matter what. That is the truth that is under all this,
your worth has nothing to do with external factors-
it is God given and inside you always.Focus on that,
bc it is right.]
[message edited by simone717 on Tue, 26 Mar 2013 19:50:18 GMT]
 
simone717 last decade
Simone, thanks for the advice and long post, feels nice. I don't need anyone to listen to me I just want medicine to cure me, I mean ive had remedies partially curing me where I was happy for days etc I want that again, I really dont want to go out or even share this, im sharign here once thats enough for me but still thanks a ton Simone.

I have a gf and her past kills me. I think its because all my life I didnt share with anyone so I want that one person to be all 'pure' special, only caring for me ever and me being the only special person to her in past present and future.

Well for the operation, they removed my excess tissue but I still have fat because the doc didnt do liposuction, so I have joined a gym altough Ive lost 10 kgs I see no difference in the chest area.
I was operated in July 2012.

Thanks for making me feel good, sir..

And Simone, I do care for the poor etc and have always wanted to do something for them, but somehow I feel that my pain is not the same as theirs and I dont know you shouldnt put pain in perspective because it is different for everyone. You can be poor but have love, but then you can be rich but have no love, who is more in pain or suffering? I have parents, but not the love of parents, so I could be more lucky than orphans, but there are orphans with great adoptive families? Do you understand what Im trying to say?

I want to feel good, feel at peace, my brain needs to stop thinking about the past or what could have been, i should start focussing on what I have now and how lucky I am to have it... I really need medicine to shift this nearly obsessive behaviour of past, just now I was reading into my old conversations with my girlfriend to find out what she said about her ex, and how he hurt her. (It hurts me that she did so much for him and got hurt in return, I wish she had done with me or for me the first time, everything).

And Dhundun, do I have to get 'Reckeweg R26'? Ill order it right away. If i am not mistaken ,I have read about it now, it is a 'general' remedy right? Before starting on others.
[message edited by badshah19 on Tue, 26 Mar 2013 17:29:49 GMT]
 
badshah19 last decade
I understand what you are saying. You have emotional wounds,
and you cannot fix them by doing mental work- 'I should' be
type stuff. You can do that, and it is good practice, but it is
always going to be a mental over-ride on the bubbling emotional
wounds trying to keep them down. I help with a lot of teens,
and hear them say, 'I should' be happy, etc and I am very depressed-
and they either have a physical thing going on-or abuse has gone on.

Your desire for the gf to be the only trusted support is
too much pressure on one person- usually the one person
who is 'unconditional' and always there is the Mother-but the only
unconditional true thing is the creator- not humans. A lot
of abused people want to find the one partner for support and then
hide away with that person, bc it is too painful and scary to
have other relationships. You will 'burn out' the other person after
a time. Therapy could help you form some new habits, like
realize you are projecting past wounds onto the gf, and forbid
yourself to project. It is lighting up where you wanted love in
the past and did not get it- in therapy you would be guided
to grieve the original instance and thus neutralize the pain,
and then next time you heard something it would not cause
pain. That is how it works and you want the homeopathy to erase
the pain which it can do, but I think it is good if you are
educated about what NOT to do bc it is something you can learn to
stop and control yourself and vent elsewhere. There are tools to deal with it, but
you are not up for that yet, and that is ok.
[message edited by simone717 on Sat, 30 Mar 2013 02:42:19 GMT]
 
simone717 last decade

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