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HiI am not sure if the natrum muriaticum is doing much anylonger. Sure it made me more approachable and communicative at work.
And since the platina, nat mur my BDD isnt much of a trouble either. But still I dont feel anywhere near cured.
I still have issues with sex despite a high sex drive. I have fetishisms but naked body just repels me + I feel to childlike or innocent for anything like sex. To me it feels like a violation or something, that I am being violated by the other person if I see that other person naked. But i have never been raped or anything close to that. So i have no idea where this is coming from. Maybe issue with intimacy?
- I am still angry at my own fammily, like I fight and curse a lot with my mother, but to everyone outside my family I am always nice.
-I am jelous, most jelouse if anyone gets attention, example if a person at work would talk to me and treat me in a nice way to make me feel as if lets say I am someone special to that person.. so then if I see that person talking to someone else at work I get very very jelouse and feel like this other person is her favorite one now.. I hate it when this happens. Also physichal appearance is the other thing I can get very jelous about. But good for me that I am apparently very good looking so that this does not happen to often
- I am emotionally unstable.. for example even if a coworker who I did not talk with much leaves the workplace to get another job somewhere else I will feel hurt by that even though I never talked much with that coworker. I just feel angry, hurt, how could she do this, it also shows that I am not to important to her I guess, that she would just leave. The issues is that I just thought that I am more important to her or the people around.
- I work to much, 7 days a week, I am tight on my money, not spending even 1 dollar and gambling on the side also to get more and more money, good for me that I won all 3 times that I gambled, because I am completely unable to take any form of losses.
- I sometimes have difficulty falling asleep so I have to masturbate and then I can do so easily
- I have great problem with socializing. With people who are very friendly and open it is not so much an issue because I know they will not hurt me. But with most people of my age it is very difficult and I quickly get embarrassed. I just fear being told what is wrong with me, and fear that I will end up looking embarrassed, fear loosing control of my emotions.
- I get very frustrated at work when I notice people are not helping me. It makes me very angry but I never let it out. It just is visible on my face people tell me but I would never let it out. I am to afraid of people being against me or not liking me.
- I have social anxiety and used to have agorophobia.My greatest desire is to be together with people of my age and having fun with them but I am unable to because of my issues when socializing so I fear life will pass me by and I will never experience having fun with friends while I am still young.
- I work a low job and it makes me look bad, so I wish to go to university but I fear and feel that I am incapable of studying. I fear the workload will just get to much with the material you get to study and this brings up huge resistance. When I feel overwhelemd or when I get more things to do this then slows me down tremendously so that nothing gets done in the end.
- I dont feel in control of my body when I socialize. Sometimes I tense up or stare which makes me feel very wrong.
My dreams as of recently are about being attacked by groups of people to be, like caught first and later they wont to do some violent things to me or rape me. But often I escape and fight them off.
violence, murder, last one was about my brother going crazy with a knife in his hand and I feared he will stab me. So I had to defend against him
or I was wanting to go to the beach but it was so windy there and it looked like a natural disaster about to happen by how strongly the wind was blowing so I had to leave the beach.
The feeling in such dreams is difficult to describe. That something is just missing.. there is this natural disaster and I am here alone who cannot take care of himself or something like that. I think I am a codependent.
I have some side effects from a platina 10m dose I took. Those type of dreams like my brother going crazy and wanting to stab me I think are from that proving. I never had them before.
I crave ice cream, sweets, lasagne, pizza,
dislike potatoe, beef, fat
high sexual drive yet aversion to sex. hate growing up, being a man, because I think being a cute child still will get more attention and make people like me and come to me then by being manly or masculine.
Yet on the other hand I am sometimes prideful. And so being the age I already am (mid 20 almost) I feel like I have to behave accordingly. I cannot take any form of humiliation or 'ego hits'.
PLEASE HELP.
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Almost on 2012-08-07
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I am also very introspective and guilt ridden I think. For example when I gamble money.. then this disease comes up.. that all of a sudden when I think about whether I will be lucky and win or not depends on whether I am being correct and doing the right things. Since only that way I will deserve to win otherwise god will not let me win... So when I have greedy thoughts when I gambled I immediately feel anxiety and then have to correct it by thinking how wrong it was and so then in return thinking a correct thought.
This is a bit strange because I am not really religious or believing in GOD. But when luck is in play I feel I will only be lucky and win money if I deserve it and that is if I do everything correctly or the right way.
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[message edited by Almost on Tue, 07 Aug 2012 11:00:11 BST]
This is a bit strange because I am not really religious or believing in GOD. But when luck is in play I feel I will only be lucky and win money if I deserve it and that is if I do everything correctly or the right way.
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[message edited by Almost on Tue, 07 Aug 2012 11:00:11 BST]
Almost last decade
lets please focus on my issue with sex, because it is so strange.
I hope there are not many remedies who have this symptom.
I hope there are not many remedies who have this symptom.
Almost last decade
'but to everyone outside my family I am always nice. '
Not true as you have hurt me so many times without any of my fault.
Not true as you have hurt me so many times without any of my fault.
♡ nawazkhan last decade
ok, family and over the internet I am in my un-compensated form I think, so at my worst behavior, but face to face with anyone apart from my family I am always told how nice I am by everyone and it makes me even feel embarrassed and fear that I am appearing to nice so I might be made fun of or ridiculed
.. I dont remember in what way I have hurt you mr nawaz. but ok I am sorry.
Is nat mur correct remedy for me or not??
I did have some dreams that would suggest cure was happening when I started the nat mur many weeks ago but now I do not have such type of dreams anylonger.
The curative dreams were of getting out of cement walls, or being taken of cement walls by friends which all felt good and right but I dont have such dreams anylonger.
I dislike the platina provings of excessive paranoia I have. Taking a 10M dose of that remedy was the worst mistake I ever made.
When I am in company this provings are much less of an issue but when I am alone they become an issue.
And I have gotten more afraid of being attacked from behind or by people with a knife from the platina 10m provings.
Like I mentioned I sometimes even dream about someone with a knife like my own brother becoming crazy and wanting to attack me.
.. I dont remember in what way I have hurt you mr nawaz. but ok I am sorry.
Is nat mur correct remedy for me or not??
I did have some dreams that would suggest cure was happening when I started the nat mur many weeks ago but now I do not have such type of dreams anylonger.
The curative dreams were of getting out of cement walls, or being taken of cement walls by friends which all felt good and right but I dont have such dreams anylonger.
I dislike the platina provings of excessive paranoia I have. Taking a 10M dose of that remedy was the worst mistake I ever made.
When I am in company this provings are much less of an issue but when I am alone they become an issue.
And I have gotten more afraid of being attacked from behind or by people with a knife from the platina 10m provings.
Like I mentioned I sometimes even dream about someone with a knife like my own brother becoming crazy and wanting to attack me.
Almost last decade
I am also addicted to dating websites.
I am unpunctual. Incapable of getting to work on time every single day. Even with people at work complaining about it, I still cannot be on time. I dont know why this is.
I also have issue with going to bed on time. I stay up for to long. Even when I tell myself every day 'today I must go to bed earlier' in the end I will not be able to go.. I think it is the same issue why I cannot get to work on time to be punctual.
I am shy, easily feel embarrassed, lack of confidence but with great expectations and desiring much more of myself.
I am unpunctual. Incapable of getting to work on time every single day. Even with people at work complaining about it, I still cannot be on time. I dont know why this is.
I also have issue with going to bed on time. I stay up for to long. Even when I tell myself every day 'today I must go to bed earlier' in the end I will not be able to go.. I think it is the same issue why I cannot get to work on time to be punctual.
I am shy, easily feel embarrassed, lack of confidence but with great expectations and desiring much more of myself.
Almost last decade
'but ok I am sorry. '
Very nice. May our creator bless you with good health, happy life and a bright career soon.
Very nice. May our creator bless you with good health, happy life and a bright career soon.
♡ nawazkhan last decade
nat mur is good but I felt my disease back again the other day.. while I went to drive to a place to gamble I felt this tensions and agony in my body. It is an anger at myself, and I even stepped on the gas to drive very fast every time I felt the strong anger. I just hate everything then when this happens. And then I also hate myself when I slow down out of fear of causing an accident or when I become afraid of a police car seeing me. Very unhappy when this is all happening.
- I want much more out of my life and myself. Totally unhappy with who and what I am. I want much more.
- At work I do some other jobs now and I always try to perform excellently and help people because I do like to get praised which I often do get. But today I didnt after expecting it from working fast and quick so that I was completely angry at how noone said anything. Very angry, so that it created a bit of a change in me. So that I wasnt the helpful mr nice guy anylonger who does everything for anyone.
- I am jealous or feel offended by any person who does better then me, who looks better then me and who gets attention.. but my response to those things when they happen is just to hate on myself, become totally unhappy with myself.
- I hate my inferiority complex. I mean I hate it when I make it visible to others in social situations
- I hate all my shortcomings
- I am ambitious yet feel depressed about the future. I am a workaholic at the moment, have no days off and trying to get at least 1 good material possesion with the money I am earning.
i am just not enough, lacking in so many ways and wished I could be something much much more.
but beside all those symptoms I am also shy, childish, timid, dependent I think and all those terrible things.
Good Physichal appearance to me is still the most important thing and I am getting again at least compliments on my appearance which is good. Without my appearance or if I lost it I would feel dead. The loss would be just to great for me.
- and I gamble sometimes and made quite a bit of money in an attempt to get quicker the amount of money I need. I become restless when the weekly pay is coming in so slowly that I have to make additional money. If that helps.
Does any remedy come to mind??
- I want much more out of my life and myself. Totally unhappy with who and what I am. I want much more.
- At work I do some other jobs now and I always try to perform excellently and help people because I do like to get praised which I often do get. But today I didnt after expecting it from working fast and quick so that I was completely angry at how noone said anything. Very angry, so that it created a bit of a change in me. So that I wasnt the helpful mr nice guy anylonger who does everything for anyone.
- I am jealous or feel offended by any person who does better then me, who looks better then me and who gets attention.. but my response to those things when they happen is just to hate on myself, become totally unhappy with myself.
- I hate my inferiority complex. I mean I hate it when I make it visible to others in social situations
- I hate all my shortcomings
- I am ambitious yet feel depressed about the future. I am a workaholic at the moment, have no days off and trying to get at least 1 good material possesion with the money I am earning.
i am just not enough, lacking in so many ways and wished I could be something much much more.
but beside all those symptoms I am also shy, childish, timid, dependent I think and all those terrible things.
Good Physichal appearance to me is still the most important thing and I am getting again at least compliments on my appearance which is good. Without my appearance or if I lost it I would feel dead. The loss would be just to great for me.
- and I gamble sometimes and made quite a bit of money in an attempt to get quicker the amount of money I need. I become restless when the weekly pay is coming in so slowly that I have to make additional money. If that helps.
Does any remedy come to mind??
Almost last decade
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