going to suicide !

Please take three doses of Bufo Rana 200 as follows and report back after 15 days (only 3 doses in 15 days).

day 1 morning
1st dose

day 1 evening
2nd dose

day 2 morning
3rd dose

One dose means
If the medicine is in pills form 4 pills. Don't touch pills with hand. Use cap of bottle to take pills.
If the medicine is in liquid dilution form, 3-4 drops in some 20 ml water. Sip up slowly.

Please follow homeo restrictions like no coffee, no raw onion/garlic, no strong perfumes, don't eat or drink anything within 30 minutes before or after taking medicine.

Please stop watching porns, it is the worst thing anybody can do.

Please read my posts on the breathing exercises called as Kapalbhati Pranayam and Anulom Vilom Pranayam by following the links given below. Please practise these pranayams regularly for half an hour preferably in a garden early in the morning. You may practise at any other convinient time. The only restriction that you have to follow is not to do these exercises within 4 hours after meals. You can have meals not within 15 minutes after finishing these exercises.
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I hate to read that someone might be thinking suicidal thoughts because of this issue. Yes it is difficult but of course you can have a good future!! You already seem to have improved your control and your mood in only a few weeks by following the doctor's advice. You are lucky to have his help. You might get to a level of control that you are comfortable with sooner than you think. Bufo Ranus helps my son but he also learned some meditation or mental exercises partly for relaxation but also for self-awareness and management. I believe that like a lot of other things, control improves over time with deliberate practice, and maturity. Did you also do the breathing exercises the doctor suggested? I think that you should persist with them, especially if you really did feel suicidal. If you do, I think your palpitations might get better too.

You are welcome. I am not sure that doctor kadwa or the other doctors can reply to every post as they have paid work to do. I have sometimes taken help about a problem from several different places. You might need to be a bit resourceful- as you were when you first posted here. I just posted here looking for a bit of information too. Perhaps this thought will help too- Every person has to learn to control lots of basic needs and urges to become a socially acceptable adult- eg we can't just be violent to our bosses. We all have to breathe, but we have to control when we breathe in and out if we want to talk (or sing, or swim underwater). With masturbation you first need to learn to not do it in public places or you can end up in real trouble, even prison. You have only mentioned doing it in private places so if that is true, if you feel despairing again you can remind yourself you have already learned more than you think you have! Less urgently, you need to learn not to do it when you have important things that really need to be done first, and not to just hide away and do it when you are stressed, or wanting to procrastinate.

The highest standards are the most noble but are also the hardest to acheive. Especially if you are a bit fragile emotionally if you set too high a standard too soon you run too high a risk of failing and giving up altogether. I don't know you at all but a medium term goal might be to get enough control so that your acts don't disturb your family or working life much. Like are you getting enough sleep? Perhaps you could think of a good short term goal for yourself.

Please take 4 pellets each of kali phos 6x in the morning and evening for 10 days and report back.
Please do the breathing exercises regularly as rightly advised by Ellen J.

Please repeat Bufo Rana.

Please take three doses of Bufo Rana 200 as follows and report back after 15 days (only 3 doses in 15 days).

day 1 morning
1st dose

day 1 evening
2nd dose

day 2 morning
3rd dose

One dose means
If the medicine is in pills form 4 pills. Don't touch pills with hand. Use cap of bottle to take pills.
If the medicine is in liquid dilution form, 3-4 drops in some 20 ml water. Sip up slowly.

Please follow homeo restrictions like no coffee, no raw onion/garlic, no strong perfumes, don't eat or drink anything within 30 minutes before or after taking medicine.

Please take 2 pellets of calc phos 6x thrice a day at a gap of atleast 4 hours for 15 days.

Please take regularly one dry fig, three almond seeds and two dates in the morning with a cup of milk.