Please Help Me

Hi Jewish Homeopath, I am replying late however, please suggest me some thing which will help me ... Please find the attached file ..........

Here are the answered questions .....
1. Describe your main suffering?
„³There is no main suffering as such, however I might conclude it as 'I am a loser' this is, what I feel about myself.
2. What other physical sufferings do you have in your body?
„³Body ache, I tend to get tired soon, I have a bad stomach, Acidity is major problem, and I do not feel any strength in my body, from last few days my teeth are aching so much.
3. What mental sufferings / feelings do you have associated with your physical sufferings?
„³I cannot stick to just one work and I get bored due to that, and I feel restless when I do something which I am forced to do, wether on my will or not and that cause strange pain in my neck at the back and closer to my head. I do sometime smoke it gives me feeling that I am not alone I have got someone to hang out with. When I was single I used to behave like a very descent guy, specially in front of girls, to get their attention, to end up with a conclusion that, girls around me camouflaging that they want descent person however the person they were in affair with are not at all good in nature. There may be some more but I am not able to recall it. I am very jealous, stubborn, and highly possessive, rather obsessive would be the better word, especially about my wife.

4. What exactly do you feel when you are at your worst? Describe the sensation in your own words.

„³I just wants to die, even I tried once and landed up in Hospital for a week, Once I banged my head on the wall and was at home for 1 month, and couldn¡¦t move my hands and head for a week or two, since then I feel more weakness. Now if I get any such feelings I just keep on walking till I get cool. Only negative thoughts strike my head and I think that I shouldn¡¦t be born. Now a days I fight with my wife or do offer worship to god.

5. When did it all start? Can you connect it to any past event or disease?

„³It started when I was kid I was raised in my village which still far away from modern society and I got company of some of the friends who were like sexoholick, and I got fascinated with the talk they used to do, I couldn¡¦t think anything else other than sex, that was the major cause of distraction, due to that I wasn¡¦t good in my academics, and my parents were expecting more out of me, I couldn¡¦t meet their expectations, and the which I love to do I couldn¡¦t do because I was not comfortable being with girls ( the place where I was raised, the concept of Girl Friend and Boy Friend was not acceptable) , though I use to fantasize about them, but never get them in real. This is how I can relate to because my feelings and thoughts got centralize to sex and sexual activity.

And the consequence was, I kept on failing everywhere, and my frustrations keep on raising after every failure, I became more stubborn and my pessimism raised more.

6. Which time of the day you are worst?
„³There is no Time Frame for this. Even I do not know, may be if some says any thing for which I am not ready for at all.

7. What are the things which aggravate your suffering and which are those which ameliorate the same? Example - Time, Temperature, Pressure, Rubbing, Washing, Eating, Tight Clothing etc.

„³When a person doesn¡¦t understand and doesn¡¦t listen to me, and start making assumptions. Specially when my Parents, who gave birth and raised me, they fail to understand even if I try to explain things. For example my wife have done something which I think with all possibility is not wrong and they try to prove it wrong just because I am praising my wife¡¦s work, this is nothing actually, I have a friend who is like sister to me, but my parents were thinking that I was seeing her, in fact I wasn¡¦t. Same way my sister has a friend who is like brother to her and my parents believe her and doubt on me. That particular so called brother of my sister has full access to any information about ¡§MY¡¨ Home but most of the information I get from third party source, I hate that guy like no one would hated anyone else so far.

8. Do your think your sufferings have relation to any external stimuli (like, change of place) or any internal biological changes in the body, like, menses (in females)?

„³It is not based on the places, it is about the people around me and their behaviour towards, and as I have mentioned about my sister¡¦s brother whenever I think of him I feel like get him killed or some other similar feelings.

9. When do you feel better, during hot weather or cold weather, humid or dry weather?
„³I did not notice about that, however I feel better when I rest with my wife and she obeys and acts according to my wish.

10. Describe your general mental set up? Are you Moody, Arrogant, Mild, Agreeable Changeable, Nervous, Suspicious, Easily offended, Quiet, Arguing, Irritating, Lazy etc.

„³All of them.

11. How do you feel before or during a thunderstorm?
I feel that current has just passed through my body, if it strikes suddenly and I couldn¡¦t see that.

12. Do you like being consoled during your tough times?
„³Yes.
13. Are you sensitive to external stimuli like smell, noise, light etc?
„³ If you mean whether I can smell it easily , then yes, else I don¡¦t make faces after smelling a worst smell in hall.

14. Do you have any typical habit or gesture like nail biting, causeless.
knuckle breaking, moving head to make sound.




15. Weeping, talking to one self etc?
„³ I do talk to myself, but not always, I feel better after weeping, however I do not weep just like that.

16. How do you feel about your friends, family, your children and especially your wife?
„³ I just love them, whenever I try to imagine myself without any one of them it feels like I am not complete, apart from the sister who has their own brother, and I love my wife as I already stated earlier that I am very possessive about her.

17. What are your fears and do you dream of any situation repeatedly?
„³One of my fear is, I may fail to be good husband and father, as so far I am not a good son and brother. From last 20 years if I can recall that I saw my parents and sister they always have complain from me. Now I don¡¦t want to repeat this with my kids, and you may understand that why?

18. What do you crave for in food items and what are your aversions?

„³ Any kind of sweat.

19. How is your thirst: Less, Normal or Excessive?

„³ Normal, but sometime I forget and sometime don¡¦t get time drink water.

20. How is your hunger: Less, Normal or Excessive?
„³ Hunger is same, but due to Acidity I do not eat much, and I don¡¦t strong digestion as it used to be.

21. Is there any kind of food which your body can¡¦t stand?

„³ Didn¡¦t find yet.

22. Is your sweat normal or less or more? Where does it sweat more: Head, Trunk or Limbs?
„³ If I remember, it use to be more, but now it comparatively less and it sweat more on forehead.

23. How is your bowel movement and stool type?

„³ So far it is good, I do not have many problem with that.

24. How well do you sleep? Do you have a particular posture of sleeping?
„³ I feel comfortable if I sleep facing the Earth. Though, I do not have any specific posture, till I am not getting any pain in my back and neck.

25. Do you think you are able to satisfy your sexual desires in general?
„³ Yes.

26. Do you have any strange, peculiar or unusual symptom or feelings? How are you different from others?
„³ Yes I have felt such feeling however I cannot express them in words

27. What medications have been taken earlier by you to treat the diseases and do you have any particular symptom surfacing after the medication?
„³ Unfortunately I do not have any records for that, however, there was no specific symptom to notice.

28. What major diseases are running in your family?
„³ Recently it¡¦s been detected that my Parents are diabetic, my father does get sudden attack of Low BP, I didn¡¦t check for me, but I guess even I have low / high BP, because I tend to shiver , dry mouth whenever I get angry, and I tend to sweat after that.

29. Describe, how do you look like? Describe your overall appearance.

„³ I would say, I look handsome, fair as and East Indian should be, height is about 5¡¦6¡¨ average built, black hair (originally) now also have few gray hair, black Eyes with brown shade.
(For Females)
30. If your menstrual cycles are not normal, please describe the irregularities, like pains, moods, flow type, clots etc.

31. What major diseases have you had in your life and when. Please write them in a chronological manner.

„³ When I was about 4-5 years old I suffered with Meningitis and Encephalitis, as told by my mother, in later few years I suffered with Pneumonia, Later on I was slow child I do take time to understand things, if I have to understand even a simple things I have to read or listen it twice or more. Later on there were just simple things, like fever and weakness.
Another thing when I was between 18 months to 2 years old, I had some skin disease, may be eczema, which is kind of hereditary, my father still has it, and doctor gave me Penidure of 600k power, and that was 6 vials.
If I compare myself between now and five - six years ago, my memory is reduced.

Hi Jewish Homeopath,

If i have to take Silica, may I know the quantity and power and the way to consume it?

Thank You