stutter

Sex: Male Age: 24


1. Describe your main suffering?
Stutter


2. What other physical sufferings do you have in your body?
Insecurity, Confusion, Indecisiveness, Can't focus on one thing, especially when trying to study I keep getting distracted by thoughts constantly.
Having hard time putting sentences even when I am not speaking, forgetting words, having hard time remember events.
I don't know how important this is, but for the last couple of days I start smelling burnt.
I feel something heavy/negative on my stomach, that's when I find it the hardest to talk. Especially when I feel out of energy and diorinated
I usually have a dull feelings, no desires to accomplish anything, no desires at all. I do have dreams but they're unachievable without desires.
Even on daily basis I am not excited to do anything, even when I am surrounded with people who love me and who I love back. I am more
comfortable doing familiar things.
Desire to ejaculate on daily basis, hard to focus on anything else until I do.


3. What mental sufferings / feelings do you have associated with your physical sufferings?
Frustration, unworthyness


4. What exactly do you feel when you are at your worst?
Empty, Disconnected, Wanting but can't cry, No energy or desire to do anything


5. When did it all start? Can you connect it to any past event or disease?
Mom claims someone scared me when I was 4, at 7 it got somewhat improved, but at the age of 13 I was becoming more and more concious about
the disorder and I started to disconnected my self from the world and the society.


6. Which time of the day you are worst?
It's about the same, perhaps in Day time it's a little worse

7. What are the things which aggravate your suffering and which are those which ameliorate the same?
aggravates: lack of sleep, stress, talking to more than 1 person, speaking my first language.
ameliorates: when I talk to women i almost don't stutter usually, alcoahol, meditation, speaking english.


8. Do your think your sufferings have relation to any external stimuli (like, change of place) or any internal biological changes in the body, like, menses (in females)?
No

9. When do you feel better, during hot weather or cold weather, humid or dry weather?
Sometimes hot weather brings me to good mood, sometimes Cold weather brings me to good mood. It's different each time.

10. Describe your general mental set up? Are you Moody, Arrogant, Mild, Agreeable Changeable, Nervous, Suspicious, Easily offended, Quiet, Arguing, Irritating, Lazy etc.
I can nervous for no reason sometimes, Arrogant, I can be easily offended, I always argue, Lazy for sure, Irritating.
I am good at giving advice to other people, I can sound very positive and full of hope.

- How do you feel before or during a thunderstorm?
Safe, excited
- Do you like being consoled during your tough times?
If the person makes sense even if it disagrees with my current beliefs then I like it.
If one has no idea what he/she is talking about then I don't.
- Are you sensitive to external stimuli like smell, noise, light etc?
Nope.
- Do you have any typical habit or gesture like nail biting, causeless
weeping, talking to one self etc?
I used to bite nails all the time, now I cut them very often so I don't get the chance to bite them.
- How do you feel about your friends, family, your children and especially your husband / wife?
I used to have a gf for 3 years, I loved her dearly and always been there for her.
I guess I felt nothing except that connection.
I am private about my problems, I haven't talked to this with my family until I turned 20. I do not like involving close people in my problems.
11. What are your fears and do you dream of any situation repeatedly?
Fear to remain this helpless and in this condition to the rest of my life.


12. What do you crave for in food items and what are your aversions?
Love Salty food, Cheese, chocolate, Dried salty fish (It's being salted and dried for few weeks).
Hate Ginger root.

13. How is your thirst: Less, Normal or Excessive?
Almost never thirsty
14. How if your hunger: Less, Normal or Excessive?
Normal
15. Is there any kind of food which your body can’t stand?
Just the ginger root. (taste turns me off)
16. Is your sweat normal or less or more? Where does it sweat more: Head, Trunk or Limbs?
normal
17. How is your bowel movement and stool type?
types 2-4 --different each time
18. How well do you sleep? Do you have a particular posture of sleeping?
I prefer not to sleep on my back. Usually when I wake up I am feeling tired.

19. Do you think you are able to satisfy your sexual desires in general?
When I had the right person with me yes.

20. How do you think you are different from others, if at all?
Just the condition which makes me feel more disconnected and different from everybody else.

21. What medications have been taken earlier by you to treat the diseases and do you have any particular symptom surfacing after the medication?
Anti depressants helped me work on my confidence. I stopped taking them 2 years ago.

22. What major diseases are running in your family?
None

23. Describe, how do you look like? Describe your overall appearance
6 feet tall, green eyes, brown hair, white