eye problems

I am a 53 yr old female, overweight since pregnancy at 21. Three grown children 30, 30. and 32 ...twin girls a son. Am close to them and worry about them. A few years ago I lost a 25 yr old newphew to drowning, who lived with me. I took Ignatia but still grieve him at times.
I have retinal bleeds in both eyes which came fter seeing sparks of light. (Also soon after severe conjunctivites which I treated with Belladona, ephersia and finally with more success using Allum cepia...red onion. My vision got worse soon afterthis and soon after I experienced a feeling of great anger and visualizing retrebution on two persons, (situational and physical harm) which I took back right away--- yet both came true within 24 hrs. I have never experienced this before and realize it may have been a coincidence... however I am now practcing qi gong meditation and visualizing good will on loved ones and enemies.
I also quickly got a left eye cataract and haleos around light. I can't see in
glare and sun bothers eyes
dark relieves tired eyes
seek light inside but not directly in eyes, hate dimly lit rooms
double vision blurred vision
pulse in left ear after eating (new symptom)-relieved by boring finger in ear)
ringing in ear for one min
high blood shugar now under control with diet
cold numb feet
terrible itching left hand-base of ring finger
I have never been able to wear much jewlery.
Dreams are vivid and in color. Dream of confusion and frustration and of my children when they were young. i am often protecting them.
I hate: noise and confusion makes me feel overwhelmed cover my ears and seek quiet
especially after 10 pm even though I work until 12 am with behavioral MR residents-I shut many TVs, raidos and ringing cell phones. I
hate tags on clothing- ruff seams and fabrics
I have insomnia between 2and 4 am.
Decreased libido
forgetful, disorganized (getting better with strict diet mostly vegeterian.
Mind thinks in circles- using qi gong to quiet mind and bring heat to feet
Feet tingle and burn when I am fearful of spillin hot water from tea pot...At times I can make them tingle at will.
I can be crankey, angry, tired, overwhelmed, and too talkitive, or quiet and brooding.
I can be hopeful, loving, patient, forgiving, humorous and love people but need solitude and quiet at times
Cannot wear jewlery-itches
clostrophobic... cannot wear tight clothing, turtle cecks, small necklass,
Love: panaramic views, thunder and lightning, all water, storms, scading hot showers and baths, clasical music, some rock and jazz, I love fat on meat specially lamb. I love oils: olive, coconut, toasted sesame, butter and mayo.
I love salt especially indian black salt, but I need less salt than most people.
Love all vegatables especially bitter greens.
Love blue cheeze, all cheeze but I don't eat it. I love mushrooms and lemons, limes and grapefruit, vinagar and hot spices.
I have an arthertic right hip, loss of mobility in right leg. Weakness legs espec in left thigh when climbing stairs.
History of asthma and pneumionia-under control with diet, bad teeth very young from prescreption drugs
allergic to penicillin
Treated successfully by homeopath in the past with Thunja, salix fragillis.
Now I am under the care of a new homeopath who recomends six remedies at once which she sends me in water in plastic jars through the mail. I feel no movement with these Cars. Lach, Phos. Cal flour) She wants me to start two others...all at the sametime...I would like to go back to the first homeopath who uses single remedies, but I cannot afford him at this time. I have located Sulpher in your Remedy Finder and would like to start with 30C and progress to 1M. In the past I treated myself successfully with
Belladonna for tooth pain,
Ephersia, Allum cepi for the conjunctivitus I mentioned earlier. I used homeopathy over 30 yrs for the usual cold and flu remedies and Nat phos for indigestion and Nat Mur for edema. I am seeing a natropathic MD who uses Ayurvedic medicine, auricular therapyis and oversees SGAF sound therapy. He gave me four combinations in French Homeopathy which I took little of because I do not understand this kind of treatment. He gives a lot of Peurvian herbs and supplements and I recently discovered he was giving me the drug Pramiracetam and the Standard Process drug Iplex, both of which I think are expermental and unsafe for me. I stopped these tow drugs, but have not told him. Also other standard process organ derivitave which I question. I I do his supplements irregularly because I am overwhelmed at all I have to do. I took an eye drop from Russia, which was expensive and experminatal. Now I am using apple cider vinigar, honey and distilled water as an eye drop. I wonder about homeopathic eyedrops. Can you advise? My doctor reccomends no leftovers due to free radicals and only buckweheat and millet for grains, no fruit. I am about 90% compliant. I am still taking Royal Maca and Ashwaganda and some mineral supplements in a water solution. I love the smell of Royal Maca, yet people say it smells like feet. I also take three Chineese mushrooms (pill) given me by an accupuncturist. I stopped this for financial reasons. As you can see I start many things...I am now taking qi gong lessons. I am ready to stop all supplements and treat myself homeopathicly or go back to the first homeopath when I can afford it. I used your remdey finder and located Sulpar and want to take it in 30C, moving to 1M. I know sulphar opens things and can be dangerous, but I don't think I have anything to worry about here. I am basicly strong, good vital force, on a very clean mostly vegitarian diet (some free range chicken) and feel hopeful about winning this thing. Forgive my spelling. Please advise.